forever me*

i dont know

2007-07-04T18:35:00.001+08:00

great i have no freaking idea why but i suddenly feel like coming back here to blog. more uh nostalgic when things werent all that compli and all of us arent so grown up yet. and i mean yet

sigh i dont even know where to begin. total emotional rollercoaster and i have no idea what to do. im not saying i have no idea because i dont want to say things that im not supposed to be saying but because i really have no idea what to say/do/feel and on and on and on.

even me myself and i dont know whether i like A truly and its no thanks to countless teasings and what nots but hell yeah in the name of fun alrighties(: thats alright w me. but then i become totally confused about whether i truly like or dont like him. like total wowow.
AND now that things get even more confusing with A liking B and treating me like a totaly guy and telling me anything and everything. i think its a case of TMI (too much information) seriously. knowledge is notnotnot power here and i dont want to know so many things.
sometimes ignorance is bliss in this case
and im stuck with the case of me in btwn them and no thanks we're in the same school and i have no idea why i keep bumping into him in school today and the fact that we dont acknowledge at all.(even before this incident) is rly weird and i have no idea what to do. now what's new. hrmph.

wth i dont feel like talking to him now not because he fell for my bestie but because of the fact that i feel like he's just using me to get to her. get what i mean? like the sentence 'its really good to like a girl who's your friend's best friend' great. now what does that make me? some person to talk to when he's not talking to her or smth? or a person to ask things so as to say the exact right things to her. alrighties isnt that just great
im not pissed i just dunno what to feel and think. oh and this is just coming out without processing so forgive the incoherance and whatnotselse.
today was a total sine curve thingy cos right in the morning i sat back facing him and blasted the ipod so as not to hear anything. ohwell escapism but whatthehell
then chem mass lect where there was no lect but some ntu prof coming to speak.

right. of all the 600plusplus seats in the audi he has to sit in the seat right freaking behind me
now how bout giving me some space here duh
nope nvm and i totally couldnt concentrate on anything not because of infatuation or cos i like or anything but cos i was just uneasy about everything and its just the jittery feeling. and for the few times im at a loss of what to write again. fuck
and so i seriously felt like puking. no idea why and i felt like the stomach was doing a 360 or smth. seriously. i swear its not psychological or anyth. at least that point in time. and despite facing the prospect of saying excuse me about 239302498 times to get out cos i was stuck right in the middle i did so anyway and escaped to the toilet. i seriously thought in was gg to puke in the toilet right there and then. and if i didnt escape the audi i would just puke right out onto the person in front if i didnt get out quick enough. so ahwell i didnt puke after all but totally no appetite the whole day.

i think its mild food poisoning anyw. but the coincidence is scary and maybe a tinge of psychological barrier. i totally cant imagine a lecture, him sitting about 5cm behind me and its just so much unsaid things betwn us that the close proximity is just damn uncomfortable and once again i have no idea what to do

ohwell i force myself not to think of all this shit and concentrate back on the books and harrypotter series and everything else. like arranging the ipod. i wish someone would just read the feelings right off me and tell me exactly what to do and what to say. then all these wouldnt be sitting on my mind.
OH saw yw during break and one rash streak in me wanted very badly to go and tell him and just get it off but its NEVER going to happen. anyw that lasted about 2secs so yeah.
i need some major distraction. and civics and gp were the total make-my-days today.
usually its the day-dampener but shaun and zihe totally went mad and went crazy with me sticking stickers on each other. damn childish but i felt soooo good laughing until my stomach hurt. in a gd way.
3 periods of totally not thinking about it kinda rocked. and the fact that hsu told me about my essay assignment 2 breaking the 30 mark was just IMBA pls. the highest he's given. totally made my day pls.
'follow your dreams, is this gd advice' total inspiration and well just imba.
damn happy but toobad that wasnt cts. still pending those ct results.
sigh im really really scared. like heart coming out of mouth- scared. yep.

sigh i dont know i dont know i dont know.
why does he have to make things so difficult.
maybe it'll all get better soon.
my life is a total drama serial please. a damn draggy one which causes people (me) to roll eyes at it. now isnt the eighteenth summer of my life interesting

wanted to do a livejournal but i freaking have no idea how to use it OHWELL

what am i supposed to do now.
whatever the outcome, i guess things will never ever be the same alr with him
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its the end of the road

2007-02-04T16:52:00.000+08:00

hello to all those who are still fervently reading this blog and waiting for me to blog.
hurhur are you slow or are you slow.
alrighties

i have moved! yeah

www.exquisitethoughts.blogdrive.com

ok go there, read and tag
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still very busy

