heyy people..xinen's back all recharged and raring to go..but first i have to say smth.

blogging is evil
blogging is evil
blogging is evil
blogging is evil
blogging is evil
but blog surfing is eviller..[haha if there is a word like dat]
oh ya..one more thing..
im so proud of myself
im so proud of myself
im so proud of myself

haha ok enough shit already but i really am proud of myself...ahhahahh and the library staff at bedok library and the cafe staff at cafe galilee can vouch for that...oh man i rock.and btw my current fav drink is 'hot chocolate' i tell you.. its heavenly..ahhhh.
so pround of myself cos of many many reasons. the first one aiyah dun want to say la..ltr ppl say i so ap..the second reason is that i almost finish all my holiday homework yaaaaaay..
everyone cheers for xinen***
ok so i only left the zuo wen and the jian baos..just cant bring myself to do them la...sorry loh quee yah. feeling a bit a.p towards chinese. esp hcl.what the heck.

actually to tell the truth, i cant really rmb what i wanna type le..now that the hype of touching a computer since like one week ago has worn off.

ayyy lets talk abt ytd..oh my gosh it was like the most most most unexpected thing that happened to me..but it was definitely a nice nice surprise before going to sleep and playing chess with 'zhou gong' as usual i was really tired after one whole day of studying and to add to my misery din have dinner and physics tuition..oh um can i digress a bit i'll promise i'lll come back to the 'most exciting thing' physics tuition---did alot and i mean alot of mcqs but hahah i got like 88/100 is that pro or what lor..if that is not pro i dunno what is..had a damn interesting conv. with the vs guys..hahhaa still cant freaking stand daryl though argh. cant believe he's from bbtc too..eeyurh..the mr gabriel keep saying what we cant stand each other..i mean,, its friendly bickering not fighting or anything right???cant stand the way charles calls every teacher 'sir sir sir..' damn funny can. or maybe every vs guy calls tchrs that way.. hmmm.watever.

ok back to the 'most exciting thing' so i was feeling lika guilty with half the packet of sour cream and onions ruffles that i bought thanks to misstansihan-gry ..oh ya btw she bought two packets and they are the huuge ones mind you..apparently for movie snacks..hahah..then damn tired le. listen to radio 98.7FM i tell you its just the best station man..only heard the top 2 songs from the top 20 countdown but nvm proceeded to hear jamie yeo's show-say it with music..then she was like gonna give out the $50 M1 shop voucher to the person who can call thru and identify the song which is M1 pick of the week. me, lying on my bed eyes half closed just to lazy to off the radio was thinking like ..ahh what the hell.normally try to call thru also cannot get thru whats the use of trying now man. then dunno ehat crazy thing told me to pick up the damn phone and dial 1 time 2 time. no dial tone..phone busy. damn i knew it..then third time. riiinnng. what the..i never actually heard the phone ring when i dial the hotline. then less than 3 rings jamie yeo picked up then i was like waaaaaah. err.hello????.then i was like shit. i actually dunno the song's name except that it was sung by michael buble. err. then i was like mumbling some crap something something stalker..then she was like correct!!!! for a moment i was rather stunned. then she recorded the answer and told me the correct answer. thanks a million man jamie.. hhaha then she took my particulars told me i won $50 voucher from M1..waaah i never actually made a successful dedication and here i am winning some phone in contest.. is it my lucky day or is God just trying to reward me..yaaay anyway then jamie was really sweet and we talked for like 5 min on the phone abt other stuff. really nice. ahhhh.

