oh well, since im online lets make it short. really love this week cos it passed so so so quickly, a tad too quickly i think. now all the short hols are over and time to face the music. and the prelims. hmms. its like only 13 days away to english prelims and my o's oral is on the 18th. horribly near in fact. the days seem to pass so quickly and hardly have time to think. just mountains of exam past yr exam papers and more practices. in the valiant hope of spotting some questions. really nervous about the comb humanities exam cos im quite certain im not gonna do well in that. arh. maybe social studies is do-able but geog..i have totally no inclination towards that. hai. or maybe its just no patience to memorise or rationalise the facts in there. anyhow. i stilll have to do it. and make the best out of the situation. btw its on the 30th aug. wish me luck.

was very tempted to go out again with mum and shop till i drop but the hardworking side of me got the better of me. so another shopping trip gone down the drain. but i think i'll practice delayed gratification and wait till at least the prelims are over. which is about---erm---on the 23rd sept i think. the marks are like finalised on the 28th. d-day. hope i wont be one of those who need to haggle for half, one or two marks jst to up one grade to get a better L1R5. oh ya to satisfy my shopping desire, ive smartly come out with a list of things that i want to buy including earrings, shoes, clothes and all the misc stuff. can hardly wait. and that day i was counting how many pairs of earrings i have and its a whopping 26 and a half pairs. crazy i know. and the half is a result of my careless handling and lost one of the sides. hmph. and the best thing is i only have one pair of ear holes. so to those who are in the midst of thinking whether i shld or shldnt pierce my ear. just a gentle reminder, its a money spinner. totally spins your money down e drain. hahha. but i have no regrets...and the list of dvds or vcds that i want to get is increasing rapidly. hmph. look forward to a movie marathon after the o's.

jst looking at my wishful thinking alr makes me feel guilty so i rly should stop.

and loh quee yah's bugging me to do another 3 hours of cip.cos i havent met the quota. damn. and i dont feel like doing this week. maybe monday? she'll kill me for sure. geylang com. library here i come. feel like slacking there. i'll do the books extra slow unlike the last time. whoa. no more. damn cip. and to think i loved towner gardens 2 years ago. i was there the whole freaking day doing stock taking and misschristinetan din even record the cip hours. and thn aft tt she said. oh i forgot, u all din remind me. arh. nvm la just tk it as an experience. what the ---- okay. maybe all bio tchrs are so fickle. altho spc is nice outside class, she can be a big meanie in class. she says sth like 'oh class im going to go very fast today and if u dont listen, im not gna wait for u' and the next min, she talks about german measles and mmr injections. hello? what about going very fast??? but i'll give her credit for saving me sihan sally and jingru frm kiw tt day. love her then. so the ppl tt im gna buy tchr's day presents for are miss chong, miss tan, mrs tan and mrs vora cos she's just a sweetie. love her man.

and this last paragraph is for noise --you know who you are...teehee.wishing you a big humongous

happy sweet sixteenth noise!!!

love ya loads and may all your wishes and dreams come true, ding hong to die and you get 6 A1s. and there forever be no animosity between us..hahhaah.

okay this is official. no more gossips and talking about people in our class on my blog. but nice events still can talk lah. i mean not these type of bitching around. no more. end of story. this change is partly because of jingru's blog entry which all are welcome to view. and i think at this rate of going, there will not be anymore friends. hmph. just a thought anyway. no wonder they say gossip can really ruin what you already have and whatever trust and respect one has for another person. okay. so my blog will resume to the normal day to day boring stuff and for the weeks leading up to prelims. i suppose i dont have to elaborate. all you peepz share my pain... ...

on to today. actually nothing much to say. just woke up and trying to get in some early morning revision. or rather clearing up the long overdue homework like that of dear miss chong's 2 essays. and the geog timepract. which we are supposed to administer myself. but hmph. bet some people will still look and peek at the txtbks. i mean this type of things is to test where you stand lor. just a sentiment ya. then maybe later when my parents and bro come back from their cell grp outing to play football at ecp i can go eat lunch and watch bewitched. or maybe not... ...

