i'm a very happy girl!
at least for today
no i think for the rest of the week
teeheehee
:)
cos why? today i didnt go school
again

but this time its like somewht official
cos mummy allowed me nt t go!
yayyy!
no point actually cos all the events i was supposed t hv today was played yestd. dont ask me how right but thx t vry disorganised but fun sports carn. our strt soccer got pushed forward. yeah as i mentioned in the last post. blahh
woke up like super early. 8am.
early for a no-school-day
yep!

decided t bum myself on the sofa with my blankets and pillows and watch weet's dvds. watched mmm lets see. 4?5? dvds. woah and my tv could take it.

watched
in her shoes [like wow]
50 first dates [hilarious, swt]
how t deal [hot]
man of the house [funny]
miss congeniality 2 [think i watched this before but still nice]
just like heaven [oh man, love it sooo nice]

think my vocab is like limited t nice. lol

okay i shall try t explain the dire situation my darling television is in
it has like a personal fan blowing at speed 3 on the left side of the tv.
why? cos the internal fan thingy has konked out on me. thxalot
so the tv cannot auto cool itself and heats up pretty fast
oh and when it does that
the tv kinda wipes out its screen
something abt the y-gain and the time thingy.
you knw, physics
mmm CRO chapter
sth like tht. prised frm my fast deterioriating memory of physics.
yah so the tv wipes out pretty often
which is freaking irritating

butbutbut
i managed t watch 6-7 hours of tv tday without it blanking out on me
you knw why
cos i on-ed the aircon to EIGHTEEN degrees.
yes jst t keep the damn tv on.
haha and partly for me la
hence the blanket i used
cos the whole place was practically a freezer.
i think the tv is one pampered PIG. its doing this on purpose
i think it wants the aircon. hurhur-
oh anyw it was heaven i tell you.
like my vry own movie theatre.
just lack of a person t chg the discs in betwn the movies.
haha anyhw. fun!

oh and was too lazy t get lunch so. um no lunch la
and bro came back frm pahang.
like chao tah!
boo, no more only child treatment
and first thing he does is dash straight t the comp for another session of warcraft III
pls la! no i mean, wht the hell!
and to think i offered t watch coach carter w him
no such luck anymore
:(

mm, thr's training agn tmrw.
i kinda like training
and cell and church
oh god im gna be so busy tmrw
man!
and its mummy's birthday too
:):)
okays chicklits are calling my name
duty calls!

love

hellohello
wasnt my day just eventful
ha-ha very funny
oh well no more school already for the rest of the term, or whats left of it anyway. technically still have school but no more study school. get it. play school
LOL
having sports carnival these 2 days
the good thing is the weather's great.
okay, not at the moment cos as im typing this its raining smithereens outside now. yeah but in school. jst the right mood for chilling and slacking around in the sports complex. nice.
sun, but not much sun, plenty of wind.
great scenery. heh.
not much to do. totally terrific

oh and we are NOT slackers okay. we as in me weet, shimin, shanrui, bx and a few guys played capt. ball. and lost pittifully. but heck its fun! oh but the scrape on my elbow definitely isnt. oh and i played strt soccer. wheeeee
i tell you i can kick the ball lor.
but we lost 1-0. hurhur one half was five measly minutes. lol.
still fun.
and there goes the events tht we were supposed to take part in the TWO days.
soccer was supposed t be tmrw butbutbut. thx t wonderful coordination and planning of the HC or sth like tht. the whole evnt was quite disorganised. very disorganised. its like i get phonecalls frm all sorts of ppl. frm the delta hse capt. to the soccer officials. hello! this is not a hotline!

then ended up slacking in the sports com. sleeping to be exact. and eating frozen yoghurt and drinking orange juice. love.
i tell you, time seemed t pass so slowly. 11.55am took forever to come. but we were in for a uh, surprise. you can say that.
the school gates we only going t be opened at FOUR PM. yes 4pm! and it was 12pm whn we were 'dismissed'
so we were practically in jail in school
isnt that like the wonderfullest thing ever. EVER.
me and weet were like so almost on the verge of boarding the bus t go to toapayoh i think to support badminton finals agnst rjc. jst t get out of sch. which was kinda the most sensible way to get out of school other than the 'have a losing debate w the security guard' option. or the climb the fence before anyone sees you option.

butbutbut
my darling mummy came t my rescue in the nick of time.
haha her smart students go and get 'help' frm her t leave sch and she went up t the security and told them they were her students and gave permission. hahaa i benefitted too! whee
minutes aft we left. the whole sch jst walked out of the gate. cos think the pe tchrs allowed the students t leave. wahh. my mum is damn cool!

:)

luckily we werent on the bus to toapayoh otherwise i wld be kicking myself really.
seriously, locking 17 and 18 yr old students in school for no reason isnt a good idea. somebody is bound t come up w a petition or sth. lol

oh and went home t take medicine. blahh. dnt knw why yestd suddenly fell sick
so stupid can. i took a measly 1 hour nap and i wake up t find myself with a pfft sore throat. like wow. one hour! and a headache which i think was caused by the sore throat. jst great. and i was almost deciding t go back t school for the stayover thingy. the running 290 rounds. yeah. that one. instead of being in school having fun. um fun? i was at the doc's opening my mouth and 'ahh-ing' and swallowing dumb colored tablets. hmpf.
slept at like 9? din rly slp well, kept waking up and stuff. irritating. answering smses and stuff. bahh!

