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Sunday, February 27, 2005 @5:00 PM

one more day down and one left to go.so not looking forward to monday. the oh so dreaded day. argh..o level results suck when u r expecting the unexpected..woke up at abt 9 today, missed the starting of my fave american drama. 7th heaven..sad. then decided to practice some piano so as not to die in piano class ltr today. ended up not practicing the exam pieces but gu dan ban bei qiu by ou de yang..thx sihan. think im gna photocopy the book that she lend me..=)..

went to changi airport for lunch ltr and ate what i always eat. pasta. yummy!!!then headed for piano lessons. which were totally sucky. cant tchr joyce see tt im alrdy not in e mood 4 piano and stuff.cos the results r out tmr, oh no she cant see and still kb so much abt the timing and stuff. ok not that i purposely one la..can she not harp over the difference btwn 4 semiquavers and triplets? cos i hate triplets.. then mk me play the same stupid part over and over again until she shuang then she just sit there and slack..walau..get a life.. i mean, my playing was much much better than last wk la...cant she just mk an exception. wad the! the best thing is that aft tt lesson, it was raining. then i cant go home by myself. just 'great' had to call dad to fetch me..hmphx.what a way to end the alrdy sucky aftnoon.

went home and realised mum made cheesecake. yummy times ten. din know that mum cld mk cheese cake one. tot she only specialise in cookies.. anyway, im not complaining. it rocks.!!!

also just went blog surfing and read quite a few interesting blogs by fwens. haha some so funny but others, i feel too exggarated. but i feel we shld appreciate our families no matter what. and should not tk them 4 granted no matter what...and all the more not air dirty laundry on air..dun u think??? anyway, just a bit of info for food 4 tot...

for those ppl receiving o level results or chn o level results,...just wna wish all best of luck and good results all round. dun stress. put ur faith in GOD!!! [with him all things r possible]

Saturday, February 26, 2005 @3:53 PM

its the weekend and a hot hot saturday. not much to do except to entertain myself with the dreaded pile of homework. oh well, what can i say? cant really go out cos im supposed to be studying and practising my piano. bore!

ok here's something to cheer about, i just so called 'revamped' the site and got new template. but im still very blur abt the color change and everything. if anyone noe where to get nice templates tell me ya. oh and tag ok. the color not very nice but im working on it to get it changed, probably pink or some pastel color. ok maybe not all pink, that'll be rather bimbotic huh. blue??? dunno.

this few days really cant stand the heat that's outside. normally im ok with it but its getting kinda unbearable dun ya think? and the whole day summore. cant wait to snuggle up in a super cold freezing room and read chick flick downright trashy novels. indulgence!

guess what, i just planted the balsam plant this morning and got my hands dirrryttyy yucks, hope it grows faster. also took a few photos to use in the record log later. hope this whole project succeeds and that balsam better not die on me...

dun feel lyk going to church today, maybe because of the heat, but then again, dunno y just a sudden urge to stay at home. not tt i din do homework or anything, charlene if u're reading tis, i did homework ya..seriously!!cheers..maybe mood swings?? dunno la..this weekend is really trash and total chill out..its lyk sad/angry/nervous/anxious/happy all mixed in one. guess hu's fault it is??? the o lvl results fault hmph..eurgh, just the tot of it mks me sick...bleahx

ok gotta go now, guess i'll blog ltr..tmr or smth.

Friday, February 25, 2005 @6:09 PM

the weekend's finally here, good pt is that skl's out, play's in!! yippeee!! the bad pt is that theres tons and tons of lousy homework to be done. bleahx..yucks bet the tchrs gang up and torture us..baddies all of them.well wateva la, gna finish it by today if i can thn can plaayy..cant wait. but on a darker note, the nearing of the weekend means another day less to the arrival of the o level results. so scared. so near le. cant help it..argh!