then i went to sleep..
really very exciting right...!!!
xinen loves God and God loves her too...
and in the end everything is alright again and in God we trust

it was just yesterday that i thought my life was damn freaking boring and with nothing to do other than mugg at the books and tys after tys then boom, suddenly, it is thrown into disarray again. ok, its not about me actually but still, now the situation is damn compli and i dont even know what's happening. i know this is not the best place to like tell the whole world or smth but i dont know whats happening partly cos i din go for the camp and partly cos no one wanted to tell me. but i need to know what exactly happened..hai.. still very much in the dark. if i spill out what i know here, the person affected, namely my brother will not have a very nice time..if you know what i mean. but still how can he do this type of things one

raaaaawwwwaaarrrrhhhh

is he dumb or what

okay now onto me, myself and i, just great, i tot i was gonna watch mr and mrs smith ytd, then this thing happpened, oi, y is life so unfair one, i need a movie like now..hello? anyone there?
then now dunno when i can get to watch, luckily that day i watched monsters in law, otherwise i'll be one heck of a deprived kid. hmms. im so bored to the extent of joining some totally waste time straittimes online contest which i have no chance of winning. guess what the prizes are, --movie tix..argh. but hu knows maybe they might come in handy. grrrrr

grandma's gone back to malaysia and im all alone at home again. just great. supposed to be studying all of chemistry this whole entire boring week and get my chem together. cos if i dont not only my mum's gonna kill me but miss tan is also gonna kill me.

damndamndamndamn
and i still have 3 past yr papers to do..
being sec 4 sucks to the core i wish i can hurry up and enter jc1..
oh the woes of teenagehood.
whoever said being a teen was easy man.

on a parting note, i vow to watch mr and mrs smith by the end of the hols. or what is left of it
cos angelina jolie and brad pitt is
hothothothothothothothothot___

din blog for a few days cos the comp zonked out on me.. dunno what happened..hmph..dunno what low on virtual memory thingy. damn irritating. it just hangs when im doing smth important like lit project and boom. there goes all the unsaved stuff. whatever.

went for the lit seminar at singapore power on 10 jun..must say the unseen one was much better than all the rest. maybe it was the speaker some associate prof. not bad but the 12th night one??? errr lets just say he looked like he was in his own world talking to his own crowd of ppl. definitely not interesting lest facinating. then went out to eat. ate at jack's place. so many people la NINE to be exact. then had to wait qt some time b4 got table.. then dinghong was super embarrassing can..cos we said we din mind sitting at separate tables if it meant quicker service cos we were all starving then dh was like 'you can break us up' like something a couple would say..oh man. and we were in school uniform which meant 'english in dhs suck' i mean what the hell..so embarrassing, and there were people watching. ok then we got the table, all 9 of us. i ordered the student meal thingy.some chicken fillet. not bad la. din expect it to be so good in fact. then dh kept going on and on abt the madasgacar movie and the penguin going 'i din see anything' for the thousandth and one time la..to everybody including the waitress who really was very sporting about it. but the meal was kinda awkward. cos ka din order. i guess cos of his pride ba but still it was kinda weird that 8 ppl eating and 1 person just sitting there pulling a long face cos he cant eat. then sihan even offered him her coke but he was like 'dont want'..i mean, if u dont wanna eat then dont tagg along la.. or suggest some place else to eat. hello this is orchard road for goodness sake and a $6.50 meal is like okay. but then again who am i to say this, i guess i'll nv be able to understand the feeling. ya so we ate until so so so so full then went home.

okay that was about the 10 june
about the 11th. only one major thing happened, i rebonded my hair...ahh.how cool is that. i mean mum was like not very happy but she said i was old enough to make my own decision and i went ahead with it. after thata she even suggested a salon for me to go. seh hor. so i went and stayed in the salon for like 3 hours. woah. seemed like eternity. dunno how many washes and blowdrying and applications of rebonding gel, i was finally done. waaaahh din know my yucky and frizzy hair now so nice smooth and straight. definitely worth the 3 hours wait and the $120 bucks. okie that's the update and now im off to watch tv

haven't had such a fun time in like so so long. okay so this is about 6th june. abit out dated but heck.here goes.