the sore throat was better alr today. i hv this weird theory tht if you talk more the sore throat will become better. really! rather, its true for me. maybe thr's more saliva lubricating the throat or sth. anything..
oh and the headache feels like somebody sitting on one of the tiny nerves in my brain. nagging headache. bad. i dnt want t tk panadol cos one, it is yucky, period. two. i dont feel like slping.

borrowed dvds frm weet t watch and kill time. anyw the weather's so nice and cosy mst as well mk full use of it. enjoy life. omg she had like a million dvds can. ok not million. about 4 albums. woah. i pick until happy. whee.
tvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtv
until i go mad and my eyeballs square.
jst hope my tv which is so lanpok can last.
dunno why am i doing this t myself
watching tv until my eyes get damn watery and prickly and stuff
im tired but i refuse t slp
maybe cos i knw tmrw thr's no studying and jst play
so i dnt rly care and stuff
this is quite bad
tmrw thr's like no evnts for us and im seriously considering staying at home.
no, not ponning
making full use of time at home
get it!
:)

mmm maybe now i'll go t slp
nappy time-
my eyes are dead beat
rarrrrhhhh
im too lazy t highlight and stuff
byebye

its tuesday its tuesday
jst the fact that its tuesday makes me H-A-P-P-Y
tht's happy for you those who cant spell.lol
a few reasons for my ohmygoodnessly wonderful mood

one: THE BIO TEST IS OVER. yes over, gone and done
two: there wasnt PE today :)
three: i passed econs bloody well
four: i have the house t myself cos bro's away at camp
five: i dont hv t study till the weekend

and that's abt it i guess haha im very very very happy!

:)

finally the two dumbo tests are over.
no more worries
no more burning midnight oil
no more memorising
no more waking up super early t cram
no more dreading lessons
no more killing brain cells because i cannot rmb some dumb fact during the test
no more talking to myself trying to get the fact into my head
no more stoned out expressions
no more tests!

haha i exaggarated a little
so kill me
but im over the moon happy and cant wait tomorrow to come. stupid. like a little kid waiting for playgroup to start. see i told you tests were evil. esp chem and bio back to back. seriously. someone should shoot moe or isit tj. hmpf!

mmm. sports carn tmr aftnn till friday. dont rly feel like staying in sch overnight. cos its like yucky and stuff. and waking up at 3am to run what 6? 8? rounds of the track isnt that inviting after all. right?
i mean who in the right mind.. ohwell. in the name of team spirit i guess.
heh. im gna be playing street soccer for delta. haha hilarious i tell you. kicking the ball with two left feet. possibly falling over the ball.
yup that's me for you:)
street soccer here i come! and capt ball of course. which we, in my opinion have little chance of winning. but all in the name of FUN. yayyyy!

hmpf. oh and yestd night, before studying for bio test. decided to watch some tv!
'so you think you can dance?'
[i think i cannot]
one word: HOT
the girls have ABS!
ohman!!!!
maybe laughing for about one hour a day can get you abs!!!
i should try that. period!:)

okayokay enough rubbish already
i want to watch MI:III, x-men3, and DVC!
who want to go who want to go?!?!?!?!?!
oh and more shopping! i like!
i think im quite free. i think.

rurrh. now mum's bugging me about some crap contact lens thing. hmpf some boy got himself blind cos of infection in his eye of sth. and thx to him and his baush and lomb contact lenses, mum's bugging me big time to change them. like hello. i still have one more pair of monthlies! thx a lot! evn if want t chg also aft this mth right!. no she has t carry on and on. oh did you clean them. oh do you change the solution evryday. oh do u use past the dateline.

bahh!
like DUH!
okayokay i knw i shld treat my eyesight for granted. and i DO tk care of my eyes luh pls. i dont slp w lenses, i dnt wear lenses during weekends. blahh.
ohwell. stupid baush and lomb. dumbass.
any brands to recommend? huh?

:)ttfn

hmpf i am so dead
so so so so so dead
thanks alot t *drumrolls* myself

tmrw's monday agn
and i hvnt touched a single bloody piece of homewk or anything related t that for the record. and next week is the most sianest and most blah week of the term. 2 freaking tests on monday and tuesday.

well done xinen
you havent evn started preparing for them
well done!
chem bonding and bio test. uh wht's it on? oh noooo
this is so so so bad.
im vry used t the slack and laze arnd week 10 tht we all enjoy in dhs
cos evrythg comes t a close and no more tests, jst games and slacking in class, whr tchrs dont evn teach and stuff cos no mood anyw. and now boom i hv t mugg like mad on week 10.
hmpf really

im like so looking forward to the hols la
but not to bio spa skill A of course. duhh!
oh and of course more time t catch up with people. yeah hvnt been out w sec sch friends since ages. miss them like crazy :(

mmm, hv a ton of things t do tonight cos ive been slacking around the whole weekend now really. this suck. dance concert, church, lazing arnd.
isnt tht the whole essence of WEEKEND.
i'd be depriving myself if i didnt indulge in that.
and that is basically the reason i can nv understand the concept of delayed gratification
hoho. so says my mummy.
u think so?

singapore idol season is starting like tonight 8pm.
hv t finish the following

alkanes alkenes tutorial
binomial tutorial
studying for chem bonding
writing the excuse letter for ponning sch on wed
pw letter shit
econs essay plan
studying bio test
WATCH SINGAPORE IDOL

hahaha abit crap but ohwell, a little entertainment is all harmless fun
since the people like t embarrass themselves. must as well hv an audience
right?

