Sunday, July 23, 2006 @5:08 PM
mmmmm
the week's gone
at times it went slow others it went damn quickly
but its gone
and nothing i do will get it back
im happy
this week sucked
pfft
progress report
studying
trying
squash
that dreaded thing
exco
hmpf
mm whatever 6 more weeks to go till the end of the term
SIX WEEKS
hmph
sometimes i rly think that i wld nv get wht i want
like i'd imagine myself getting it
then in reality i'd nv do so
no matter what
what i do
what i say
anything luh
sometimes its jst better t not think and do
not be drawn dwn by something
better t live a carefree life
sometimes things on paper speaks the loudest
albeit all others
maybe its time t work hard
for what i want
and not imagine anything before they rly happen
anyw
tj holiday tmrw
im gna b so productive and stuff
not be distracted by anything
im sure i can do it
not tht im getting my hopes up high or anything
surely its not tht difficult
oh and one more thing
im starting t dislike this ONE teacher more and more
seriously
you suck
byebye
hate you hate the sub
whatever lah
i dont need you t bother
and i'll prove it t you
stop acting as if you care
pfft!
mmm
i need something t make me laugh
something t make me smile
i realised i hvnt smiled a real smile, laughed a real laugh since 'i dunno when' its a long time.
i need something real
something really laughable
will you help me?