Friday, August 04, 2006 @10:21 PM
so many thoughts and stuff running through my brain nw that i dont evn knw what am i thinking anymore.
happy/swt/angry/tired/pissed
/sad/regret/love/anticipation/unfairness
are just some of them
hmph rly dunno hw t put them dwn into words. its like diff pieces of emotions and thoughts, pieces of people's speeches, facial emotions replaying slow-mo in my head, flashbacks. whatevrs
i think that's the other side of me
and i think its a friday night thing. yeah im supposed to
'be studying econs'but i jst took like timeoff. look at the stars outside.look from the other side of the looking glass
maybe i'll see things differently
just maybe.
just chilling out by myself sometimes rock. esp whn i cant go out or anything thx t some stupid bug. yeah thanks alot ah:(
sitting on my 'balcony' straddling 2 metal chairs, basking in the warm friendly glow of the patio light is very thought provoking. i think im crazy. sometimes i'll laugh abt past things that happend. sometimes i'll be damn pissed. sometimes jst injust.
all in a span of a few minutesnow, im dysfunctional
i jst want t keep those things tht make me laugh, make me happy in me and dump those ugly, pissfying things along the side of the road, lest become roadkill. its weird sometimes how jst seeing something on someone elses' nick [xinen, no concern of yours, u are jst a kpoh] affect u so much. -jst stop doing that will you! its of no benefit to you and to anyone else.
then the nxt moment. something like some crazy gossip invades my head and i start laughing t myself. ohohoh i forgot the 9'oclock show also. so damn swt pls
it jst ended tday. no more tv xinen, time t study. put 9'oclock to good, productive use pls. anyw, it was overdue to end. shld've ended last wk though. abit anticlimax luh the ending but weixiang is still damn cute, super swt, unbelievably adoring, not-a-loser-esque like julian hee aka guobin. heh i shall live in my own fairytale and want someone like weixianggggg!
where are youuuu? stop hiding. now:D if u think u hv what it takes. you're on.
HAHA:D
this week flew by real fast. its seldom i say tht. cos i hate tues and am always finding reasons t pon civics and contact t make it home. so yeah it went by real fast.
things happen things change. things can never be the same
had a vry insightful talk with _ and _.
wahh love them t bits.haha:)
its funny how we share same sentiments and stuff. mmm maybe its the backgrnd. however much i say i dnt miss it i DO miss it. and will alwys.
sometimes dhs rly impart things t us we'd nv have learn otherwise.
:)
shit this is going nowhere
and nw im damn elated
cos talking t sihan and sally makes me very happy
and gossipy. okok shit i cannot continue alr.
cannot think
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
byebye!