enough nonsense already and time to hit the books.
bye

it has finally come to light to me that people do actually grow up and when that happens. many things change. some fot the better some for the worse. i dont really like changes but some just happen inevitably and people lose touch......anf drift away

wow that was actually made sense. hahaah anyway, was very very very awkward during school. cos took the 'late' bus and din carry anything to school. made me feel like a paikia cos they normally just go skl emptyhanded. but tht's not the point. so was almost late. then din talk to jasmine or zhangfan the whole time though jas was in front of me. somehow, topics of conversation just vanish into thin air and it was just umphs', ahs', yah', okay', maybe',...maybe things between us will henceforth from this point be different and things can never go back to it original state. this im not that all very sure but as we seem to drift in terms of experiences or character, we drift apart in terms of mental state and attitudes. so not that im saying or foreshadowing anything. but deep down in my heart, i just know that this wont change. but amidst all the unhappy things that people go through each day we just have to look forward to a better tomorrow [in this case nat day hols] and reminiscence on the wondeful past, picking out the bits worth remembering and discarding those that are stale.

okay change topic for a while. nat day celeb--- --- first and foremost, i think sng chern wei [also known as the principal of dhs] is veryveryvery nice and cool. he organised some sort of an last minute concert for the sec 4s to sort of motivate us for the coming o's. and got the teachers and hods to sing karaoke for us. although tchrs very busy one often no time for rehearsals did very well in terms of singing and really was quite touching. even mr sng sang. not bad lah. and i think mr low is also very cool. hmph. tong hua was nice and the mtv quite touching. until a point in time where zf cried. hmph. but my bestest item was mrs tan's item. she took photos of us in class and put it into a slide show video. with damn touching encouraging words. almost felt like crying. love her totally. still dunno what to buy her for teachers day. and im gonna get that 2A1s for her in maths. totally unlike loh quee yah. early in the morning scold me. somemore nat day holiday leh. say i what never sit in the proper seat anyhow move here move there. and mumbled something about denise being absent. like that is my business like that. din talk to anybody during the concert adn refused to clap hands. damn lqy who ask her to separate me frm sally and sihan. hate her. aft that went hall for concert. was stupid. cldnt understand the skit at first and seeing so many classes embarrassing themselves only brought back memories of last yr's teachers day which we did throw our faces too. not to mention dinghong singing. ewwww yuck. ps he sings like he's constipated. rly, chickens squawking sound so much better. did the ndp dance. though the song was very nice and the dance was nice also but i cldnt do it and our whole class with the exception of kok ann din know the dance. thanks to spc. but kok ann was nice and stood in front of us and did the dance for us. so i know a teeny weeny bit. so duh. hot sticky and sweaty after that.

went out with sally and jingru to eat lunch. went tm to eat pastamania. had the usual baked rice. hmph, such a boring person. anyway, though this time the mini outing was much shorter in terms of time than the fish and co, i think i enjoyed myself more this time around. was is because there wasnt really animosity between the 3 of us and i feel that i can sya what i want to say when i want to say without all the umms and ahhs. and it seems like we have mutual thoughts except no one voices them out. but now that they are out it seems to have instilled in us a common consensus and unspoken bond. but there was one person missing. dearest misstansihan. we missed you and just a word of caution okay, 'ah han ahhh, dont do anything you'll regret' i know this is cliched but 'take a deep breath count to 20, think of dumbdumb jingru and you'll be fine' okay maybe not the last part. but you know what i mean.