had short day today, went to mum's skl to go her skl library borrow some nice yummy books to read 4 da weekend. got some meg cabot's novels, trashy but nice and yummy chick flicks. thn ate lunch at abt 2..so late. anyway, decided to do up my blog but cant seem to put in the tag board and the links and stuff. omg im so so so hopeless at this thing. cant believe i cant even do such an easy thing. must be too much slacking during the sec 1 computer class. hai...help, anybody???? lost soul here!!! hai..ltr gta go 4 tuition. n haf to plant my balsam and tk photos of the teeny weeny seeds. haha little baby plant, faster grow.............................

also received a letter frm aunty hwee lan. all e way frm america. haha havnt heard from them since i dunno when, must be a long time ago..hmph kinda miss them also have never been to their house, hope can go there soon. also got their family photo, haha nv see 4 so long, they so much older le. hope to c them soon..

well, nth to blog le, nth much in my life 4 now, until the release of the results, omg so nervous. hopefully its good..later~

Thursday, February 24, 2005 @10:44 PM

hooray, congratulate me anybody, its my fifth time blogging, a record i think. now im thinking of beautifying the blog, but currently dunno how. help sihan! ya, skl was fine today, totally lurve maths now, we;re at differentiation. totally roxx.cos maybe of the reason tt i alrdy know it, otherwise it will really suck. din have comp. today but haf trng, very crap la. acty din wnt to go, but dunno y still went, oh well, no tests le must as well go. ltr also helped daddy wash car. really cldnt stand the sight of the dirty car anymore.hmph

omg times ten, the o's are officially out on monday, the news said so. help help help, really wna get gd mks, or think i'll cry! ok not at skl, not really a 'cry at skl person' but will be damn depressed. let's look at the positive side, hmphs, bad topic.

my fave practical of the wk, bio practical!!yay~ we had peanuts anda broadbeans, disect, cut up and stuff, fun fun fun. wanted to grow the balsam today also but mdm sim say must grow at home first.what can i say? quite fun, anyway, sally, broadbean and peanut soup is NOT an edible dinner, u'll prob. poison ur darh-ling 'xinny enny or ur neffypoo b4 the 'dinner' is over hahahaha dun u think so?

ok really tired le, blog ltr,ciao~~~

Wednesday, February 23, 2005 @8:41 PM

ok today was one hell of a day. very very interesting..first got caught in this huuuggee traffic jam at kallang. its lyk the bus turned 90 degrees then cannot even pass. so all the buses just stop. just great. and im lyk not very early. 7am??? wad to do. all get out and walk. great morning exercise huh think abt 2km ba. hmph at least still have zhang fan to walk with me. then half brisk walk half run to skl. abt 7.20 then reach one of the 30 bus stop then took bus. damn squeezy but i guess late comers or victims of circumstances shld i say, cannot be choosers. oh well, thn arrived just in time. e sc's at the gate were like hurrying us non stop. alrdy so tired le la..wth.then kiw also mk so much noise abt the [imptance of the national anthem..blablabla] i mean lyk cant he just close both eyes 4 today. sucker. ltr we found out tt the tchrs wetn in cars to fetch some ppl. gosh we shld have jus waited la.waste me time & energy. haha but at least did some exercise..looking on the bright side.

also had 2 tests today; but mainly focused on chinese man cos maths is lyk [what is there is alrdy there, cant cram last min] had to tk the chn test during recess cos got match aft tt. chn was a teeny weeny bit difficult esp the zao4 ju4. din noe wad the first one was. crap la.but the prcs in 4c claimed it was tough. wad the. they are frm china leh. oh ya i 4got, 99 mks to them is not good enough. wth again. decided to skip kiw's lesson ltr. totally no use to me. y bother, not lyk its maths or chem ya?

went for tournament aft lunch. versus cheung cheng[ i think tt;s how u spell it] yaay. won 4-1. lorna almost won kay. haha but still satisfied la. DHS Bdiv gals r thru to the nationals. yaay!! we got 3rd. not bad la..but must def. jia you 4 the nat comps..also the last day coming back home from the super duper ulu plmgss.