i cant cant bloody wait for tuesday
and for bio test t end
plsplspls get by quickly
going t support claud at jln besar std for
TJC vs VJC
girls soccer finals
i bet its gna be one heck of a final
yippee!~
but i still have t get through monday and tuesday
rurrh

wish me luck

today is vryvryvry meaningful
and not t mention quite interesting
another first in my life really
yes read on pls

mm went for dance concert yesterday
was supposed t go watch davinci code w THE BASIC LIFE one
but then it was so super last min planned as usual tht i alr bought the tix for dance concert.
so too bad lor. went w weet and sihan
but had a lotalot of fun shopping before that. went t bugis street, bugis and ICON!
i tell u icon has like the quirkiest things evr. and the things thr are like nice and pretty. the price. think its not too bad. stufff found thr are like one of a kind. like no franchises thr, pretty good i must say. but one very badbadbad thing
NO ESCALATORS!
vry good. had t climb all seven flights of stairs.
yes, SEVEN no kidding.
but it looks pretty much like a museum really.
good place t buy presents for people. :)

okay anyhw ate at j8 cafe.
the chicken baked rice is TO DIE FOR
the concert was so
HOT
i mean the j2s were like woah. great.
and the j1s were pro too
yayyy shimin! or rather. SHEE MIN!!!!!!!!!!
ivy lim loves you t bits!HOHO!
and your dance was great!:)hope u like d sunflower!

la mia vita

mm then today.
went for cell
i cant cant cant wait for the 29th cell outing! yayysss!
oh and the speaker was uh, spastic. a little. the ending was wayyyy weird
seriously. mmmm? like HUH?

okay here's the first.
went for dinner w caron ltr
cos mum decided t take an off day.
hmph!
then on the way t LJS. we saw this ohmygoodnessly cute cute black kitten
it was pitch black
but its eyes werent green. i dnt like cats w green eyes. freaky
anyhw, it was meowing its heart out and it was a newborn la pls
its so small tht it can fit into my hand!!!!
me and caron din hv the heart t leave it thr, though under normal circumstances i wld hv left it there cos im not THAT a great fan of cats. ya.
but i dunno wht made me pick it up hmph.
we bought some cat food and yeah fed it la
walked t LJS. i tell u so many people stared at us i tell u
rly weird. pls people we're doing a GOOD DEED. and good deeds shldnt be stared at
hhaahah
the cat really wouldnt stop meowing
so me and caron christianed it SIR NOISE
meowmeowmeowmeow non stop all the way la!
i had half a mind t dump it
haha kidding!

ate my long john's then wanted t ask daddy t fetch me cos i was planning t tk the kitty t my hse there cos got so many cat lovers. ahem, my neighbour has freaking three cats. anyw.
daddy refused t come pick me
he doesnt want a cat in the car!!!!!!!
RURRRH
so i walked home
omg frm bedok interchg t tanahmerah. ohman! jst for the noisy meowing cat.
dunno wht made me do it really
butbutbut
SIRNOISE was rather quiet on the way home. abit weird. so i checked t see wht was he doing la. apparently he fell asleep in my arms.
OHMANNNN
AWWWWWWWWWWW so darn cute la
a bunch of black fur curling up in the crook of your arm
very warm and nice!
hahah but i cldnt move my arm so it was qt stiff. hoho.

then i brought it t get acquainted w my neighbours dog. nasher.
haha dont worry he's not a cat chasing dog. ahaahah big harmless thing really
oh then i asked my other neighbour whether they cld tk the little bunch of trouble in for the moment. they were like 'oh, must as well'

yayyy mission accomplished!
oh and dad suspects tht i brought the cat home
argh!
which i did of course but he doesnt hv t know tht does he.
heh!
pfft too bad i din tk a photo with SIRNOISE.
hope you're happy w my neighbours.
:)
yes, first time in my life bringing strays home
hahaa yes tansihan stop smirking. ahahhaa i know you are.
i am not as bad as youu!:)


ohno, i jst realisd i hvnt taken out my contacts and no wonder my eyes kinda feel strained.
RURRH
i need t tk them outNOWNOWNOW!

byebye!

argh
to heck with what i said about the not coming online crap
i figured out sth during these uh, what two? three? days of going cold turkey
smth very important
i, xinen cannotCANNOT live without my internet
really
im like dying t come online for no freaking reason although thr rly isnt anything t do
and quitting totally is jst a no-no thing
seriously.
i wonder why am i torturing myself like this
seeing the comp sitting there merrily in the living room practically screaming t me t jst boot it up ant use for goodness sake. and thr's the other good side of me thinking dont screw this up for yourself. think of the constructive things you can do w the time.