walked around tm after the full meal, wanted to take neos but the stupid shop was so jampacked with red people and cldnt even get half a person in there urgh. walked so much that jr complained. sorry kay. at least we din chiong here and there. we walked. and you can eat that choco bar in peace now. you did exercise leh. kidding kidding. promise no more disturbing okay. but was really fun there werent like awkward moments where people dunno what to say to each other and i really enjoyed myself. loveya people. as usual, sally-i-love-my-children-tan was going into baby shops saying what she wanted for her babies next time. hahaha hilarious. why not just buy them now. treat it as an investment. seriously..no comments. in the end went home tired. bought this really retro bracelet. blue and white beads. love it so much just have to find an occassion to wear it. made me feel satisfied tht i bot sth to commemorate the outing. though din get my earrings its okay. i can live with that. next time i'll just buy more. hhaahahah.

ohyah. did i mention, saw miss seah and miss ng on the train and i think they were so embarrassed to see us cos me and sally shouted over the cabin so loudly the whole cabin turned their heads. well, seh what. miss seah din know where to hide her face. hahhaha i like meeting teachers outside school. they always feel embarrassed...anyway, the trip ended there and the day totally rocked. love it so much.

and one more thing. this msg is for a certain someone called tansihan
1. can you put up a [proper and practical] wishlist if you do not wish to be presentless on 14 aug
2. the everlast is just not you
3. thou shalt not kill or even practice killing people
4. 14 aug is drawing nearer and i havent got your present
5. missed ya during our mini outing
6. proper anger management like arcade games is good for health

this is just on the top of my head. cant think anymore. just----take care.
and so the story of today the 8th of aug has come to an end. hope you had fun and enlightenment after reading this. world peace jingru????

its sunday and what am i doing at home sitting in front of the computer typing another duh entry. actually was supposed to go to FOP [festival of praise] which i have looked forward to for so many many weeks. and now im sitting at home. why? cos apparently i need to study for the upcoming prelims and o's.. wow what a wonderful way to pass the time. and the iceing on the cake is bro can go while i can only listen to the tantalising details of the concert after that. bet its gonna be a blast. every hillsong concert is can totally rock the house down. hmph. hopefully they come down faster next year. and hopefully there is a dvd or vcd or sth. then i can console myself by watching reruns. hmph.

the only consolation is mum's bringing me out for dinner. me and mum only. and bro cant go..teehee. but still very undecided where to go. i guess i'll keep it short and shut up now.

i so want to watch bewitched and charlie
happy national day holiday everyone.

the weekend is here and that can only mean one thing. time to blog. got many many things to say..luckily this time unlike the last post, got some good things to say. hmms i'd rather look at life on the more positive side than the negative cos its ultimately myself that i affect. am i making sense? nvm. decided to go to fish & co on wednesday i think. at first, its actually me sally and sihan one. then decided to invite jasmine and jingru. actually jingru din want to go but after a little persuation, she went. the food was great. expectedly and we all ate like gluttons. oh man. the bill came up to $99.80! man, just twenty cents short of a hundred bucks. what pigs we are. i shared seafood platter with sally and the prawn salad. with the nice noodles. cos sally has been telling me about it for the past one month. how can i not eat it. i'll never live to hear the end of it man. hahah kidding la.. everything was so nice, the food i mean. yumm. but although the exterior of everyone's faces showed that they were happy and ok feeling i cld sense the atmosphere wasnt really that happy. maybe because there wasnt an ongoing conversation that was interesting or maybe it was the waitress that kept shooting us killer stares. hmphs. it was just weird. or maybe the group was just too big.

