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Thursday, January 26, 2006 @11:12 PM

umm. cny carnival today
total success!
actually for the first half and hour i seriously thought we were going to flop big time and evryone wld know us as the og with og but no things to sell. sian

but no
we did it again and again
milo dinosaur and grass jelly rocked tjc totally.

im not sure if we profitted due to the dumb 50-50 rule but we sure had a lot of fun during the process that went sth like this

ice ice ice, faster can or not [backgrnd: 3 more milos]
har y so little milo, rmb hor qc!!!!QC!!!!
dont care..ey stop stop stop enough already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not so much whipped cream okokOKAY stop NOW.
milo powder milo powder. NOW!!!! okok. straw leh??? [oi another milo, faster can, this one no whipped cream]

aiyo can wait anot, pls queue leh, OI dont cut queue leh.

ok so this went on for about one hour non stop before we ran out..
[fastforward]

the sch dunked the DM mr tong after many MANY misses finally 'thoom splash' DUNKED!!!! ahahha so funny and cool [imagine: mr kiw---awww]

[rewind to before the carnival---play]
had to finish up the gp project thing by today at least have to get the layout done. and its not and let me emphasize, NOT easy with what 3 measly but v.helpful ppl to help me and what happened t the rest. ok some were at the stall helping out, but thanks ah. i dont even have info on DICK CHENEY. wth so i end up doing THREE characters out of five. but the timeline is the best man!!! really i appreciate all the hard work.

so the DEADline is WENESDAY and i ended up taking home the green board t do the rest. sian. hope t get it done by tmr latest since no sch. but have t go out and go back to dhs also though. this sucks BIG time. ok?
hopefully i can pull this through. i CAN and WILL do it. by GOD's grace and mercy!!!=D

um. mum wants me to leave house by FIVE AM tomorrow to go t the market get this FIVE AM. OKAY. and daddy says its a change of routine. ahhhhh help. change for the worst. the mind is strong but the body is weak. its rly true. and i have to be the coerced market helper. then coming home to bathe.

and chiong out again to buy stuff and meet ong and sihan they all. yayy seeing familar faces makes me all excited again. i nv think i wld say this but, I HEART DHS. and all the nice ppl in sec 4 2005.

LOVE

Wednesday, January 25, 2006 @6:24 PM

its the like what... the 3rd?no 4th week of school. whatevr jc life is so so so tiring.
seriously i reach home at like 8pm min on pdp days and like 4pm? on normal days whr i end at 3.15pm plus all the drag here drag there.

can u imagine those poor ppl staying in yio chu kang or whatevr farfarfar away place in sgp. poor them but im not complaining. that's one of the advantages tt tj's good! and its much bigger than vj really. hmph. everyone says the o's are out on 6th feb which is so[how shld i put it]......early!raarh. to put things into perspective, 6th feb is only a few measly days away like 2weeks? i dunno and dont which to know for the moment. if i say i wasnt nervous i'd be lying thru my teeth.rly. i dunno whether i shld stay or shld i go. its sickening to make these kind of decisions when im only what? sixteen!!!!yay im still 16 not too young not too old! just right not like ong..haha 17 alr. so oldd. ;D

obviously sometimes i lie in bed wondering tt if i'd done better for prelims wld my life have been different? headed a different path? met different people? or wld i still end up in tjc? sometimes i still dunno. well tj's good in a sense tt ppl are more caring and easy to talk to except for a few... and they're hardworking ppl whr got environment t study. erm this sucks talking abt studies. ok pdp's aka cca. tj definitely has more sports pdp's than vj tt im very sure. boo no touch rug in vj. wth. tt's definitely a minus for vj. and no yummy hawker centre jst opp the sch. not limited to jst the canteen.