yeah right
and the constructive time is half spent thinking wht i wld hv done if i were online.
pfft!
oh well, i rly should jst stop torturing myself
just do things in moderation
will do

mmm, so wht did i go thru this week?
i really really wish this week jst pass like whooosh* fast
seriously, the term's draggin super slowly towards the end
maybe the more you count down the slower the days pass
whn you dnt realise the days going by they're like woah!
its friday agn
its friday agn
its friday agn
HAHA
oh anyw, thr's like 5 schooling days t the end of the term
yippee

oh and here's a first in my life
I PONNED SCHOOL YESTERDAY
yes 17th may 2006
hoho-
suddenly felt tht the week was too fully occupied if u get wht i mean
and decided
i needed a break. simple!
haha and weeting thought so too
so pon la!
and wednesday wasnt all tht impt so go t sch also waste time
shiok la whole day stay at home
but thr's one teensyweensy problem
MUM WONT ALLOW
howhowhow?
heh clever me feigned sickness

ohmyheadhurrrtttts
i dont wannaaaaa go t schoool
can i sleep somemore!
wah all of them fell for it
and i almost had t eat medcine and see doctor
heh!
heng nv. vry yuan wang if i had t
i am so so so pro i tell you
mm so i was quite productive
studied bio spa which was horrifically horrific
did some chem notes
lazed around a whole lot
caught up on sleep time which was seriously backlogging

ended up at night almost cldnt slp and was sooo tempted t get up and watch
CHAMPIONS LEAGUE
ahhhhh
yayyy arsenal LOST
lallalalalaala im superr happy can
gogogogogo BARCA!
2-1
to FCB!
jst too bad i missed the match.ohwell
thr's still the world cup

:)

today. got of t a freaking bad start
and whn i say bad i MEAN bad
i seriously dnt knw wht's wrong w my 'dar-lingg' form teacher
so today j1 attire spotcheck
nth big really im vry 'he ge' no short skirt. no dyed hair
passed. so i think
but apparently my CT thinks otherwise.
and tgt w the rest of the class. thankyouverymuch
got hauled up t the front for
SHORTSKIRT
WHAT THE HELL PLS
he was like a little kid who cldnt decide which toy he wanted better
so he picked all
pfft!
and our chem tchr jst passed us off and told us we cld go back
i wish he was thr t see the killer stares we were all giving him
damn!

it totally spoilt my day lah pls
and the fact is my skirt isnt EVEN short
mum kinda gave me one of those 'im rolling my eyes' kinda look
bahh! hahaa quite funny actually
killed all my mood t listen t maths lects la. but i listened throughout anyhw.
yayyy!:)

tmr thr's real chem spa
not tht nervous actually dunno why
maybe cos all of us basically knw all the answers and stuff
water of crystallisation and blahblah crap
yeah i jst wanna get ovr it fast
oh and i hopehope [cross fingers] tht we get the dance tix! i want!
and thr goes WEEKNINE:)

tmrw pretty pls pass quickly
then we can go shopping or sth or chilling-

im starting t feel a little optimistic abt stuff
hmph
although i knw thr's loads more t do
tutorials like MATHS [omg]
2 tests t study for nxt week
bio real spa
makeuplects and tuts

shuff it all away and jst bask in the moment
live for the moment
world cup here i come!!


oh and before i FORGET!
zhangggyy fannyy's birthday TOMORROW
19th MAY

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SEVENTEENTH GIRL!
HOPE YOU HAVE A HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY LIFE
SORRY MY VOCAB'S DAMN LIMITED TO HAPPY-
HURHUR
:)

ohman
this week is totallyTOTALLY yucky pls
monday isnt evn over and im alr wishing it was the weekend
this really is bad

umm okay today is jst preparation for all the crap tht is to come
oh and i officially hv a grand total of ONE MINUTE to type all i want t cos i promised myself i'd be off at 11pm.
i was here t do GPP really
and it kinda still suck.

i made a devil's pact with myself.
its not evn the first day and i want t die
NOT T USE THE COMP FOR THE WHOLE OF THIS WEEK
yes this week
15/5 to 21/5
pls shoo me off if u see me
im gearing up t study alr
and im kinda enjoying myself in a sick way organising and trying t plan what day t study what
ohman it feels like im sitting of the o's all ovr agn
and it has only been what, mm 6months?
helphelphelp!

bio mock spa skillA
chem REAL spa
econs test tmr!
BIO TUTORIAL [which was superr last min]
pack my file
do my notes for cell struct
practice maths

that is like EVERYTHING la can!
and tht's for this wk only
argh
im going crazy
yay thr's squash tmr! im gna be soo tired i bet aft tht
but i loveee! squash!

:)

uh, dont see me here again
byebye!

pst:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

though he probably wont see this in a MILLION years
but still, its the thought tht counts!

loveyou dad!
:)

totally made FULL use of my day today
seriously. like every single sane waking moment
cos yestd i din rly study for the maths thingy
hmph was too busy trying t plan what t do on vesak
yes, i am mugging sadly at home
really
and im gg t wake up at 745am t do it
jst you wait and see!:)

so i din do much apgp. thou shalt not talk abt tests tht has passed
its almost a sin or sth t do so.
at least i think so
let's jst say i'll be happy t pass
hmm?

set up alarm t a grand time of FIVE THIRTY AM
for the record i hv NEVER woken up early t study
somehow the mind is strong but the body is damnit weak
guess did i wake up this time?
HAH.
I
DID
not
wake up
tadaaaa!
LOL so the record still stands
but i woke up a teensy weensy bit earlier. like 5.55am. tht's almost a record or sth.
i felt today was going t be a good day
damn, i was right:)
albeit the maths test though

sch seemed t pass pretty quickly and for once, the play time seemed t drag on forever.
love it totally
dint do any maths tutorial again. sigma now.
pls help me! argh
but miss leong is nicenicenice and she kinda re-teached sigma thingy. kinda like apgp though:(oh and during pw, my eyelids felt like they were each one kg and i was literally fighting with myself t keep awake.pfft.

