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Tuesday, August 29, 2006 @12:18 AM

TO MR HSU:

I WOULD LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE IT ALOTALOT IF YOU DIDNT READ THIS BLOG. YA. IT IS ABSOLUTELY WAYY WEIRD. YA SO THANKS ALOT.

BYEBYE

YOURS
X

i feel scrutinized.
:(
goodnight everybody

Sunday, August 20, 2006 @11:12 AM

finally my blogger and google have been restored to english
to think that ive been meddling arnd w the blogger keys which are chinese for the past few months or sth. crap.

mmm had a really really really really weirddddd dream yestd night
weird and funny at the same time.
aiyah damn cannot write here cos its like a mix of alotalotalot of rubbish.
damn funny coming t think of it.
okay maybe i'll be brief
sth about me being in some school's prom night, cannot rmb which sch. i think its a sec school. ya. oh then those ppl who were late were scolded by the teacher. sit outside on the floor and get scolded; in their prom outfits and all
[i suspect this part came frm us getting scolded by ftong abt being late for contact]
yeah then everyone was forced t dance
[like ????????] okay nvm
oh then i got scolded by somebody [about sth i cannot rmb, and i dnt knw who scolded me]
okok this is so warped
but i woke up laughing.
LOL

gg t parkway ltr [no sihan its not what u think]
for lunch
piano ltr and more mugging since 'jie da huan xi' is over and gone :(
i hv yet t master the prokaryotics and eukaryotics crap thing
whatevr!

weeting btw ure damn funny can!
LOL
ohya and gg t develop photos too. yay!!

Saturday, August 19, 2006 @7:24 PM

xinen is one sad girl today
cos her dinner sucked
and her day was oh-so-typical-that-it-sucked-anyway
:(

slept ALOT
too much in fact. not that is not a good thing. its a vry good thing. but tht equates to ME being very UNPRODUCTIVE. effing sucks.
so im going t not watch sucky singapore idol repeats on tv. and watch joakim with his lousy performance oust mathilda. whatevr la.
SI is going dwn the drain faster than dan ong can say 'this is... singapore idol!'

anyway my saturday movies are all being replaced by singapore idol reruns and im nt vry happy:(

i need to do these!
OR DIE

study for bio test [prokaryotes and eukaryotes; personally i dnt give a damn]
do chem halogenoalkanes tut
maths tut 25!!!
attempt pw WR agn

:(:( x209348902384092840938240298409238

mm ohya the biggest reason y tday sucked is cos my dinner is effing lousy to eat.
i had these
















the beehoon was cold. damnit. and mum told me we were gg out t eat. and i hv t eat her leftovr beehoon:(:( PPFT.
shld have eaten at bedok int.
:(
and as you can see i had computer-dinner [dinner infrnt of the comp!:(]
major YUCK
i decided not t eat after about 5 miserable mouthfuls

















the saving grace
my fave drink ever. luckily bro din drink the last bottle and let me hv it t eat w my sucky dinner. ohwell. sucky dinner to end a sucky day
:(

i hope tmrw will;must be better
maybe if you smsed me my day wld be a little bit better. ya
:(
i think the number of :('s that i used tday is the most in my life

:(
:(
:(

Friday, August 18, 2006 @11:41 PM

:D



















the birthday boy. happy fifteenthhh! [his truly]
HAPPY FIFTEENTH BRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i knw he will see this so u better thank me whn u do.
see, now you're famous. and im so gg t find tht blog.
u jst wait!:D
some pics!:)














BRO&ME!:D

















the family, me, mum, dad, BRO!






















hmm what a pretty cake! cant wait t eat it






















oh yeah man! wish time! i get a wish i get a wishhh!






















now who wants a piece of my deeelicious cake?
















mummy and BRO

ahwell
today was an okayy day luh, i guess
typical stuff with the stupid gp essay t write. seriously i hatehatehate writing essays in cls. hmpf. aiya but anything la. i realised my essays are getting shorter and shorter. cos rly no point in writing so long jst t get the same marks or evn lousier. so wth la ya.

1 foolscap. 2 sides. no more. end of story
short and swt.
i like

pe was the funnest in ages. played frisbee.
we kinda sucked at it:( not as easy as it seems rly.
lol but i think the laughing till ours sides hurt was enough t cover the exercise, no?:D. we evn had t dig among the bushes t fish out our frisbee. lucky it din go out of school. lol
we're a joke. i shall not laugh at those practicing frisbee in the field anymore!!
promise:D

had bio remedial aft.
i finally understand the transcription capping, polyadenalation, translation thingies! yesyesyessss. sat thr for like 2 hours la. but hmpf, anything la. its ovr. and im happy.
i need t start studying for the test nxt wk!