went for the lit seminar early in the morning. so many ppl to fetch lo.actually jus sihan and jingru my twin then dunno how come also got sally and jas. but anyway jas din come and it was already very squeezy..all the way to RELC. hmm. then the best thing. my dad cldnt find the wayy. oh man. then turn here turn there. finally reach din expect the place to be so grand... half expected to see people opening the car door for us to get out. hahha just kidding la...went in and had the lesson. actually to be very frank and honest, it wasnt very good just a british woman called ann elgar going on and on about the past exam questions. hello? the past exam questions arent gonna come out again. she could like teach us exam techniques or question answering or smth like dat ya..anyway, the time passed really really fast and before long it was already like 10.30 and byeee..

we headed towards orchard rd for lunch. actually wanted to go jack's place for the student meal but the student meal only starts from 1.30pm haiii. so went to cineleisure to eat pastamania. but the walk from relc was so so so long. but let's put it this way, its just exercise so we can eat more. haha wateva right. ate baked rice, ham and mushroom, but eating it so many times, i think im kinda sick of it already. so no more baked rice for me. after that went to take neoprints, how can we forget that man, its almost a ritual. and haha jingru i new year resolution down, 2 more to go. went to heeren to take the nps. took the first machine, not bad. the second one was new and so we decided to try. badd idea. it was so fast we din have time to think of poses..haha then all was so candid and funneh..almost laffed my head off...designing and decorating oh man, time just flew past us and poof soon it was alr 1pm. so i had to go and meet other ppl and they, sihan, sally and my twin had to go home. so we parted. i went off back to cine to meet ching and clara. actually supposed to be a 6/4 outing. haha but at first only like 3 ppl including me came.. wow. so many eh. so we just walked arnd and ate lunch with ching. i din eat cos i was alr bursting with baked rice. then haoming came. then he was like 'oh man im the only male specimen here' haaha. coming to think abt it qt lonely haha.. but soon aaron, siliang and ruhan also came. oh man, havent seen these ppl in like so so long. cos we're like in diff skls..ok that was obvious. oh ya sixiu also came. actually supposed to have manymany more but huiping had tuition and meryl din feel like coming, cherlyn is in germany. oh man, that lucky girrl

watched monsters-in-laws. it is such and nice, cute and cliche show. hhaah sally r u jealous. its just so nice. going to watch mr & mrs smith too cos brad pitt is just so hot. aft, ching had to leave and it was like so abrupt, clara, being a nice person also left with her to make her like not so sad. okayy so we're left with me and sixiu cos the guys were playing pool. so we went to meet them. romario and timothy. all these years, people never really change much though. but its nice seeing people u've not seen for so so long. dont really like pool so just watched as the guys stupidly try to hit the balls into the holes. hilarious.

after that, home. reached the mrt le then sixiu suddenly was like 'omg i think i;ve lost my wallet' err. hell. she went back with romario and tim to find. so left with haoming. talked alot of rubbish in the train. and haha, its nice catching up. reached home, tired but satisfied. but feeling abit weird. ok i dunno how to explain. just shuffed it.

sixiu found her wallet anyway, thank god.
looking forward to the next class outing or something. just hope tt more ppl cld come.

end of story and time to go for piano again. damn

wow its been a long entry and time to go le..
so byee.
thanks peepz for making the class outing happen
god bless!

thou shalt keep this short and sweet and not talk crap

reason being mum's almost back frm church and expects to see me drowned in trigonometry or organic chem or smth and i'm so not

one freaking week has passed and im left with 3/4 of the 'holidays' left.
wow [cant you just feel the sarcasm]
i need to start revision
no more bumming and slacking arnd le.
of course a day's break i fine. but it always have this weird thing of dragging on and on
finefinefine good things always and i mean always come to an end

hcl, chem, bio, phy, egeog, lit, ss here i come
ohh the joys* of studying.
hrms.