butbutbut...vj is also good cos there are so many ppl better than yourself and um its just nice if u get it ya. and the uniform's nice too [better thn tj--eeyur green???] and i got so many friends tt i miss so much. all the familar faces tt i so took for granted in sec 3 and 4, although we were the 'prc' class and the class tt dunno how t have fun. WHO SAYS!!!!!!!!! i had loads of fun. talk rubbish 'torture' miss chin ahemahem!!!! kana eyeballed by tanjf. scary sia!!! ok back to vj its like more prestigious thn tj, not tt i go for the name tho cos rj and hc'll definitely win..like duh. but i think the friends factor is rly impt.

altho i make friends rly easily but somehow i feel tt its kinda superrficial as in hi....ok..ya..maybe..ok..bye..ya bye...' type of conversation if u get what i mean. and its like i dont rly have a person to talk rubbish to and like talk abt real things too. altho this sounds sad but its rly true....sobsob**

ok i dont mean to be bad or anything. but some ppl try to change during the transition frm sec sch to jc become more pretty or handsome or anything. tt's rly fine. nice change in fact. but some change from the 'okayly tolerable to the oh-my-goodness-im-so-enthu kid and its rly fake ok. i mean hello i know u all since when alr la. and now suddenly boom change le and all because of a small matter. some chances in life you'll get it some you dont. just be sad for a little while then look on the bright side and move on and cheer for those who succeded. not hate the ppl for the rest of their lives. whatever. or feel bu shuang abt the thing and all. yeah its really no meaning la. what is yours will always be yours and its no point putting on a false.'oh actually u can have the post but in my heart i want it alot too' act. raarh. ppl often do that and end up not getting what they want. altho leadership posts come with responsibities. and a lot of them too but what you are u have to tk responsibility for that. really.

hmm jc life's really make the true side of a person stand out. im not sure if its just for the nice testimonial at the end of the year or the want to be in the IN crowd and letting everyone know u in that case u better run for house comm.okayy? and make sure ppl vote. but whatevr the case, i really learnt alot in just this one month alone and i had fun and pain at the same time. esp during pe. omg the runs. but thankfully its better now. i can run ok..!

still i'm in a dilemma

if u read this tag ok!! thanks ;D

tj vj tj vj

i still think of you

Saturday, January 21, 2006 @10:49 PM

i think my tastebuds are spoilt - temporarily --serious
ate insanely hot yongtaufoo fr dinner.then now cant rly feel properly fr the frnt part of my tongue. damn.

ok jc life is officially TIRING and full of RUNNING. ppl are like finding any stupid lame reason t scive pe. rly. i knw its tough esp for ppl who dont run often a vry gd eg. me but at least must try what and the feeling aft tt is good.real good

i mean wht's the point of 'oh i dont feel too gd' or 'oh yay my toe hurts miraculously just for tt one hr in the morning = cannot pe' whtevr la.i know its far. shld be called un-lucky heights rly. and the slope is like almost vertical [okay not tt vertical but vertical enough to make u faint] half way up the slope i was like cannot alr la. and thr was still a second wondrful slope.God help me get thru pe. but yayness i can run almost 2.4 without stopping yayyy.

touchrug squash touch rug squash touch rug squash.
it does nt make it feel better tt i have to choose one of the two
i love touchrug totally but i'm better with racket games aka squash.
so technically im in a dilemma and both trainings are on tues and thurs at the same time
oh and i intend to check out rec tennis too. just for fun though. and i jst realised im good at picking up new games. am i pro or whatt. with the exception of basketball which i find unexplicably difficult to play so wth cannot play dont play lor. so easy.
oh and im in the squash team alr but not comfirmed the touch rug one. thanks ah im in a huge dilemma.help.

pdps.aka ccas aside. my class also known as dex also known as 28/06 or co-known as og 16. ppl are nice and funny thr with the exception of * and * i intend fully well to keep to my new yr resolutions. no talking crap abt * wthwthwth is all i can say. oh ya and we're having the cny celeb on thurs.this thurs 26th jan.

