Wednesday, January 25, 2006 @6:24 PM
its the like what... the 3rd?no 4th week of school. whatevr jc life is so so so tiring. seriously i reach home at like 8pm min on pdp days and like 4pm? on normal days whr i end at 3.15pm plus all the drag here drag there. can u imagine those poor ppl staying in yio chu kang or whatevr farfarfar away place in sgp. poor them but im not complaining. that's one of the advantages tt tj's good! and its much bigger than vj really. hmph. everyone says the o's are out on 6th feb which is so[how shld i put it]......early!raarh. to put things into perspective, 6th feb is only a few measly days away like 2weeks? i dunno and dont which to know for the moment. if i say i wasnt nervous i'd be lying thru my teeth.rly. i dunno whether i shld stay or shld i go. its sickening to make these kind of decisions when im only what? sixteen!!!!yay im still 16 not too young not too old! just right not like ong..haha 17 alr. so oldd. ;Dobviously sometimes i lie in bed wondering tt if i'd done better for prelims wld my life have been different? headed a different path? met different people? or wld i still end up in tjc? sometimes i still dunno. well tj's good in a sense tt ppl are more caring and easy to talk to except for a few... and they're hardworking ppl whr got environment t study. erm this sucks talking abt studies. ok pdp's aka cca. tj definitely has more sports pdp's than vj tt im very sure. boo no touch rug in vj. wth. tt's definitely a minus for vj. and no yummy hawker centre jst opp the sch. not limited to jst the canteen.butbutbut...vj is also good cos there are so many ppl better than yourself and um its just nice if u get it ya. and the uniform's nice too [better thn tj--eeyur green???] and i got so many friends tt i miss so much. all the familar faces tt i so took for granted in sec 3 and 4, although we were the 'prc' class and the class tt dunno how t have fun. WHO SAYS!!!!!!!!! i had loads of fun. talk rubbish 'torture' miss chin ahemahem!!!! kana eyeballed by tanjf. scary sia!!! ok back to vj its like more prestigious thn tj, not tt i go for the name tho cos rj and hc'll definitely win..like duh. but i think the friends factor is rly impt. altho i make friends rly easily but somehow i feel tt its kinda superrficial as in hi....ok..ya..maybe..ok..bye..ya bye...' type of conversation if u get what i mean. and its like i dont rly have a person to talk rubbish to and like talk abt real things too. altho this sounds sad but its rly true....sobsob** ok i dont mean to be bad or anything. but some ppl try to change during the transition frm sec sch to jc become more pretty or handsome or anything. tt's rly fine. nice change in fact. but some change from the 'okayly tolerable to the oh-my-goodness-im-so-enthu kid and its rly fake ok. i mean hello i know u all since when alr la. and now suddenly boom change le and all because of a small matter. some chances in life you'll get it some you dont. just be sad for a little while then look on the bright side and move on and cheer for those who succeded. not hate the ppl for the rest of their lives. whatever. or feel bu shuang abt the thing and all. yeah its really no meaning la. what is yours will always be yours and its no point putting on a false.'oh actually u can have the post but in my heart i want it alot too' act. raarh. ppl often do that and end up not getting what they want. altho leadership posts come with responsibities. and a lot of them too but what you are u have to tk responsibility for that. really. hmm jc life's really make the true side of a person stand out. im not sure if its just for the nice testimonial at the end of the year or the want to be in the IN crowd and letting everyone know u in that case u better run for house comm.okayy? and make sure ppl vote. but whatevr the case, i really learnt alot in just this one month alone and i had fun and pain at the same time. esp during pe. omg the runs. but thankfully its better now. i can run ok..!still i'm in a dilemmaif u read this tag ok!! thanks ;D
tj vj tj vji still think of you