just a random feeling : i feel like changing my blogskin. nah but whatever for im seriously too freaking lazy to find and edit the http stuff on the template so gah. lazy pig. boo the year of 2005 has rly been one of a whirlwind and me being the teeny tiny leaf amidst the forested jungle being blown randomly around. firstly there's the big o's altho its not as scary as the psle for reasons i know not cos the psle is darn chicken feet. maybe its just the maturity of mind eh. heh. anyway. a good part of the year have been wasted on slogging on the books [ok not wasted] whatevr. other parts of the year just sitting around not knowing what else to do and envisioning the future yet to unfold. hah. aka day dreaming laaah. duh

its rly weird thinking tt i alr in jc, time passes so fast and just slips by without one noticing hmph. but i've really learnt alot and i mean ALOT this year be it in the domain of friendship or the faith or just stuff frm daily life. but i wldnt change a thing even if i had a chance to cos i believe that God has alr prepared a way for me to tread and changing it..??????i dont think so. although i need to make sacrifices and all but who knows what the future might hold for me...

anyway. on other stuff-
went out with sihan and jon ytd. my goodness i actually havent seen sihan or sally since prom which is 29th nov. its like so so so so long that we havent met or gone out or 'scheme' to do 'evil' things. ahhhah rly miss them tho. we'll be going to diff jcs and i also dunno when is the next time we'll meet or catch up but i sincerely hope it'll be soon.xD. oh ya abt ytd. havent met jon since umm august??? i think since he went england study. lucky pig. had alot of fun.=P ahhahaa actually wanted to go watch movie first but the tix were damn lousy la so went to take neoprint!!!!!!!!!YAYYY..ahhaha jon's such a noob lo. ok i totally lovvve neoprints luh but the only drawback is the lack of $$$$ :D. took super funny and lame pics oh and deco, i neednt say..ahaha i love neos! went t paragon drink starbucks which also bring back loads of 'wonderful' memories. of that of mugging. in the oh-so-cold starbucks in mplib. and the whipped cream ontop of rhumba frap. oh man pfft. so fattening!!pfffffft-bleh!

oh and we were being ultra antisocials sitting at the most tucked away bench in paragon [ok im exxagarating] but my legs were killing me rly. and talked so much rubbish. super fun. really gonna miss jon when he heads back to england..then maybe he'll come back with the all-thick-english-accent' hehheh:D headed back to cine and guess whattt it was RAINING..yes raining. not the caterpiller rain aka[mao mao yu] but the supermega big painful drops kinda rain. ouch. thanks ah heaven. we actually contemplated taking CAB. seriously. hahhaha tt'll be damn retarded. imagine telling e driver xcuse me uncle' just dwn the rd will do to cine' omg. anyway thank God the rain came to its senses and lightened up. so went there a little soaked and legs dying cos i successfully RAN in HEELS. applause pls. got there with wonderful timing luh. for the first time i dont have to see all the crap adverts 'pls turn ur hps to silent' blah. rachelmcadams is so pretty and nice haha a bit nicer than in mean girls heh and luke wilson is so HOT. hahha nice show, rly nice. ate sushi tei ltr and headed home. too bad the paragon one had a queue of at least 20-45 min.ARGH. had to settle for taka one. anyhow. nice dinner. but i still dont understand why they dont provide spoons for ppl who cannot grip their chopsticks properly like me.

dead tired and still going out the nxt day... as in today.hmph. and my legs died ok.

last thing [10 things i learnt this yr]
1. always live for the moment
2. you never know when your closest friends may bail out [ahem]
3. slping after eating makes you FAT
4. gym is God's gift to mankind
5. exams are fattening
6. trust GOD always and i mean always
7. friendships older than 5 years often last a long time[others? we'll see]
8. follow your heart and never look back on what should have been
9. no regrets in life
10. love myself

till 2006

went for 6/4 gathering ytd. first met up with bren, clara, ching, ven, ping and meh at marche for lunch and talk alot and i mean alot of nonsense. and juicy gossip of course. i mean how time flies man 4 years ago we were just tearfully saying our goodbyes and heading in diff direction and now we're graduating frm another institution again. =D or maybe its that time stays stagnant but we FLY. maybemaybe. cos everyone absolutely looks the same as 4 years back and maybe we'll stay the same way until we're 90 hahaha jkjk plus a few more wrinkles of course. heh. aft tt one full meal went to wait for the other guys and ahem the new couple siliang and anghee..ahhahahaaaaaaaaa super funny. but rly, they're tgt!! went to cine to sing kbox. was fun and a bit crazy hhahaha with all the not-so-accurate-pitch singing and the soloists. hahaha but sixiu was darn good i must say. woah. sang until no voice -_-o altho had the icelemontea but it seriously wasnt enough la ok nvm i shall just drink a ton of water before slping. hopefully no sore throat. eh but it was super fun lah. and dumbo bren hasnt even gone kboxing once, oh man. =D

anyway went home for dinner otherwise mum will darn freak out of sth. and to ensure tt i can go out on 30th, 31st and 1st i better toe the line yah. whatevr.

hit the sack

today going out with sihan and jon=D yay he's finally back frm england, lucky ass. get to travel so much.heh=P going watch movie i think then dinner. shld be lo. ok damn need to ask for money again and mom's nt gonna be very happy so have to think of a strategy like NOW. otherwise i'll be broke. hahaha hopefully not tt bad. tata-

went to my ahem new school today. damn early la. havent woken up so early in such a long long time ok. so my biological clock's seriously not working. normal time - 10am today - 6.30am argh. anyway. went to the skl audi to have the first speech and blaaah stuff. ya. was quite interesting seeing ppl u havent seen in a long time and recognising those u thought werent coming. ahahha nice. i must say. the p's address vp's sub head's etcetc ya heard abt so many other combis and the stuff abt each sub. hmph. very nice. finally decided what to take. [to hell with physics] aahhaa feel so relieved after knowing that.