all are welcome.tjc.field and sports com [i think] tix at 5 bucks ea
and we have NO school on 27th. eat your hearts out people.

cell grp-
okay this is rly crazy but i actually did it. wake up freaking early on a SAT which is a WK END to go JOG at bedok reservoir which is 4.3km. icant believe what i've just done. the longest i've run is 2.4km max. but now im suddenly running like 5days a week. siao really.
mon and fri PE
tues and thurs touch rug or squash
sat cell exercise[think its swimming nxt wk, nt comfirmed]

why am i doing this to myself? seriously, i dunno but its kinda getting used to this and its fun real fun!!!!!!!yay
ok so now we aka God's HAHAs have splitted[is thr such word] into diff grps. rly miss them but we have damn funny and crappy guys -_- had cell at char's hse on fri waited super long for all to come then ate dinner and talk alot and i mean alot of nonsense sth like bonding. and daryl's goals are admirable. really. i cant say tt for myself though.
and u're supposed to encourage me.wth.
reached home late cos i walked home.its only 10 mins actually. 11pm and im still in tj pe shirt stinko me. lessons end at 12.15 then cap ball rest squash floorball until 6pm.
only one conclusion. jc requires ample energy! and money.really im qt broke now, and my stupid ezlink card cannot auto update.so i pay adult fare. wth.i will go bang table soon.ohwells. hope i can keep up with the pace in jc and im so undecided as to which jc to go to for jae. tjvjtjvjtjvjtjvj

i leave it in the hands of GOD.

imissyou
imissyousomuch

thinking of you...

Monday, January 09, 2006 @7:59 PM

so orientation is over and stuff are starting to fall back into place. but i have one thing to describe orientation..SUPER GREAT. to be rly rly honest i din expect ppl to be so easy to talk to and stuff and 28/06 is rly rly bonded!!! i mean on the first day whr everyone din know evryone else its like we were asking evryone else's name and forgetting it the next minute. seriously. now i know what a tough job teachers have rmbering all the students names and they have so many classes. ok out of point. anyway. the second day when everyone more or less knew the rest or sth. it was damn damn fun and we were damn united=D. played college trivia and the mass dance. and i tell u i rly LOVE mass dance man. and retarded rocks. sclub was great but dhoom abit hard to learn eh. nvm i love mass dance all the same. ilovemassdance x104947749729475 times ok. =D! super tired whn i reached home tt day maybe due to the lack of exercise during the hols period so super tired.. crash on the bed, bathe and slp alr. everyday like that. argh.

the 2nd day..errr lets see what did u do ah???? oh yah monopoly. at first super alot energy run and run and run and run to the first station thr lucky hts playgrnd played water volleyball. wth is was so fun luhhh. although we din buy any stations or played very smartly but we certainly played with passion purpose and drive. and we bonded super fast and talk alot and i mean alot of rubbish sia. and omg i have my first non-chinese friend alr. yayyness. hahah i actually dont know anyone tt is not chinese in my frigging 16 years of life. is tt sad or what. no diversity..oh wells. now i know 2. hahaa but i still dont know how t properly pronounce madhir's name (is that how its spelt?) ok nvm. played pool, skateboarding, ntuc shopping, lame but FUNN stuff like that. and chionged back to tj late. haaha no sweat anyhow cos it was raining. and the 608 was frigging slow and make so many u-turns. argh. anywy rained but luckily din rly disrupt any activities..have practice for mass dance with my OG and some ppl of my CG ahem[28/06 rocked the house down] and derrick and engshaw and wanlin are the best man. they taught me and bixia like a million times the retarded turn-right-turn-left step..omg dont even go thr. anyway im a pro at retarded alr. heh.