im so so so looking forward to june 6th and 9th..
thinking of [mr & mrs smith]
leaving for my sufferings
later-

garrrhhhh..
dad just received the internet bill for apr and it is horrendous. ok not that horrendous but badd. i exceeded it once again.. not like its always my fault riiight.urgh. 30 measly hours that means one hour a day..argh. hate it. so im going to make a new resolution. only 20 min a day. that means no more blog surfing and no more long rants and raves le.. sadd.

did some homework today..im so determined to finish all my holiday homework by this week that means tomorrow la. and im almost there i think. only 2 more jian baos, 1 news artivle review, the 10 chinese practice papers and hmm lets see, 3 bio essays and 3 chem papers.ONLY help me someone. and i have the lit seminar thingy on monday tooooo. i think, i hope it'll be funn and interesting or else i'll just rot.aft that maybe going out with pri skl ppl..amazing that we still keep in contact and are still as crazy as ever.hope we get to go out. watch a movie maybe. i desperately need one.

got church later then come back to do more homework so that i can go out nxt wk. arh. delayed gratification is that called??? dunno..looking forward to church alr. and mum's making carrot cake again. yumm.the english version. ok no more crap

back to the english newspaper article.
oh mann i need a bath desperately too. doing work just makes me feel hot and sticky. eurgh.

oh yaaaa almost forgot..
i need an autograph book like NOW
coming to think of it i really have to go looking for one..
cos i havent really tried

later!

heyhey..feeling quite irritated now. actually was feeling ok but the stupid comp turned on me...wahlau.then all that i typed is gone..boo la..actually the entry was longer than this lo..irritated la.went for tuition just now.mum and bro went to some school concert..cldnt go cos of tuition and din feel like also. sian diao. but they go concert also good la..for me that is. cos i can watch tv..hahah. not that im some deprived freak. so i can watch eye for a guy 2* whhaah.. not tt i cannot watch la. but i'll get alot of unwanted comments from mum.. cos apparently she thinks that its a silly, non-educational timewasting show. hahaa though i kinda agree, still, its nice to see guys catfight over a girrl sometimes.. meow^.. but still the name denise still causes some weird connotations. often linked with someother person. but tt's a whole new story. but equally juicy and scandalous. maybe someother time. cos u cant really say everything on blogs these days u know. maybe the other denise that i know come and sue me..ahh. wth.

supposed to be doing english newspaper article review now but since im already here, what the heck. just blogg la. and i got so many things to say. although couldnt go cell outing. i've alr got over it and accepted that somethings in life just aren't for me..

ok now onto the main thing. i wrapped dumplings today or more commonly known as zhong zi in chinese. or rather i spent more time watching and learning than actually doing it..rather leave that job for the pro. like my granny. watch her do like sooo easy and chicken feet but when i fold the leaves and put the rice and liao in, everything drops out..hai.i guess practice makes perrfect.but i think the process of doing and preparing the xian liao is so tedious and time consuming..like soaking the bamboo leaves need to be overnight..dont seem to have the patience ya..and weaving the braids to hang the dumplings. waaah. so hard work. but after a morning of packing rice, meat and mushrooms into little triangular bamboo leaves. it was finally tasting time..Mmmm. so so so so nice lo. just the right taste and flavour..man! it rocks. esp when there is no chesnut and herbs in it which i always pick out from the commercial ones. but home-made ones are still better.

dumplings aside. time to finish typing out the newspaper article review. ohya. still have to say smth abt the miss universe paegent. haha dont watch that type of skin parade but saw the newpaper pics and my my are the girls tall or whaat. anyway, miss canada won. obviously pretty la and can talk alot..the stuff she said actually makes sense. haha oh well. miss singapore was no where to be found. hmm.. when will singapore one day take the stage???? dunno laaa

eye for a guy 2..here i come
too bad hottie shan wee has been eliminated.hmm.
at the end of the day, maybe denise keller shld change her name..
whatever.
just random thoughts

seventeenth
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