ended off the day with tuition. went straight frm the comp. still in my stinking skl uniform. ya. wasnt in the mood 4 tuition. both distracted dunno abt what and tired. at first cldnt concentrate. but aft tt got thru it alive and phew, wad a way to end the day, surely one heck of a day. anyway, feeling very relieved and happy at the same time, can u imagine, no more tests until wk 10. ok theres a geog test nxt wk but tt's not counted. wk 10 still haf hcl. boring! ~also must wish me luck for the o lvl results. most likely out on monday, cos there's no news of it today. phew! but that does not mk me less scared. oh well, just trust in the lord that he'll give me gd results. hopefully, but if not, [touch wood] i;ll still give thanks.ya

mood//rejuvenated.life rocks!=p

Monday, February 21, 2005 @6:47 PM

not a very fruitful day i wld say. although mondays always very slack in skl, aft that still haf to go for table tennis competition. boo and not like the place is very near, its at lyk serangoon north ave 1. super far and ulu. sian. before that got skl. although not many lessons and miss chong never come so had the first 2 periods free. shuang man. then aft tat mr chiang lesson. wah he damn funny and nice. i think he can be an actor liao lor.. but he sure teaches loads better than elaine goh. well good that she go to catholic high le..suddenly my ss grades seem to have gone sky high. 14/25 ok not that high but very good le for someone who had never passed ss the whole of sec 3. thats how bad she is. suddenly i get a glimpse of level5, 7marks on my paper. never in my life the last yr man.

oh ya also had to grow a plant in bio lesson. hmph for like 3 months i think. our grp growing balsam i think. quite wasy to grow la. since pri skl already do this type of plant. wa then got one grp in class. not mentioning names. try to grow african violet woah. i mean its lyk attempting fate ot smth. its so super hard to grow. maybe i shld give them some sound advice. i mean the conditions in singapore are totally not suited for it la.. and this plant is lyk a baby or smth, needs attention lyk everyday, water the plant, take care of it, make sure it dont die. wah. but still quite looking forward to doing it. gonna be so fun.

today 21 feb also happens to be a person whom i dun really lyk's birthday. crap la..luckily nv ask me for present. hmph dun intend on getting any for the person anyway. so dosent deserve it and on top of that im also broke. so there.

then aft skl went for tabletennis comp. versus ngee ann.. tot we wld win them easily or smth but this yr they're gd. dunno how. 4-1 to them leh, crap!. maybe the sec2s very good lo. shiyi won the first one expectedly but then aft tt dunno wad happen. all lose and lose although the doubles super super close. dammit. oh well what is done cannot be undone. so jia you ppl for the next match against cchs on wed. then we're through to the nat. comps. went home by a new way 2day. realised that ive been so stupid to tk such a long way home. 25 is so so fast. but guess what when i reach home, got so many of my brothers friends at home. cant a person get a little peace and quiet sometimes. then all of them damn irritating. oh well, sec 2s. immature brats. wad can i say. dumb ppl doing dumb things. sometimes they really get on my nerves. esp the last one. jerks. i wanna use the computer also cannot then dad also side with them. damn all of them. the last straw came when dad ask me to let them print their stuff. oh yeah, like only their stuff impt then my not la.not lyk i so free in the evening to play on the computer. f*** off la..

still haf to get the balsam seeds and study for that chem test tomorrow. oh my goodness. i really hav hav hav to ace this one and wanting say its not gna be easy leh. i so super scared man. how, dun lyk electrolysis and speed of reaction. argh!!! and one more bad thing, the o;s are coming out on fri, yes this fri its lyk almost confirmed la.. damn afraid. wad if...wad if,...ok im gna tk it one step at a time. yeah.

anyway thx sihan for the cinderella story, at least i have smth to tk my mind off things but dun really have time to watch it today.. maybe tomorrow or the day after. wish me luck anyway..