OHYA
i realised i forgot t say abt a damn impt thing!
superduperfreaking impt.
and uh [interesting]
well lets jst put it in as few words as possible
me, wanting, wee, chicken, shaun got caught by ftong on wed for being late for contact. hello! maybe he's nv heard of the phrase better late thn never. anyw, blahblahblah he was talking crap in his office. oh then he said we were dishonest cos we told him we had t report at 1250 instead of 1245.

LOL

why on earth wld we want t lie t him. omg lol. then he said dishonesty carried w it a 2 week inhouse suspension. ahahhaa what the crap. its all fake one cannn! threaten people until like tht!pfft.okay anyw, had t write letter of apology and reflection. okay lor.

the best thing right, is we hv t sit first row for all future contact time[damn] and we cannot eat opp school for the nxt wk. like he'll knw! he doesnt hv our timetable la can. oh and everymorning hv t report t his office at 7 [freaking] 15 am to let ftong sign my handbook. how interesting! ohwell its only until monday. went home at like 5.30 la tht day whn we cld hv gone home at 3.
PFFT.
but aiyah. the whole thing jst made me miss kiwkiw alot. his naggings and all. i rly respect him. until some people here who shouts at ppl:(:( but this incident made me 'refresh' all the times we ran frm kiw and took alternative staircases jst t avoid kiw. hmpf.

ohwell this is one stupid incident.
it better not happen again.
we dont want t play games with you mister. 'i dont think im very interested in games, sorry' lol. but went home vry emotionally tired and drained. dunno why. hope this doesnt rpt itself anytime soon. im a good kid rly.

imagine if he knw that my mummy is the discipline mistress:)

and we rly must thank the yrone soccer guys for their v. timely goal to draw away ftong's attn. and let us off easy. hah!:) divine intervention? ok maybe nt.

okok today.
went t fish&co t celebrate bro's bdae
the people thr we like super nice. they actually sang a birthday song for him. in front of all the othr customers and people. ohman. i think he[bro] was damn embarrassed [in a gd way la]. imagine a stranger announcing ur bday t the whole restaurant and singing bday song! hilarious!
oh and he was made t hold a lit sparkler! haha

all for a scoop of icecream! hahh! super memorable bday lor!
kick myself for nt bringing cam!:(:(
so who's up for a fish&co birthday?:D

:D
v. tired alr.
hope tmrw is a fruitful day and i get lots of things done
thr's cell tmrw! wheee!:):)

:)

Tuesday, August 15, 2006 @10:59 PM

hello
today is a tuesday and all tuesdays are bad days
yes i hate tuesdays
i still do
cos why? the timetable's horrible with all the sucky lessons
thrs pw and we hv t edit the shit WR.
oh did i mention i also hate pw. yes i jst did
:(
and tday thr's napfa

OMG I PASSED IT ALL INCLUDING SBJ! :D:D:D

thrs training
[no nt tht i dnt like training, i DO like it but its jst tiring! ok duh nvm]
the day ends so freaking late!
im so so so tired and its barely 11pm.

so conclusion: i hate tuesdays. boo to them

anyw i jst realised sth true/funny/interesting/whatever u want t call it

10 things my gp tutor should/can/will do to become the best gp tutor in the universe:D

1. ditch the NIE teaching style now now now
[implying stop ploughing through every single pg of the resource package]

2. stop being late for classes

3. accept JC students as they are [forthright or not]

4. should do something abt the uh hairstyle;sucks

5. stop trying too hard in lessons
[be it in the joke telling arena; or not]

6. stop picking on ppl namely US
[something is only a distraction if you keep making a constant effort to allow it to be a distraction and persistently notice/look at/stare at it ignoring other things/ppl in cls]

7. wear short sleeve shirts

8. dont put pens and markers in shirt pocket lest they become new dye patterns on your shirt

9. sit in one of rajesh's damn good gp lessons

10. try to memorize other people's names OTHER THAN OURS:(



okay, im done
im absolutely serious about every single point by the way ya

now im officially dead beat
goodnight world
i demand swt dreams
:D

Monday, August 14, 2006 @9:09 PM

:)
im vry proud of myself
why? cos i managed t use the net for only 10min today!
claps for me!
& im gg t study nw!