third day..er oh YAH wet games super wet and dirty. and oh man ixo lost the first station by ONE FREAKING POINT. thanks to one king. thanks ah. but we're nt sore losers man. all the way. and the volleyball and the newspapers game which we got totally run over. okayy. no comments. the water bottles one was so fun. ok 2 direct waterbombs to me. HOW GREAT. so im like super wet. but what can i say its fun and my water bottle was well protected lor. not knocked down leh. seh not. ahha=D. had prep for o night. super fun (omg i seem to run out of vocab other than FUN) anyway. we ruffly decided the perfomance alr. and aft went to SUNTEC to MASS DANCE. is tt happening or not lor. altho i heard vj went too but not as seh and happening as ours. ahem. tjc rocks alr ok. mass dance was so sehh and cool. and the foreigners esp the angmohs were super interested in our dance but the couples tt were thr to enjoy the beauty of the night sky and rudely interrupted by these grp of crazy jc students werent exactly very excited and happy. ha but who cares. whatevr!!!! went to tonyroma's outside thr to sit with my og and talk rubbish. as t.chow puts it talk cock. hahaa and oh ya i learnt how to play black magic. eh to those who dont. go figure. BLACK magic. heh. and all the stupid meh meh jump ovr the wall and the openclosecloseopen dumb games. ahahah oh and must learn bridge. suntec was so great...=D

o night was super. altho we din win best clan or best og performance. we certainly rocked the night man. our dance was perfect according to me and chicken little was great and kingkong, harry and jc and all. we still love u. rly. altho we din win for dunno wht reason altho i tot we were the best nvm. o night rocked and ixo won mr paegent..heh.ronin rocked tj down too and whts the name of the other band? eh nt sure whatevr. they rocked too. and mass dance at the end!!!!!!!!!!! yayy. reached home at 12mn AGAIN. super tired. everyday slp and bathe only. but life in tj rocks totally and all the wonderful ppl whom i have made friends with. love all of u to bits.

GO TJ!!!!!!!!!!!
maybe i'll stay after all???

Sunday, January 01, 2006 @4:44 PM

2005 is down in history and a new 2006 awaits.
things never felt so bittersweet as people move on leaving past memories behind
looking back and smiling at it yet never touching it again
poof so its alr 2006
i must say i had a wonderful 2005 but i await impatiently the new year ahead and the exciting things that await...

umm. some things abt ytd
went out w ong, liwei, vincent and jerrld to marina sq to eat dinner and walk here and there. yupps cldnt decide whr to eat as we were spoilt for choices. and i mean totally. at first wanted to eat sth called 'changing appetities' of sth like that but the queue was phenomenal. rly. din want to wait so went to breeks instead. and guess whatt. my right eye contacts dropped right out. damndamndamn. wth. tried to put in but cant cos no saline and my eye super dry. thanks ah. so half blind, literally ate superduperfreaking nice meal. pasta with ham and stuff. shld rly go thr more often to eat. and its not tt ex also. abit cheaper than fish & co. definitely good. yups then went to the esplanade thr to see the light balls on the water. nice nice nice. too bad my wishes werent one of those that were written on the oh-so-pretty-balls. stood there and talk and do stupid stuff. basically talk rubbish to pass time. jr and liwei had to go then i went to church for part 2...

smash was supersuper x1000000 times nice okay.. altho i din dress accordingly to the dress code thingy. sadd. cos i rly wanted to dress ROCK!!!!!!!!!!! plus all the makeup and gothic hairdos. love it totally lo. i only reached abt like 9.30pm. but still good fun. we actually won best group dressing but i was super freaking EXTRA can.. i was the only one without all the rock thing. argh. nvm abt tt for now. had wonderful wonderful worship and thanked God for all the wonderful things HE has done for me. be it good or bad i totally thank HIM. cos its all part of his good, pleasing and perfect will. and i just put the upcoming year into his hands and allow him to mould me into that better christian. =D

had the countdown and cleanup after tt. went home super happy but ultra tired also. also NO VOICE..help. but hengheng God had mercy and spared the voice. so im ok now.

all glory and honor be to out father in heaven

praise and worship unto him

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

XINEN

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