Monday, August 08, 2005 @6:00 PM
it has finally come to light to me that people do actually grow up and when that happens. many things change. some fot the better some for the worse. i dont really like changes but some just happen inevitably and people lose touch......anf drift away wow that was actually made sense. hahaah anyway, was very very very awkward during school. cos took the 'late' bus and din carry anything to school. made me feel like a paikia cos they normally just go skl emptyhanded. but tht's not the point. so was almost late. then din talk to jasmine or zhangfan the whole time though jas was in front of me. somehow, topics of conversation just vanish into thin air and it was just umphs', ahs', yah', okay', maybe',...maybe things between us will henceforth from this point be different and things can never go back to it original state. this im not that all very sure but as we seem to drift in terms of experiences or character, we drift apart in terms of mental state and attitudes. so not that im saying or foreshadowing anything. but deep down in my heart, i just know that this wont change. but amidst all the unhappy things that people go through each day we just have to look forward to a better tomorrow [in this case nat day hols] and reminiscence on the wondeful past, picking out the bits worth remembering and discarding those that are stale. okay change topic for a while. nat day celeb--- --- first and foremost, i think sng chern wei [also known as the principal of dhs] is veryveryvery nice and cool. he organised some sort of an last minute concert for the sec 4s to sort of motivate us for the coming o's. and got the teachers and hods to sing karaoke for us. although tchrs very busy one often no time for rehearsals did very well in terms of singing and really was quite touching. even mr sng sang. not bad lah. and i think mr low is also very cool. hmph. tong hua was nice and the mtv quite touching. until a point in time where zf cried. hmph. but my bestest item was mrs tan's item. she took photos of us in class and put it into a slide show video. with damn touching encouraging words. almost felt like crying. love her totally. still dunno what to buy her for teachers day. and im gonna get that 2A1s for her in maths. totally unlike loh quee yah. early in the morning scold me. somemore nat day holiday leh. say i what never sit in the proper seat anyhow move here move there. and mumbled something about denise being absent. like that is my business like that. din talk to anybody during the concert adn refused to clap hands. damn lqy who ask her to separate me frm sally and sihan. hate her. aft that went hall for concert. was stupid. cldnt understand the skit at first and seeing so many classes embarrassing themselves only brought back memories of last yr's teachers day which we did throw our faces too. not to mention dinghong singing. ewwww yuck. ps he sings like he's constipated. rly, chickens squawking sound so much better. did the ndp dance. though the song was very nice and the dance was nice also but i cldnt do it and our whole class with the exception of kok ann din know the dance. thanks to spc. but kok ann was nice and stood in front of us and did the dance for us. so i know a teeny weeny bit. so duh. hot sticky and sweaty after that. went out with sally and jingru to eat lunch. went tm to eat pastamania. had the usual baked rice. hmph, such a boring person. anyway, though this time the mini outing was much shorter in terms of time than the fish and co, i think i enjoyed myself more this time around. was is because there wasnt really animosity between the 3 of us and i feel that i can sya what i want to say when i want to say without all the umms and ahhs. and it seems like we have mutual thoughts except no one voices them out. but now that they are out it seems to have instilled in us a common consensus and unspoken bond. but there was one person missing. dearest misstansihan. we missed you and just a word of caution okay, 'ah han ahhh, dont do anything you'll regret' i know this is cliched but 'take a deep breath count to 20, think of dumbdumb jingru and you'll be fine' okay maybe not the last part. but you know what i mean. walked around tm after the full meal, wanted to take neos but the stupid shop was so jampacked with red people and cldnt even get half a person in there urgh. walked so much that jr complained. sorry kay. at least we din chiong here and there. we walked. and you can eat that choco bar in peace now. you did exercise leh. kidding kidding. promise no more disturbing okay. but was really fun there werent like awkward moments where people dunno what to say to each other and i really enjoyed myself. loveya people. as usual, sally-i-love-my-children-tan was going into baby shops saying what she wanted for her babies next time. hahaha hilarious. why not just buy them now. treat it as an investment. seriously..no comments. in the end went home tired. bought this really retro bracelet. blue and white beads. love it so much just have to find an occassion to wear it. made me feel satisfied tht i bot sth to commemorate the outing. though din get my earrings its okay. i can live with that. next time i'll just buy more. hhaahahah. ohyah. did i mention, saw miss seah and miss ng on the train and i think they were so embarrassed to see us cos me and sally shouted over the cabin so loudly the whole cabin turned their heads. well, seh what. miss seah din know where to hide her face. hahhaha i like meeting teachers outside school. they always feel embarrassed...anyway, the trip ended there and the day totally rocked. love it so much. and one more thing. this msg is for a certain someone called tansihan 1. can you put up a [proper and practical] wishlist if you do not wish to be presentless on 14 aug 2. the everlast is just not you 3. thou shalt not kill or even practice killing people 4. 14 aug is drawing nearer and i havent got your present 5. missed ya during our mini outing 6. proper anger management like arcade games is good for health this is just on the top of my head. cant think anymore. just----take care. and so the story of today the 8th of aug has come to an end. hope you had fun and enlightenment after reading this. world peace jingru????