oh jst needed t say this

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH TANSIHAN!

are u honored? i came online jst for this!
:)

Sunday, August 13, 2006 @6:11 PM

lol my cuz jst asked me who handsome is on my msn pm
haha do i look like im going t tell him!
but thn agn he's funnnnnnnnnyy!

anyw,

its sunday and sunday night is always [ALWAYS] a sucky night
cos why? got alot of homework and dumb stuff t finish
;or die the nxt day
a horrible mutilated deathhh
yes i dnt want that

okay lets see whts on the charts for me

study for chem test [until carboxylic acid]
do finish maths tutorial 24
attempt bio tut 6 [which is so sucky]
pack my file

and tht's enough t kill me already, yes?
:(

had cell bbq yestd!
superduper fun and funny:D
for the first time we girls startd the fire w help frm jon la. but still!
the food was great
the company was greater
everything was uh, perfect!:)
oh and cldnt finish the food. like every bbq
asked weeeeeeeee t come!
'im nt supposed t b talking t youuuuuu!:(:('
NO FAIR!

haha bbq was fun la!

oh and you jst dont dunk the host into her own swimming pool! its not right!
haha lucky they din get dwn t doing it
keith and terrence are so so so funny!

stupid security guard:(

mmm looking forward t the week after tuesday
but not vry looking forward t study

i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study

i need t find it fast




oh well, nice day everyone!
:D

Saturday, August 12, 2006 @12:11 AM

26 things to do in an elevator.

1) When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you.

2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.

3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.

4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor you're on.

5) Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?"

6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!"

7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.

8) Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an apointment.

9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.

10) Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking.

11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.

12) Ask, "Did you feel that?"

13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.

14) When the doors close, announce to the others, "It's okay, don't panic, they open again!"

15) Swat at flies that don't exist.

16) Tell people that you can see their aura.

17) Call out, "Group Hug!" and then enforce it.

18) Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, "Shut up, all of you, just shut up!"

19) Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, "Got enough air in there?"

20) Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.

21) Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, "You're one of THEM!" and back away slowly.

22) Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers.

23) Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.

24) Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.

25) Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, "I have new socks on".

26) Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers, "This is MY personal space!"

okay u can stop laughing alr!
this is superduper x3948092834 times funny la
koped frm siwei's blog one! thx t weeting!
ahaha:)
i jst had t kop it. too funny pls.
nxt time im in the lift. i'll knw wht t do!!!

mm actually my day kinda sucked big time
cos why it was jampacked t the max!
thx t a few uh-wonderful teachers:(
had 2.4run in the morning
then 5 straight hours of lesson

boring gp
boring gp
chem lab
chem lab
maths tut

then i had t do the compre + AQ for gp cos i didnt do tht day cos din go sch. boo!
so damn slpy la. cldnt concentrate properly and had a major freaking headache:(
went for phototaking aft
sat under lt2 t do the remaining AQ rubbish.
went home at like 6pm
:(:(
and weeting thx ah!
nt talking t you forever!:(:(:( x293819082390283

FIREWORKS is love.
<3

Friday, August 11, 2006 @11:27 PM

okay wait i have t say something! this entry is so dedicatd t
ONGJINRU the karoke queen
[i bet jingwen will be damn amused by these! right!]















ong and me

















ong and sihan


















the three of us. ahha we look like we're
quarreling. sit so far!
















STOPSTOPSTOP! aiyah i must take 2 mikes then can
take photo one! u dunno meh. im the karaoke queen!
:)
















some mtv!

















guess who's hand. who else so boliao anyw!?:)



















and finally. on a parting shot
queen of kbox!

u vry lucky i cannot upload the 3 stripes one!
haha nxt entry i try agn!
oh ya u want the photos take frm me ovr msn k!
HAHA
:)
love u onggg!