chemistry
maths
biology
economics
[all H2]

tt's it for first 3 months.
oh and byebye tabletennis. its new cca time for me

yay applied online alr and hope for the best and pls pls pls pls pls give me a nice orientation grp and pls pls pls a fun and seh civics class for two oh oh sixx God.

so and im ready for 2006 and jc life.

i'm loving life
definitely

so went to stef's house for the s4 christmas cluster. coming to think of it, the cluster thing was fun and successful were the 2 words that described it. really lots of ppl came and had loads of fun. tho no one rly acceptd on the spot but at least we planted the seed [if u want to call it] and spoke to all the ppl. i mean like no one was left out in the cold sitting like nobody cared abt them and stuff. oh and did i mention the dinner was so great. the fishfingers rocked. ha. saw many familiar faces thr too like kenneth as in the 4F one. haha ok anyway, the funnest game was the cracker game so unique yet it brings the msg out. yeah tho can be improvd.

aft had sleepover at stef hse. not aft clearing up and mopping and sweeping the floor ya. was qt fun actually the mopping part xcpt that the floor was super wet lo. but fun. dont care. the slp over was great. watched left behind II its like the best show evr and it talks all abt the antichrist and the devil and the tribulations tt the world wld face whn Christ made the second coming. so realistic and touching at the same time. rly touched my heart at that time. then watched 'she's on duty' korean show but super nice and the guy's HOT. super hot i tell u. nice show too. by 2am we were like zombified and hit the sack. eh not bad ah. hahha.

lazed arnd for a bit more. need to go out to get last min christmas shopping for some ppl and belated birthday presents. really belated. okie.

playy maple time~

posting results out din have time to post these few days cos very busy getting rdy for christmas. rly and later is the s4 christmas cluster outreach event woah quite a mouthful eh. anyway. funfunfun these few days getting bored at home. going to eat sushi buffet. yumm wanna do it again. hahha, also miss my pri sch friends. hahaa ok i mean few ppl still keep in contact with their pri sch friends these days ya. but they rly rock. hahah too bad cant go for the outing today cos of the cluster event thing. sry ya, to the 8 of us: till 28th. ha. anywy rushing to harborfront aka sentosa at 11am and rushing back t bedok at 2.40pm to meet stef and the rest is seriously NOT cool and not forgetting hyperly tiring can.

oh ya on posting results talk so much crap abv. haha posted to tj. altho not my first choice im still kinda ok with it only had a few mood swings on 16th whether ive made the correct choice. but im sure God wld always pave the way ahead for me and im sure tj's gonna be fun altho the place's filled w the chee-na feeling and the not-as-fun-as-vj- thing. hhaaha tha;s yet to be proven tho. kinda looking forward to 3jan and some may think it psychotic. who cares but the work tt comes after tt, not cool. but for now. chill and look forward to the white hot christmas right up.

joy to the world

hmph. bro's back but then i want him gone again. hahha. alot of stuff frm bangkok i coerced him to buy.eh. rocks..slippers, earrings, necklaces, blabla and the list goes on. ahahah im evil -positively. maple's repaired and im happy. tt's all.

i wanna go overseas but cant..so sad. boohoo. playing maple can rly get boring sometimes. but i like..oh ya. borrowed like a ton of books frm library few days ago. din go library since dunno when..since exams maybe which seemed like eons ago. well the books rock and sitting in an airconed room with snacks and book is so, hoe shall i put it-shiok. haha im weird. whatever.

cousins over at my hse. dont feel like swimming with them. anyway. nice food ltr anyhow. yays

tagg.

i tell you my comp is so fcked up.. it cannot dwnload the auto patcher frm maple. damn damn damn times 2075938482759times. and i miss my bro..

oh my cant believ im saying it. but i rly cant wait for sunday. arh. then he can help me fiddle with the comp and find out wht's wrong with the damn thing. arh. cant do this, cant do that; and the windows flash player is zonked out too. so i cant see nice graphics how's tt for a day. and i still havent eaten breakfast cos no one bought anything for me and ther's nth in the fridge unless u count a half frozen stiff loaf of bread since dunno whn and raw fish and random stuff that's uneatable for breakfast. now how's tt for a start of a day. seriously i have no plans for the day and im jst passing time aimlessly.

done with blog surfing and seeing prom pics which are like ages ago. ok maybe not ages. whatever la. practicing piano? now tt's an option. oh my i rly have NO life.

this is totally not and place severe emphasis on the word not a good week. just great. everything is like going haywire and nothing seem to give me the satisfaction as compared to [need i say it] during the examinations. think im going nuts but examinations do really give meaning and purpose to life. hah. rly!!!

life now is b-o-r-i-n-g. and the best thing is im not going up to malaysia anymore. damn. just great. thanks to some people who is just so _ _ _ _ _ _ _ irritating and unaccomodating. so what i dont give a damn. i just want to get away frm singapore. even bro is in thailand. guess what life is a bore. and i think im even for once in my life looking forward to term reopening and school in jc. gosh but have to face the 16th first. posting day. arh. although watched harrypotter today, the rest of the day is boring and maple is down. patching. damn again. and i dunno how to download the patch. need bro for that cos he always does that. so no maple until sunday. sad. actually supposed to go skating today also, but ong sick. hmph. and i cant find a nice jigsaw to do. maybe visiting the library soon when i die of boredom.

i have yet to come across such a boring life as mine. till whenever.

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