then supposd t hv chem tut. [read: supposed]
think my rebellious streak is coming back aft a little hiatus
i realised im super sad and hvnt ponned anythg othr than civics lessons
i nv pon any formal classroom lesson
so i decided t let my heart lead the way
and it leads me to the canteen
:)
me weet and bx din go for chem mkup tut
ohwell, waste of time anyw
but i still dont understd missooi's frequent moodswings.
hmph, no more of her alr anyw!:)
hope and pray our chem tchr is good, nice and like tanjf!LOL!
the class was like deciding t go and not t go and in the end more thn half the class went
kinda remind me of 4H. dont get me wrong.
not in the real bad way
'oh we're not going, we're ponning'
[the actual day]
me: whr u all gg?
rest: oh, class you knw?
me: i dunno.pls can we nt go

whatevr la

heh then we met missooi in the hawkercentre
maybe thr is such thing as murphy's law
we jst HAD t meet her thr at the right time and place
but we said hi anyhow, we're nice people
oh then went to CHILL
hah! my fav new word for the moment
CHILL people CHILL
whn are going t chill agn?

so in the end left me and weeting
went t mplib starbucks t chill
miss tht place alotalot. pity its gna close dwn soon
bahhs
the o'lvl days...
the rhumba frapp
GONE

basically jst slacked thr.
yes, really seriously do nothing absolutely nothing
sit on the superrr nice and plushy sofa and read chicklit novels
actually the ones tht me and weet picked were damn boring
and ended up slping on the sofa.
power napping more like it
to power tht somehow i still feel awake aft 1am and hv been running arnd for the whole day
woah! if only i can like tht during the 'piah for test' time man!
people watching is interesting, relaxing, kaypo-ish, stalker-ish, and seh-ish. so i lovvve t indulge in it. why not man.
have eyes. look.
slacked frm 3plus t 6 like tht then went t buy flowers t go vjco

whee. nv see the vj ppl for like ages la.
mmm, the concert eh.
okayy la i guess
sihann i finally see u play. think i dunno whn was the last time i see u play on stage.LOL
and ahhaa so seh give flowers sia!
oh and thx alotalot for the present ya!:)

somehw i feel vryvryvry hungry all of a sudden
and realised i havnt eaten dinner
well done me!
pfft the only thing in the fridge tht is edible is oreos
yes black black oreos
but yumm!
anyhw, aft alotALOT of deliberation, decided to



eat them up

and i will brush my teeth extra hard ltr
:)

i tell you the power nap is damn power
i dont feel tired at all
this is not vry good for my study plan tmr really
wake up: 7.45am!
HOHO-

oh and accordg t yanlaoshi[my CT]
'its the computer at home tht hinders any form of studying'
[he said it in chn of course]

so true pls
abstinence is the key
haha sounds familiar!


abstinence to the computer la

this week's going pretty quickly and i knw before i knw it its gna be week NINE alr
hmph
dunno whether t be happy or sad
NINE days left of sch. real sch.
not counting weekends and sports carn.
yes, NINE
then going off t italy aft tht.
yay kinda happy and excited and all
but at the same time abit scared and stuff
cos aft the hols got jcts.
hmph!

jst got the jct timetable tdy.
quite. err. short
like FOUR days short
i dnt think i've had this type of timetable since pri sch really
dont knw whether its a gd thing or not
less time t study btwn the subs
but get ovr it faster. i guess.
oh and i want t die for bio SPA skill A
sometimes i rly wished i took lit instead of bio really
i knw i wont die in lit.
cos basically i LOVE lit
i guess you ppl knw tht too
dunno wht made me tk tht step of faith
although we were still reeling frm too many doses of mdm sim pc
'whn you get t A levels.. the bio.......'
pfft
im quite worried abt the skill A thingy
one hour. six pgs of writing. one brain.
i need all the brainpower and handpower i can get
and the best thing is im gna do the real SPA one day before i leave
oh and ive jst started studying for jcts
yeah man!
the only thing im worried abt is BIOLOGY
i wonder if i made the right decision 5 mths ago

ohwell i guess its alr too late
i gotta suck it up and stick with it

:o

ah well lets see wht happened these few days
i jst realised ive been looking forward t each passing day and waiting for the nxt day t come
is this weird
i like school but i dont like school
damn psycho pls

oh and im kinda resigned t fate regarding pw. really
everyone seem t be complaining abt PW nowadays
i see lots of freaking unhappy msn nicks
lots of 'iHATEpw' headings in blogs
alot of hate basically on this measly subjct
ohwell
i 'cant freaking wait' for pw

ponned my second contact period tday
some stupid mcys talk tht i totally cannot imagine myself doing
and the sound system sucked
anyhow went t canteen t sit w junjie, weet and wanting, chicken
talked crap as usual
usually i'd kill t go hm early and stuff
but tday whn i had the chance t i din
hmph
din evn feel like going home
ended up in the hawkercentre opp sch
din eat but jst sit and talk crap w weet, aiksiong and zihe
ohmy guys really! eat alot. and i mean alot
they're pretty funny and stuff
oh and i think their version of survivor outcast is damn funny la!
outcast really!

tmr there;s maths test on apgp, inequalz, matrix. hw wonderful la
studied here and thr. bits and pieces la rly.
dunno why im feeling so calm nw whn normally i'll be rather worried and stuff
like ohmy i cannot finish the paper or wah this is damn freaking hard can
no, i didnt
i jst slacked thru the MAKEUP TUT which i din prepare for
and was damn waste of my time pls
im jst gna practice a few tys qns. yeah hope i can do it
i want t do it

oh and ive been damn motivated these few days.
studying and stuff
cos i knw i wont hv the mood or vry slackish during hols.
thn aft i come back no time le
pfft
im so going t study my ass off.