Thursday, August 10, 2006 @9:45 PM

hahah this is abit late but yeah!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE:)

fireworks photos soon!
i need t rush my EOM
do the chem gas law thing
maths tutorial [omg!]
sleep early [v. nt possible:(]

hence the delay in photos. yup

uh okay tday
went for the pw interview;finally
after alot of uh, rubbish. ya
me shaun and aaron went
dunno whr the othr 2 disappear to anyhw:(thanks ah
oh the guy, joe i think was real informative.
i think he didnt hv anybody t talk t the whole day hence his verbal diahorrea [in a gd way] to us. ya he went on and on and on and on and on and u get the drift. while me and aaron fake smiles all around like polite students who really are very bored, shaun jst happily yawns away like nobody's business. lol.
sat thr like for one and a half hour can!
ohman and i din eat lunch before tht. hurhur
so aft went t some hawker centre t eat:)

yes tht's [dumb] pw for you.
sometimes i rly hate pw!!!!

actually wanted t slp one whn i got home.
but ended up at ecp again t blade.
damn fun!
ilovelovelovelovelove blading:D:D:D
and nw i got 2 gigantic red blisters on both my feet at exact same places! hurts like crazy man! oh and my skin scraped on my both my calves. cos the socks werent high enough.
OWWW
whn bathing its like hell:(

and thrs 2.4 run tmrw
okok nuff alr

I WANT T WATCH FIREWORKS TOMORROW!!!
9PM @ ESPLANADE
who want t go????:):):)

happy holidays everyone
i really wished i didnt have t go t school tmrw. really.
stop grinning victorians and meridians
i wish i wish

Wednesday, August 09, 2006 @5:32 PM

haha
okayyy i shall blog sth about yestd. oh ya nt forgetting the PICTURES
yesyes all in good time
i have 1/2 hour t get everything said and done.
cos why my NDP live plans hv fallen through:( no angel in disguise came t give me tix:( so ima sit in frnt of my 29'' and watch.
im feeling v. patriotic allofa sudden. maybe its cos of the NDP songs which they rptdly play on tv. mm?

celebratns was okayish la. the hall was damn squeezy la. studnts plus tchrs plus oldfolks somemore. walao. then they make us turn and turn and turn and turn dunno how many millionth time:( went t meet ong and the tans ltr. i tell u im vry smart. i waited at the stupid 12 and 38 busstop for like TWENTY mins (the bus still din come) then i realised i was heading t VJ and 12 din go VJ. smartness. then i half walk half run t the backgate busstop t catch stupid 31. xinen wht were u thinking!!!!!!!! DUMB

went t kbox, parkway t sing
all the songs i cannot sing
you knw why? cos i dnt listen chinese songs!HAHA
so i jst sat thr and laugh at ppl. damn funny and FUN still. with all the ah-pek versions and whatnots:)

ongjingru you win, u are officially the kbox queen okay!

aft alot of funny antics oh and jinglebell rock! LOL. definitely brings back memories can! but the mtv suck and threatened t throw our faces shld a kbox person walk in on us. yupp!
okay im going t start listening t chinese songs frm nw on.
hopefully.
hahaa maybe i can speak chinese more coherently ya [looks at ongjingru] i miss chinese in a weird kind of way. anyhw.
love the company thr!:)

aft went t bugis t take NPs. its been ages i tell u.
&the place was swarming with yuppies and 'teenyboppers' haha quote sihan
rly packed la but since we were with ong, we HAD t take nps.
'conquer her fears for them' so i say!:)
the machine abit weird also. aiyah whatever. those ppl earn heck of a lot of money can.haha
went t sasa and threatened ong with the eyeshadow, blusher, nailpolish and everything else.
lets jst say she looked like a red/pink/purple indian after tht [no im nt racist]
wait see the photos ltr!:)
ohya ong u want them?:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
u can show jingwen also. then i can congrajulate jingwen on her [ahem]marriage.
:D
ong i bet u love sasa t bits right, let u get in touch w the feminine side of u!!

went t coffee bean t sit and talk aft tht
v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v funny
i think i've laughed enough t last me a year or sth.
my cheekbones achedddd! i think they've grown muscles!
talked abt everything under the sun. frm yy to fairypuff to everything. HA
we should go out more soon! haha sally u can set another date, you're more successful than ong at planning outings eh!

had alot of fun
miss you guys loads alr.

left for home aft.
went back t marina sq thr t watch FIREWORKS
with mummy&daddy
superduperuber nice la
its like soooo near and exploding abv us.
ohman prettyness:)
see the pics.

the esplanade thr was like jampacked w people la
wa squeeze like siao
but its worth it man
saw a few ppl too. cuz and weiqin
ended up at cartel aft t kill time cos the mrt was overcrowded!

ahwell. its NDP alr! im gg t watch it!! teeheeeeee
think im still a kid at heart.