2006-11-29T11:11:00.000+08:00

hmm i realised tht i have been blogging about things that always happen only yesterday
why? cos im super busy as in really really no-time-to-sit-on-my-sofa-at-home busy.yep
but i kinda like it anyhow cos it occupies me and i feel quite uh worthwhile?
ahhaa i dunno

anyw. monday
went out w wee, wanting, shaun, don and this other guy. whatshisname?
alvin? alwin? aiya something la
supposed t be jst a shop and look around kinda thing
but ended up watching battle wit
this andylau show which i seriously have never heard of before
and excuse me although i knw my chinese isnt all that gd but i can understand chinese movies one okay!! rurrh
dunno why they nv advertise the movie though. not too bad and andylau is such a big shot too:D
hahaha. walked arnd orchard rd for quite awhile too.
the christmas lights are darn pretty i say. although see them every year. not the same one's of course but still, every single tree and post is covered in lights and stuff.
oh ahahahh and the $250,000 swarovski tree. lol but cos of the rain it didnt look v impressive. ohwell anyway. its fun but i want t kick myself for not bringing camera t snap the sights. pfft. always like that. nevermind. another time i will bring it. hhahaa

okay tht's my monday. pretty fun rightrightright!
ahaha i bet tansihan agrees!;) i can imagine ong doing the um chio thing whn u tell her!:D:D:D

tuesday
also another great fun day
although it didnt start of as well cos i was super tired frm the day before.
CIP. kinda dreaded it before it started although it was at my own church yep
and had t wake up super early jst t get there and considering tht i slept at 1plus the night before cip wasnt all that enticing really.
was the station master of longest shortest. this game that i bet onemillion people knws how t play. its such a orientation game xcpt tht we played it on the floor instead of chairs cos the kids are like uh, minute. heh!
okay some of them are reallllll cute like this 5yr old boy. but some are jst v v v v mischievous. really chged my perspective on kids though. even those with adhd were also quite cute at times.
ohya one more thing i absolutely do not knw how those kids can run around, have energy t fight and shout, run around somemore, play games. and stuff. for 9 hours a day
whn it came t hantam bola [poison ball] we were all almost dead
and after playing six rounds they still want t play
we got thrashed by them pls. rarrh. ahaha. oh and each of them seem t have 9lives. die alr still can come back and play. lol
ohya. saw huey and david foo there also. volunteering thr also luh. didnt knw about the volunteering thing. ahaha but he's quite funny:D

after tht right, we were positively dead.
went home for dinner w cousins. too tired t talk much basically.
maybe jst nt in the mood i guess. dunno.

another fun day today ohyeah!
i cant waitttt!
tmrw's my baptism interview. quite nervous:(
but friday's coming. WHEEEEEEEE:D:D:D:D grins

alotofstuff

2006-11-27T11:25:00.000+08:00

WHEEE the past few days has been freaking fun
cos im damn damn busy
having fun of course
but at the same time im a teensy bit worried of the looming date 2nd jan 2007. heh
then j2 here i come, A's here i come. wahaa
anyway let me relish my current freedom first yeah and savour the moment

ohwell was at skateparty yesterday
pretty fun stuff although char and serena pangseh me halfway haha nvm still got somemore nice people who accompanied me!:D:D whahhaa
actually they went t be forcibly put into the miss everlast pageant and i have yet t thank my lucky stars for nt getting dragged screaming and kicking into it ya.
they left at fort rd there. boo to them. ahaha
anyw the route was quite shocking and seriously i was thankful tht i at least knw hw t skate quite competently--- not tht very pro okay jst gd enough to do urban skating
which means no more nice roads no more smooth skating track roads and stuff yep
jst the normal roads tht cars and lorries travel on.
headed dwn tanjongrhu thr and saw dhs agn. woah havent been thr since like what? teachers day? think so
pretty fun stuff. felt v v v shiok cos the traffic police escorted us thr pls. how often do you get that luh:D and they closed one lane for us. cool stuff.

anyw. thought we'd get there pretty fast and stuff. but no! the route was so long and wind-y that i think i got another blister somewhere on my feet. and to think that im alr not so lousy at skating imagine those poor aunties and stuff. ohmy. poor souls. wait do i sound sadistic. ahha i dont mean to. but one thing i regret again is nt bringing my camera. damnit. always like that. but if i lose it or anything or spoil it i wont ever live it down really. hmpf but the scenery was nice and the people were funny! ahaha would've made a great collage:D