mm. going for vjco tmr.
shopping before that?
oh and i feel like ponning chem mkup tut also
sucks pls
shoppingshoppingshoppingshoppingggggg!!!!!!!

i'm positively having a very interesting but quiet evening
guess what i'm watching the live coverage of the elections results
hoho!
quite interesting seriously
and i jst made a bet with my mum tht aljunied will lose
howevr i like george yeo though
so tht's kinda sad hmph
so its me and daddy against mum
she's for PAP t win aljunied!
but the most ironic thing is she's gone t slp
pfft!:)
she cant take it cos her bedtime is 10pm
yes you din hear wrong its TEN pm
hahaha some of us jst start work at 10pm!

oh and i jst heard tht east coast is still governed by PAP. hmph 63point sth% agnst 33plus WP
not bad not bad at all
hahaa my first most interesting election!i like!
thinking abt it, nxt elections and i'll be old enough t vote
mygoodness
i'll be TWENTYONE by then
that's oldd really
old and legal

okay uh let's see, wht's new
cell yestd
i guess it was just okay
yes just okay
its been shift t sat aftnn nw
cos ppl cannot make it on friday night
i really dnt think its an obligation, its a need
i enjoy myself but i just sailed through last night
i dont really knw why too but i felt kinda zonked out
the icebreaker was funn! grt job clement!:)
maybe it was my eye tht was being a bitch
itchy, red and all
maybe i was jst tired and hecked
i hope it will pass fast
maybe tomorrow will always be better.

church was okay today
had t do communion today
hv never taken communion
maybe will be getting baptized end of the yr
feel the time's getting right nw
hmph
dunno whr the guys disappear t sometimes
haha but anyw, they're guys wht
wht u expect rly!:):)
soccer soccer and more soccer only!
LOL

watched parent trap jst now
it nv fails t make me feel all fuzzy and warm inside
such a sweeeeeeeet show really
and i wld kill t hv a twin
hahaa but maybe agn i'll nt like it
hoho!
i rly prefered lindsaylohan whn she was younger
sweeter and definitely prettier!

so im up watching the 1oth GE
accompanying daddy watching tv is rly quite interesting
live commentary aside tht frm the tv!
very interesting!
only a few times in my life
:)

oh and while i was enertaining myself during the breaks of tv commercials i was updating my friendster profile
hurhur
i finally decided t upload and pay a little attention t that fast deteriorating and derelict account
for goodness sake it was created in 2003

heng this thing refreshed itself cos the stupid comp. jst died on blogger page.
damn thing is so darn slow.
maybe cos the comments here are like so negative
i dont care

uh and here's the friendster link
XINEN'S FRIENDSTER LINK
write testimonials for me
be a good person!:)
oh and add me. duh!

frm wht i see on tv nw
leehsienloong's not exactly vry happy w the results
haha and daddy's still giving his two cents worth
heh!
see tmr's papers splashed with election news though
but somebody pls pity the poor civil servants

hellohello
i jst realised i mentioned weeting like 4-5 times in the last post
LOL!
anyw, back like early tday cos of the dumb elections thingy tmr
in which like almost evry sch is involved.
sian
and thr's like 0.5% chance tht the WP will win east coast GRC
like wow pls
and its not a dumb statistic tht i jst came up with 2 sec ago
its in the newspapers!!!
and yes, i DO read the papers
jst that i especially like the life section and the othr not so impt sections

but seriously right on the topic of elections
hmph, pls la if i could vote right
i wld rly vote for the WP can
so sue me
isnt it pretty cool t live in an opposition ward
like aljunied GRC
:):)
if i had a chance right i wld kill t go t one of the WP rallies
actually daddy wanted t go t the AMK rally ystd but hor half way on the CTE jam like siao. seriously la all the people headed t the same place. want t turn out also so darn hard. hahaa. i can imagine. if only they held a rally in the field opp my hse!:)
but if i din learn anythg this elections i only knw one thing
politics is full of backstabbers, cheaters, losers and plain
dirrrrrttttyyyy
i wld nv dream of entering politics rly.

oh and i feel so so damn smart during the GP essay tday
i'm quite glad i didnt pon it
it made me feel good
cos i cld like write and write and write
so many points but my hand was tiredd!

and now i'm evn more convinced that not all the boundaries that are drawn on maps divide people. seriously la thr's like discrimination is EVERY single thing. evn to the point of whether one's bellybutton is the stick out type or the stick in? type.
HAH!:)
hmph, oh ya and wanting get well soon ya frm ur uh, 2-week-once sickness. and try not t use too much tissue hor.