[pics ltr;promise]

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 @11:51 PM

ahhhhhhhhhhh
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS T SAY BUT I CANNOT SAY!
NO IM NOT STUPID OR ILLITERATE OR HAVE LOST MY TYPING SENSE
OOOOOOOOOOH
SOOOO SECRETIVE
OH MAN!!!!!!
AHAH TODAY ROCK.

LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS

DIEDIEDIE IM DYING COS I CANNOT SAY ANYTHING HERE
TOO. UH, NOT-RIGHT.
you knw wht i mean right u mean poks.
[glares at sihan sally and onggg]

im going t do sth about it.
im going t write this somewhere!!!
haha im nt making any sense!
i dont care

IM STARTING T THINK IM LIVING IN MY OWN TINY WORLD

ohohoh. i watched fireworks tonight
so damn pretty pls!
thrs more on fri
who want t date me????? HAHA





handsome(s) are damn handsome RIGHTRIGHTRIGHT!!!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

hmpfs! i still wanna watch the NDP LIVE!plsplspls!:D

Monday, August 07, 2006 @9:23 PM

LALALA im veryveryvery happy!
cos tmrw is tuesday
im not coherent nw. but do u care? :D
tday went by vry nicely. too nicely infact
lest a few laughs and uh-interesting things:D:D:D:D:D:D:D teeheeeeeheee

and yknw why. cos tmrw's TUESDAY
4-of-us-outing dayyyyy
its been so long i cannot rmb when but haha i think i cannot slp tday!
wheee!
i got so so so many things t tell u guys i may nt knw whr t begin!
quote sally 'i think we miss each other more than we realise!'
ha its one sane thing u;ve said. WELLDONE.!

ohwell before i start getting myself all high over sth yet t come
i shall narrate tday;s happenings. unbiasedly!
:D
mondays are shortshortshort days.
its econs day too!
but ahahaaa lest the econs 'cost' test which i think i aced [lol]
ooh
andandand. i skipped my first lecture of my life
okok sounds damn loserish, but wth, its a first rightttttttt!
teeheehee!
oh and it happens t be an econs [yes my darling econs] lecture.
catch no balls in it anyw.
we [me, weet, wanting, shaun, aiksiong, chicken]
heh. badbadbad people
spent our time




hiding in toilets.
no i mean seriously.
cos the guys went t canteen aft printing pw and saw ms goh
yes of all people.
so they chionged back t the guys toilet. [nv see them run so fast b4.hmm]
suddenly brought back memories of dhs.
and our constant lookout for kiwkiw. ooh sihan rmb ur kiw sensor!!!:)
so we stayed in the audi toilet for a good 10mins. 'wow'
how productive eh
i thought so too. but it was damn fun nonetheless
the adrenaline, the excitement, the rush
all courtesy of uh, ms goh? haha!

aft went t catch click! at century sq.
nice show yeah. actually i say tht t almost every show so one. either i cant judge shows, or two i happen t hv vry good taste in shows.
yup!:)
was damn funny la, the company and the show.
alright, the show was touching and stuff. [grins at wanting!!!!]
i think we made a whole lot of noise in the cinema and stuff ya! but heck!:)
i still think the girl in the show is damn pretty! ahaha!

it feels weird nt watching tv at 9pm. dunno why
maybe my brain tells me t on the tv
heh im nt succumbing t temptation
plus. the cast isnt evn eye-candy worthy. right!
so i'll make full use of my precious nighttime. [or whts left of it]
ah well jst received the email frm tht joe guy from SEC. [pw stuff]
whatevr la. hmph may hv t go dwn on 10th aug t some place at tanjong pagar. pfft!
its a SCHOOL HOLIDAY
i think he knw it and purposely one.boo to him then

okayy im done talking here.
supposed t be doing EOM draft 2. hah but mm 'maybe ltr la'
gg t read some chickflicks nw. oh and find sth t wear tmrw.
imagine PINK with tjGREEN skirt.
major yuckness
so ima wear white. but personally i'd choose the normal sch uni. whatevr la

mm here's a super funny article i saw on teletext this aftnn
maybe the person doing the teletext-ing? got bored or sth.
ahah read this

'100 adult cockroaches will be taking part in the event organised on august 10th. there will be ten races with ten participants each. with each winner then competing in the final for a $1000 prize money.

organisers remain tight-lipped on the fate of the cockroaches after the race'

lol. $1000 leh. for one stupid pest.
maybe the organizers want t eat fried cockroaches after tht, then they shy. ha!
ewwww
cockroach race anyone? free tickets to be amongst the spectators!
:D
am i unbiased or what!