settling the bill was horror okay. its like you pay this amt. eh no that amt. sorrysorry is this amt. i mean like hello. pay a few more cents will die isit. then wah must count until so exact.blahblahblah dollars and ninety five cents. just round it off man. anyway, was quite broke after that only left like ten bucks. then went walking around cos it was still so early. was almost tempted to join the monopoly comp that was on in suntec but decided it was too childish. hahhaa then walk around and dodging into and out of shops. actually wanted to but matching red shirts for national day to wear on monday but ditched that idea cos its stupid. wear that 'i love singapore' shirt for one day then what, keep for next year ah. im not like those people who wear i love singapore shirts in december or sth. no thanks man. walked into countless shops and poor jingru who apparently doesnt like shopping very much din complain. thanks alot for bearing with us. went to citylink mall after that and looked at the very nice books and sketchpads in bookbinders. went to six and totally throw our faces la. cos we were happily trying on the sunglasses and posing in them and laughing so loudly. and the best thing is we were in school uni. hahaha if mr kiw saw us there we wld have died. hahahaa sihan bot a super pink but nice ring. big its too big for the pinky. the chop assistant was looking at us the whole time. embarrassing. hahah but i like. then went to 37 degrees and flash and splash to look at stuff. the boardshorts there are super nice la. if i had enough money i wld have just bought them on the spot. boohoo. what's a person to do with ten bucks. anyway. still have alot of fun in the shop. made jingru try on this hyperly stupid looking green and white snow cap with two dangling strings to tie at the chin. actually there was no photography allowed in the shop but we managed to sneak one photo of jr in the cap. priceless. then sihan bought the surfbabe top which was nice apart from the fact that the back was too low. anyway. went home after that.

sad. din get anything in flash and splash. then she said that she wld only buy stuff if there was a discount. hai. f and s this type of shop where on earth got discount one. anyway, since when did she become so conscious about spending money and saving money. come to think of it this is not the only time. even if like eating in canteen a 20 cents diff in the prices of food makes hell lot of diff. i personally dont give a damn. and i still manage to save. although my allowance is less than yours. hmm. i guess its just the mentality of a person. anyway its getting on my nerves that every single cent is so important to you and sometimes i just close an eye if people owe me like 20 or 30 cents and pay the remainder for elit photostating stuff. i cant be possible collecting 4 cents from each person can i. not only that but also on the topic of transport. taking the 158 to aljunied just to save 5 cents and climbing the stairs is just so not worth it. but now its diff cos damn 158 doesnt serve kallang. but still. nvm. ytd when me sally sihan jr go home, __ took bus home. i dunno whether its just to avoid us or to save somemore damn money. and avoid changing bus and the bus fare. after all she;s not stupid. unlike dinghong. who is fcking idiotic. but thats a whole new story.

the trip was fun with its own ups and downs. cant wait for the olevels to end so we 3 can go shopping tgt, take neoprints and try clothes. jr i wont force you to come. hahahahah cos i know shopping's a bore to you. but but but i din forget prom hor. hahahhah. so now. save and save so eoy can splurge on all the yummy shopping trips and mall hopping. cant wait.

okay change topic alr. had tuition in the evening. went earlier to meet jon for the last time. boohoo. he's really leaving for england to study. and that sucks. wrote a ton of postcards [actually five to be exact] and bought this huge winnie the pooh which sihan apparently called si en. sihan and xinen get it. cant believe that its really the last time and im not ever going to see the purple uniform and hear his lousy chinese. so sad. i tot sihan was gonna cry. then he also gave us a gift which is so darn ex. seriously, who gives friends calvin klein eternity as going away presents? me and sihan split it. she took the body lotion and i took the perfume. oh man. every time i see it it'll just be a reminder of the times in a maths tuition. hmms. really gonna miss him though.

oh ya. jumping back to stuff in school. we were discussing about insecurities in people and we realised that we had common sentiments but just no one said it out. now more than ever i think juice is damn insecure. and she's really getting on my nerves and everyone elses more and more. and the best thing is that she doesnt even realise it. everytime ask her to shutup, stop singing or just go away she thinks we're joking and are just playing with her.most of the time, i mean it man. and where got people everyday ask people ' is she angry with me' or ' why does she treat me like that' and if you really want to know the answer, no im not angry but i am pissed.p-i-s-s-e-d get it. and im not playing with you. then i could sense that she was feeling very depressed after school on friday cos she was just sitting there alone doing relative velocity when we all were discussing about which branch of fish and co to go to. maybe she felt left out cos we din invite her. frankly if anyone had invited her, the trip will definitely be a flop and i'll just be very quiet and pissed. anybody would if you had a person looking in every mirror possible and asking you ' am i pretty' or 'do i look nice i this photo' or if that person just happen to bump down on your bus seat in the morning and make you jump when all you want to do is observe the nice morning scenery in the bus. just so not to make conversation, pretend to sleep so the bus ride wont be my worst in sec school. so you can definitely imagine my mood that morning. but the fish and co trip eased it all. thanks sally for sharing the seafood platter and thanks sihan for making me see you for a grand total of 13 hours a day. that's more than i see mom!!! anyway, hope juice doesnt get on my nerves of she will suffer the fate of yy. and i mean it. so there.