Sunday, February 20, 2005 @7:55 PM

hmphx the end of the wk definetely does not bring good feelings man, that means a whole new and crappy wk is gonna start all over again, from hearing loh quee yah crap to doing the 'oh so many tests and crap stuff' and going for all those damn freakin' tiring table tennis matches. although can go out early of class, but whats the point man. missing lesson only have short term satisfaction then ltr die. no gain man. but diff case when comes to kiw's class. ok he sux big time and missing that one measly stupid lesson once a wk deinitely means alot to me. so..no kiw 4 me this wk man.

today was also not tt great. watched tv in the morning. then went 4 music lessons. totally boring la. sometimes really think of quitting piano but the only tot thats holding me back is flushing all my 'dunno how many umpeenth year learning piano' since i was lyk wad 5 yrs old down the drain. then it wld be totally wasted la..u noe wad i mean. ya, so din practice all wk this wk. then go there, damn sian la. play a few crap songs over and over again. wish got some nicer songs to motivate me to play. hmph. hopefully the coming wk wld be a better one 4 me and the 3 tests and stuff. omg i almost 4got to mention i think the o level results are coming out lyk this fri or smth. heard someone say..thats bad. real bad. that means i have to come to reality soon. cant face it. wad if i get a 2 or worse a 3. cant face anyone. not even myself man. how? i guess i'll deal with it when the time comes ba. for now. good riddance.

still haf ta go finish the humongous pile of homework still perfectly untouched. and get some seeds for the morning glory i think which we're growing for the bio project that mdm sim wonderfully came up with. ok guess i gotta go. cheers to myself for blogging 4 the second time. maybe its not so bad after all huh. but i still dunno how to link ppl and modify the blog and stuff.help

Saturday, February 19, 2005 @9:57 PM

ok.tis is the second first time im posting on a blog. my own blog, not some one elses. im totally lousy at tis crap thing but i guess its a gd ave to express myself and not too tiring to write it dwn and tt the fact that miss chong havent returned my journal. hmphs wonder wad's taking her so long. ok not that i lyk to write alot la. but seriously. wth la..hmm had loads of work to do la.all the homewk starts piling when u dun get them done.[duh] ok tis sucks big time. then got up late. cant believe i still watch powerpuff girls. its such a duh show. but beats studying anyway.

i actually can rmb smth abt logarithms. i tot [omg what the hell is tis'] whn i look at the wksht tis morning. but i acty know how to do it *gosh mdm ting must haf drilled it into my head man. but took super long to do it. lazed arnd summore. felt gulity aft dat. hmph then went for lunch. got home. read magazines.super nice to just laze arnd with the aircon on and reading trash [ok tt's wad my tuition tchr calls mags] really tks my mind off things, if u know what i mean ya. ohya speaking of mags. really cant stand ppl hu 'cant afford' their own magazines and borrow them every month to read. then when it comes back liek 2-3 weeks ltr, its crumpled here and shrivled there. damn freaking irritating leh. ok not 1 mth but every mth lol. ok not tt im a selfish freak or anything, i dun mind lending but hello, 2-3 wks to read a mag. and u cant afford to buy one urself. not tt it;s liek 20 bucks or anythg. its a measly THREE dollars. my goodness. r u dat poor. get a life. not dat i hate u but its getting on my nerves really.

hmph. maybe dat was a little harsh but i mean it [buzz off, magazine bugger, get ur own]..another thing, heard some really really chao ji scandalous rumors dis wk. dunno whether to believe them or not. cant believe that one person can be a totally different person to someone and another person to someone else..but rumors can really break a person so no mentioning names here. but seeing things from a new perspective can be tough, but i'll cope.

hmm..went to church later. e usual stuff la..but i always leave the place exhilerated, God knows why man. the wonders of christ man..haha[winks] discussed abt the upcoming good friday thingy, haha damn funny peepz, lots of crazy ideas, then also got the upcoming [stranger] good friday play. caron singing solo..[*woot] i'll def. support u girl hahah, and hope many many ppl get saved tt day. hmm dunno when i shld get baptized leh. maybe i shld consider soon ya..still rather confused. reached home then realised mum & dad went 4 cell grp too..[yay] means i can watch the telly,.. haha, acty that's bad. then i'll not do work. but then again, its good cos i get to create dis blog 4 on and all hu;s interested in my blog

me: still wondering how to put a tagboard and the art of linking ppl. hmm teach me anybody???

ok. better get started on the pile of hmwk waiting to eat me up. boo=x

cheers* to me for getting my second first blog hopefully many more will follow..

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