Sunday, August 06, 2006 @11:25 PM

hah who says teenagers gossip
adults gossip too
i mean seriously, isnt thr like an age whr this all like disappear or sth
why must ppl talk abt other people's kids like they do abt strangers
isnt there some kind of divide or sth
hello. to whatevr adults. [yes u knw who u are]
who read this and happily 'gossips' away. u better stop it NOW
i mean this is my space and i say what i want to say
u want to read
its okay [but i'd rather u not seriously]
u also dnt hv t go arnd advertising esp t my mum or anything RIGHT
if she want she'll do it herself
and thx alot i DONT NEED YOUR FREE ADVERTISMENT
'oh hi, i read ur daughter's blog u knw and BLABLAHBLAH'
i mean i cant help it tht u read ur son's blog. cos he's your son
but u want t read also no need like tht right.

its like broaddaylight stalking.

i'dve chged urls if i'd knw earlier
but why bother since i love my archives so much
and you're nt going t make a diff t my life
read it, know whatever, FINE, none of my business
sometimes, exercise some discretion, keep ur big mouth shut
i didnt invite u here
but now im kicking you out
wht goes on in my life does not concern you and will never do, yes im sure of tht

ohyeah maybe they think they wanna close the generation gap by reading teen 'lingo' so adults call it but they dnt evn undstd, lol or ttyl or rotflmao or anything for tht matter
i didnt want t knw if my cuz[your son] had a piercing or whtevr but thx t certain people i knw. what good does it do me, NOTHING.

'snooping ruins r/ships, creates unhappiness' why wld u want t do tht
i dnt wanna knw anything abt u, y shld u want t knw anythg abt me.
bleah!

so, back off. now

yes this entry is dedicated t you. [you knw who u are]
and as for another you in usa,
i let u cos i trust u, why break tht trust by telling others close t me.
isnt tht tantamount t gossiping.
note: this is NOT informing

i want my own space. and i will not let u guys spoil it for me
keep your thoughts t yourself.
stop behaving like KIDS.

end of story.

Friday, August 04, 2006 @10:21 PM

so many thoughts and stuff running through my brain nw that i dont evn knw what am i thinking anymore.

happy/swt/angry/tired/pissed
/sad/regret/love/anticipation/unfairness

are just some of them
hmph rly dunno hw t put them dwn into words. its like diff pieces of emotions and thoughts, pieces of people's speeches, facial emotions replaying slow-mo in my head, flashbacks. whatevrs

i think that's the other side of me
and i think its a friday night thing. yeah im supposed to 'be studying econs'
but i jst took like timeoff. look at the stars outside.look from the other side of the looking glass
maybe i'll see things differently
just maybe.
just chilling out by myself sometimes rock. esp whn i cant go out or anything thx t some stupid bug. yeah thanks alot ah:(
sitting on my 'balcony' straddling 2 metal chairs, basking in the warm friendly glow of the patio light is very thought provoking. i think im crazy. sometimes i'll laugh abt past things that happend. sometimes i'll be damn pissed. sometimes jst injust. all in a span of a few minutes

now, im dysfunctional

i jst want t keep those things tht make me laugh, make me happy in me and dump those ugly, pissfying things along the side of the road, lest become roadkill. its weird sometimes how jst seeing something on someone elses' nick [xinen, no concern of yours, u are jst a kpoh] affect u so much. -jst stop doing that will you! its of no benefit to you and to anyone else.

then the nxt moment. something like some crazy gossip invades my head and i start laughing t myself. ohohoh i forgot the 9'oclock show also. so damn swt pls

it jst ended tday. no more tv xinen, time t study. put 9'oclock to good, productive use pls. anyw, it was overdue to end. shld've ended last wk though. abit anticlimax luh the ending but weixiang is still damn cute, super swt, unbelievably adoring, not-a-loser-esque like julian hee aka guobin. heh i shall live in my own fairytale and want someone like weixianggggg!

where are youuuu? stop hiding. now:D if u think u hv what it takes. you're on.