watching pacifier again. omg vin diesel is so hot. love that show. nice, cute, funny and heart warming.

till next time.

hmms. its only 2 days into the week and i have so many many things to say. most of it is ----expectedly not nice. well what can i sayy. school leading up to the prelims are not exactly fun and happy go lucky you know. the first most irritating thing is that i have bio mock pract tomorrow and how __irritating is that. you can guess my feelings. the best part is that actually, its not supposed to be tomorrow but thanks to the wondefully 'hardworking' and piah class that i have from friday changed to tomorrow at the expense of PE lessons. wow times 2985847393 times. damn. then spc say oh' mr ang gave me the period so no need to return. argh. my precious PE lessons. one week only have 2 times and next week totally no PE cos of the nat day hols. wow again. so bio pract instead of PE. thanks ah. and sometimes i really feel damn irritated but urgh. just cannot say it out cos the person thinks that i am just diaoing her for FUN. sometimes i really feel that zf cannot totally command the attention of the class and sometimes she can be damn hyperly irritating. really. be it the ____ ways or the ____things. just gets on my nerves. although i try very very hard not to show it. sometimes. a person really has its limits. hhhaaha but the only person i totally cannot get angry with is ongjingru. hahaha the bus ride everyday is a hilarious story by itself. plus all the chocolatey fantasies of the juicy gossip. omg, ure really getting more and more rebellious. hmph. what can i say. but still, bio pisses me off totally. thanks ah ___.[shall not mention names here]. obviously when spc ask whether who has strong objections. that type of questions is fei one lor. ask or dun ask also doesnt matter cos no one will raise hand one. all are just to 'feng gong shou fa' to rebel against the teacher. so there. hmph.

the next thing that i totally have to blog about is the imminent arrival of miss bitchy-damnit-freaking-ugly-loser chin. damn. she's coming back tomorrow, i think. according to miss chong. cos she's going off to china to get the new batch of prc scholars and that woman is coming to relief us again. shit. tot i will never see her on the face of this earth again. but guess i was wrong. but we voiced our thoughts to miss chong and to say she was shocked is the most major understatement of the year. hahaa she s gonna tell miss chin to not be so irritating. ha. that'll teach her. seriously. i hate her. i'd 100000 times prefer miss wu who is nice, pretty and sweet. hhaahha totally looking forward to zao fan during miss chin's lesson. and one more thing. totally miss miss chong. and im gonna do all the compos that i owe her cos feeling a bit guilty of not doing. considering that she's so so so so nice to us and we've been taking advantage of the 'free' english lessons. i guess absence really makes the heart grow fonder. hhahaha.

oh yah. cant wait for friday to come. guess why, cos me sally, sihan are going for 'outing' to fish & co. hahaha totally cant wait cos the last time i went out is like ages ago... sadd right. so really cant wait. dunno if jasmine's going. cos she said fish & co too expensive. actually i wanna say smth about that but since she's like a really good friend. this type of things shldnt really be said online. maybe i'll tell sihan or sally or someone la. but not here. anyway, dunno whether she'll be going with us not. hmm cant wait cant wait. omg this is sounding like sally. who's totally---disorganised, immature and ugly. hahhaa dont freak when you see this alrighty darrling. hahhaha oh well. time to study for chem test and BIO mock tomorrow. how wonderful.

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