uh, i'm too pissed with miss ooi for words.
seriously i knw this is like mean and stuff
but im so bu shuang with her face tht i jst hv this mean feeling whn i look at her face trying t teach chem. uh, puh-lease la she's only NINETEEN.
u knw some teachers like tanjf, she's fierce and strict and sarcastic!
but i respect and admire her for teaching chem
but this kind of tchr
urgh
same sarcasm but it totally pisses me off
compared t miss fong tday when she was teaching mock SPA, miss fong was like 10 times better pls. strict but nice.
i cant cant cant wait for her to
byebye

oh and i'm reading through my past entries and im like sooooo amused la
its like so so immature! pls!
and im like laughing vry hard nw
cos i jst read the entry on mdm sim and the BABY BALSAM
MOJOJO
hahaa i still rmb kayy!
oh and for the record, the balsam is STILL GROWING
i think its healthier thn last time.
im very serious
the next post im gna tk some photos of it
hahaa tans i bet you'll are vry amused
and so my mum concludes tht i definitely DONT have green fingers
cos last yr i tk care until so cham then like tt only
took ages t flower and nw its flowering like crazy
mmm maybe its murphy's law!
but they're pretty now with the pink and red flowers and all!
i tell u my past posts are like pfft.
maybe i'll laugh when i read this like in the future
i dunno
hopefully not!;)
but it certainly brings back wonderful memories of dhs and the nicenice people tht i knw!

gg t eat sakae buffet ltr
YUMMS
dunno wht else now
supposed t do some research on srebrenica!hoho
think the name's rly pretty:)

iceskating soon?:):):)
lol

i'm positively a bad kid
supposed to be doing the outline for GP essay tmr
cos i dont feel like thinking in gp tmr

'not all boundaries that divide people are drawn on maps'
damn true pls

i jst have a feeling tht i will stone or jst start disturbing people
dunno why this few days i keep disturbing people
heh!
ahahaa weeting! get it?
I'M BADD!

like tht day oh ya during the crappy pw lecture
i started disturbing weeting
hahaa sth abt the holes in her nike bag for breathing...
and a whole lot of crap la
seriously la dunno wht's wrong w me
oh and today during maths
i jst hecked the whole lesson and
DO NOTHING
other than disturb weeting agn
dunno why its always her.
LOL pls :))
and i havnt done a single teensyweensy bit of apgp
i hope my motivated streak lasts

i feel vry smart all of a sudden
hmph
cos we were supposed t do some gp projct yep
but i kinda forgot the topic
but i knw wht's it on
some massacre thingy with the country land surrounded by some othr country thing
ya that one
but i cannot rmb the name
sia la like tht how t google search
sososo i kinda stoned for 5min
then
tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i suddenly thought of it
SREBRENICA MASSACRE
or the
BETRAYAL OF SREBRENICA
wahh am i smart or am i smart la
:):):)
so i'm gna do some research nownownow

thr's cell tmr agn
but thr's half day off
boo! its so so wasted la pls
we only have one period early off cos our original lessons end at 1.45pm
tht sucks la
so not worth it
anyw, think im going out with my mummy and bro
t eat sakae i think
but i hv t wait until like 3plus thn start
so maybe earlier part can go out walkwalk w bx and weet they all
hope so la
hmph!
actually right, i dnt evn feel like going school tmr can
i feel like jst PONNING school
weird feeling
i knw i want to but i'll nv get dwn t doing it
dunno wht's my prob
maybe its the parent thing or its jst my conscience
or maybe i've nv intentionally ponned sch
othr than the heh! dhs sports day and tchrs day
*raises eyebrow at both tans
my accomplices-
hoho:):)
i think lqx almost had a fit
kinda miss her nw tht i think of it
her and her little ways and her sheepish grin
GRIN!

the only good thing abt tmr is i can wake up a LITTLE bit later
cos swimming mahh
then can tk a lift frm weeeweeeting
haha i shall stop disturbing her alr
stop xinen stop!!!!!!!
stop being evil NOW

ok the good xinen is back
and doing research for srebrenica

haha sounds like a fashion brand

girl1: hey tht's a nice top
girl2: yeah i knw
girl1: wht brand is it. nv seen it before
girl2: oh its srebrenica, its new stock:)

ROTFLMAO

i swear it was thought of on the spot
funny!
k shall stop being irritating already
byebye

since im online
vry sadly STILL doing my PI
i knw my life is damn sad nowadays
school.tutorials.school.PI.PI.PI.PI
hahaa
abit exaggarated but heck
PI leh
heng its the last one already
cos friday is the
DEAD-line
yippeeeeeeeeeeee
for once i look forward to a DEADLINE!:)

and i rly feel much better now after posting that vry ranty and angry post yestd
i still feel abit pissed but i can handle it
yeah
for now luh i think

well, im happy to look forward to friday
firstly, cos thr's the missing of one CHEM tutorial
i dunno why but i hv this urge to pon it totally
today i felt the overwhelming urge t feign illness in the morning jst t nt go t sch
this is a baddd very badd sign
ohnoohnooo

thr's swimming and GP on fri
i feel like jst staying home aft swimming
thx t that essay
HMPH! give miss tan face, since she so nice
nice thn MISS OOI anyway
how i wish she was reading this...
till 15th may people

after school.
i have a few options
kinda

i dunno which to choose
PFFT:(:(
but options 1,3,4 sounds good t me
heh!