HAHA:D

this week flew by real fast. its seldom i say tht. cos i hate tues and am always finding reasons t pon civics and contact t make it home. so yeah it went by real fast.
things happen things change. things can never be the same
had a vry insightful talk with _ and _.
wahh love them t bits.haha:)
its funny how we share same sentiments and stuff. mmm maybe its the backgrnd. however much i say i dnt miss it i DO miss it. and will alwys.
sometimes dhs rly impart things t us we'd nv have learn otherwise.
:)

shit this is going nowhere
and nw im damn elated
cos talking t sihan and sally makes me very happy
and gossipy. okok shit i cannot continue alr.
cannot think

i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues

byebye!

Thursday, August 03, 2006 @4:18 PM

mmm listening t the pirates of the carribean theme song nw. damn seh song pls. super nice. ahaha my bro thinks im crazy cos i keep putting the song to replay mode and blasting it. aha im irritating people. but i like it so so so much. think he cant stand it alr. i think ive listened t it about 5 times consecutive.
LOL
cos its only like 1min30sec long. so damn short. im gna dwnload the OST soon!heh.
oh and daddy bought the pirates 1 teehee i can watch my johnny depp how many umpeteeth times i want

:)
oh ytd. was crazy
seriously la. edited the stupid pw WR. until THREE AM yesterday courtesy of someone:(
then didnt finish everything but qte a substantial amt though. yeah
then the best thing. cldnt sleep aft tht dunno wht's wrong w me seriously.

im so dead tired and stuff but i jst lie on my bed and toss and turn.
sucks!
dunno wht time then slept then on the first ring of my alarm wake up le.[read 5.50am] normally i 'play' with my three alarm clocks, [snooze, ring, snooze, ring..] for 20min and wake up arnd 6.15 like tht.

so effectively i only sleep 2 hour plus. but surprisingly i psyched myself today t be tired in the aftnn but im nt tired at all luh. damn weird can.

and i still hv t edit the pw.
i thought i'd be damn pissed the whole day abt nt being able slp and exchanging it for crappy editing work but i got ovr it soon enough aft complaining and whining to a few people. namely my vry nice friends in cls!:) thx those who listened t all my complains and stuff yeah!

so school sometimes is a good thing. sometimes only.

but we rly hv t get pw tgt soon yeah!

ima do more editing. aim: <3000 words. damn.

byebye:)

Wednesday, August 02, 2006 @10:28 PM

yippee for the first time this week my day was abv average
:)
for once bio wasnt tht boring
[okay it WAS boring but not AS boring, get it!]
did some role of telomere shit 5' to 3', 3' to 5' which i dnt give a damn abt
seriously.
wanted t pon civics cos its so damn pointless really sit thr. blahblahblah whn i can be at home slping, or out eating lunch at someplace othr than the opp hawker centre. hmph. but guess what. f tong was taking attendance. hurhur. i suppose he doesnt want his dearest beloved tjcians running around not attending civics.
oh and he confisated a whole bunch of handphones. maybe he has mood swings tday. just maybe.

went to opp sch for lunch. walao damn funny luh can
with wanting, weet, zihe, shaun and weeyang.
LMAO
laugh until want t die. think will hv indigestion frm laughing too hard during mealtimes? LOL.
slept abit
did some chem. its like a daily ritual thing. HA
think ima starting t understd organic alot better.
may the alkanes, alkenes, alkylbenzenes, alcohols, carboxylic acids + derivatives, alkylhalides invade my brains NOW pls.
and the 5 mechanisms. okay enough. not gg t bore myself here:)

WHY AM I FEELING SO HAPPY?????

this is damn weird
maybe its the after effects of the love at 0 degrees show. damn swt pls:)
awwww:)

dunno why am i feeling so happy whn i knw i have DUMB PW TO EDIT
and my wonderful grp members only tell me comp crash at ELEVEN PM.

DONT I LOVE THEM TO BITS.

sometimes i rly wonder whether one's comp rly crashes or isit jst an excuse to delay the handing in of stuff. yeah i knw editing sounds cool and not forgetting it looks damn 'zai'LOL! on the report. editor: so and so. okay whatever. sometimes things jst happen so coincidentally i wonder whether coincidence is really a coincidence.
okay what am i saying?
shit nw i have t edit. byebye 2 more hours of sleep

this is insane im still feeling happy.
think thr's something wrong w me.

somehw i look forward t tmrw also although i dunno wht's on tmrw. but i knw thrs a ton of lectures.

xinen i think u are mad.
go and do your editing.


somehow i feel somethings will nv be the same agn. no matter what. its jst a feeling though.


think tht's the only sober line ive sad.hoho

XINEN

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