onto othr stuff
house comm nominations todayy
one word : PATHETIC
really
the LT was like uh 1/4 full? or less
and the best thing is 17 nominees choose 17 house comm elects
hello!pls do the math
and tell me again why we need to VOTE
okay maybe we need for the hse capt but tht's all
and not as if the votes THAT many
hurhur-
dont get me wrong though
i love delta
but the people in.... heh!
AND OMG SC EXCO the pres and vice were ookayy but THAT!
ohmygoodness
just faint and die please


i feel vry accomplished today
i finally finished my chem bonding tutorial
FINALLY okay
after like eons.
and im determined to finish gas's laws by this wkend
anybody who sees me on monday pls ask me whether ive finished:):)
im suddenly vry vry vry motivated
quite scary actually

ok im off now

ONG : i cant wait! seeya soon!love ya
TAN & TAN : see ya soon okayy!:)loveyou guys too:)

suddenly all the colors disappear
i'm jst too freaking lazy!
byebye
leaving in peace with a toothy GRIN-

im freaking irritated and pissed and whatchamacallits
jst a step away frm shouting out the F word t that person
but i cant
cos doing it has dire consequences
i hope aft this i feel better alr
it always make me feel better aft letting it out
i hope it does its magic this time

so actually today was okayy
you knw normal fine typical yeah you get it
then i settled dwn t do tutorials and stuff like the typical mugger
so coach serene msged me t tell me she cannot train on mon wed and fri alr
okayy
so i msged MRLIM our wonderfullest squash teacher
you will see why later
i guarantee
to see if it was possible t hv trainings on this sat.
which happens t be polling day
THAT I KNOW ITS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY
tht's why i asked la
pls u think im tht stupid

and guess what he replied
'my friend do you knw what day sat is, a public holiday'
okayy tht was so not subtle and uncalled for
uh so resigned to the fate of nt hving training for another wk was hard enough
i kinda look forward t trainings though really
i decided t get started on APGP
guess what, wonderful mrlim CALLED me and starting scolding me
i mean like f***
what did i do
im jst an ic, big deal
and he went on and on and on and ohmygosh u dnt knw hw much i felt like punching sth.
what really made me irritated was the fact that he said

'oh no matter hw hard you train you'll never win anything'
'why are you'll so eager to train'
'maybe i'll nt evn sign you'll for novice'
'you yr ones give me so much trouble'
'they train for 6yrs you train for 1, do you think you have chance?'

isnt that what sportsmen do
TRAIN
all the more we shld train
i mean like HELL TO YOU MISTER
the best thing is i hvnt evn seen him face t face
and all i can do is jst mutter
'yes, uh, okay, yes i understand, sorry'
WHAT THE FUCK PLS

and thn he tries t play mrniceguy here
oh see you dnt understand
thr's only ONE teacher in chg
i knw tht u ass
and i cant guarantee your safety if you go t yck
no insurance no safety
load of crap
pls like there are terrorists thr t kidnap us
stop bothering your seniors t train you
hello, no coach, no courts, now no seniors.
thanks ah thanks alot

as i was getting off the second conv on MY HANDPHONE with him
he smses me saying oh u can get wilson t train u guys tmr
hello, what was tht abt bothering seniors?
no thx, we're NOT having trng tmr alr thx t YOU
and the shelling was vry much NOT appreciated hwevr good u felt abt it
now i officially have NO mood to sit dwn and try t understand APGP and whatnots

i jst feel like crying
but i dont see the point in doing so
getting scolded over nothing
now THAT's something

sometimes i rly dont knw if im handling stuff right
i knw that HE is always watching out for me
but sometimes i feel damn lousy
like now

someone pls brighten my day, be my guiding light, be my hero
eternally grateful


do i feel better now?
i rly hope so





look at the stars, look how they shine for you

ah well today is labour day
not that i care what holiday it is
i just care that it's a holiday
i knw u get what i mean

but what sucks is the amount of work i hv t to
RURRH
the bio SPA is enough to kill me already
poor little bio students
memorising 6 pages of info for one hour of SPA-ing
and SPA was supposed t be for relaxation
how ironic

but i feel im pret-ty organised today
compared to other days that is
although my parents betted on what time i wld wake up today
hurhur
how childish
just for the record, they both lost
i woke up close t eleven
:):)
earlier than that i wld be depriving myself
what for?

and i spent last night reading my yummilicious uh, fantasy novels
sooooo sweeeeeeeeeet la pls
sometimes my ability to imagine is seriously scaring me
i read sth and i can literally see the things happening in my mind
mygoodness
like im watching a movie in my head
anyw, since today was a holiday i cld afford t stay up till whatevr insane hour i want t read books. snuggled under heaps of pillows and blankets and aircon at full blast
ohman! that's life.
these books sometimes make me feel like
oh well, nevermind
HA-HA

okay um things i NEED NEED NEED to do today
in order to make me feel better

bio SPA report on sucrase
APGP tutorial
CHEM TUTORIALS
DNA genomics 5W1H crap
catch up on maths lectures

pfffffttttttttttt the maths lectures are like soo far ahead la
im like seriously lagging can
im only up till APGP and they're what at mathematical induction and partial fractions
how nice of them

gna catch up on some tv watching soon
hope for some pretty decent shows:)
free willy, air bud, harrypotter???
hmph! or maybe dvd's are better

but thn agn, anything is better thn studies
yeah?


whoever said anything about delayed gratification
i know that already
thankoyouverymuch


FIFTEEN MORE SCHOOLING DAYS
i want t mug
i want t shop


if only it could be that simple

mmm
finally i can have a peaceful house t myself
they went t my cousin's house
somehw i jst dont feel like going
maybe im jst lazy
maybe im getting old
maybemaybe

oh and sth weird jst happened.
my comp. speakers were spoilt since i dunno when
very long ago
and i cant rmb whn's the last time i heard music or evn noise coming out frm it
but it jst revived itself
somehow
praiseGod nw i can listen t music
yippee
this is still very very very weird
hahaa i hv a magic touch!!!!!



gna watch tv alr
sth i dont get t do often
hope this week doesnt go too badly




still waiting

seventeenth
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