after many rocky gravelly and teeth grinding paths we finally reached dxo!
ohman its like forever t reach there pls
didnt evn bother t take off skates. cool stuff huh. skating in dxo
ate quite nice buffet there. seriously thought the food wld be quite yucky but no, its pretty gd and stuff. or maybe we were jst hungry:D
saw some old tuition friends there tht ive not seen since forever. not v close t them anyw
OH and watched char and serena do the miss everlast catwalk. hahaa coolness.
sat arnd somemore. saw some pretty hot models modelling everlast stuff. sizzling hot i tell you. aahahah okay and saw randall too. y'knw the mediacorp artiste. ok maybe not mediacorp aiya whatever. played some games. sat arnd somemore.
didnt feel like roller disco-ing. but dxo's real cool. first time in there though yeah

cabbed back w char and was pretty dead aft tht.
dug out all the goodiebag stuff and threw out most of it. :D LOL

okay another busy busy day ahead.
loving this

busybusy

2006-11-25T19:20:00.000+08:00

ARGH firstly i must really really say i'm super duper sad i didnt go 6/4'01 class outing:(:( its been so so so long since i last saw any of you. except anghee la and a few others. but the rest. sigh really miss you guys. we will always be the best class. and omg we're still so bonded and stuff. haha whn i tell people i still meet up with my primary 6 clsmates they go 'harrr?'

wah im rly proud we still keep in contact and stuff:D
but whn i read their blogs on how much fun they had tht day at vivo and sentosa i feel
damn jealous!!!!! rarrrhhhh
i wished so much i was there luh. but i was working my butt off climbing the mountain at the verymoment they were having fun and i was attending baptism cls the second they were at vivo. RARRRHH.
unfair! nvm i'll jst kope the pics frm their blogs and stuff. dont mind k people. haha!:D
gosh i miss those people. really really alot. sigh.
its those friendships that really last.
:D:D to all of you:D

okay well today
busybusybusy day
i still cannot get used t waking up later in the mornings. its a bad thing okay
cos im still v v v tired and need slp desperately and my stupid body jst insists on waking up at like 730am in the morning. madness. all thx t slc but yeah i need t adjust my body clock back t holiday mode. pfft.
anyw. gave caron thirteen miss calls t wake her up. oh man girl u need t wake up faster!
oh and do i really hate voicemails. yes i do.lol
went t play soccer w parents cell. didnt play much but kick arnd a little cos mum didnt want me getting any blacker than i alr am. eeeee but i kinda like my arm and legs tan but the face sucks:( oh and its was mosquito buffet on me agn.
and i thought i was free of those pesky things once i stepped off bintan and onto singapore. sigh.
blood sucking creatures go away please.

went t the adidas sale after.
the queue jst t get in was abit mad. row after row after row. ohman. took a good 20min jst t get a look at anything. pretty ridiculous if u ask me. didnt get much stuff. although wanted the red adidas cap. was looking for water bottles t buy but didnt evn find a single one pls:( ohwell.

church after. not too bad. had t discuss some love odessey matters which is drawing real near.
yayy tht means christmas is so coming and im getting baptised realrealreal soon!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i lovelovelove christmas<3

tmrw's the skateparty thing yayy agn. sundays gna be great tmrw! xcpt i got t be in church at 10am:( t meet aunty evelyn.sigh so early.
these few days gna be soooo packed and then im off!
:):) ong and tans we're so going out soon OKAY. this thurs? free? think the date's 30th. i think. sms me okokokok!
ahhaaha oh and wee whr are we going. and yayyyy christmas lightings! i like!
i sound damn hyper. okay tht's all for now. any 6/4'ers got nice photos send me okokok!
thanks ah

tralalala <3

back from SLC.

2006-11-24T11:56:00.000+08:00

the past 4 days of my life has definitely been the most exciting/challenging/disgusting/fun/dirty/ days of my holiday. cos i spent it in the company of all the sports leaders in school and on the sunny island of bintan. ohwait one of those was spent in singapore. yup okay let me recollect my messed up thoughts and write chronologically and coherently.

warning: this is going t be a long post. so if u dont wanna listen t me relating happily about slc and wishing you were there, stop now yup

day one
omg i still cant do the underlining thing:(
ok the first day was spent happily in school with the usual teambonding activities with my happy-go-lucky group. okay we rock. and we're crap to the max:D started off with the move the chairs game whr like everybody stands on the chairs, yeah tht game. but xcpt ours was move the chairs for one hundred metres instead of the 10/20 metres. tough shit. and backbreaking and armaching work indeed. but it was only the first of the many tough stuff t be done.
we came in second! whee:D

then played station games which included climbing the super high tennis wall and dipping our hands into grassjelly+mud+grass+egg+hell lot of disgisting stuff solution and finding tiny ginko nuts.LOL . and the usual treasure hunt, obstacle course, communication games, and human knot games. yeah and we were hot and sweaty after. typical.
played water bomb captain's ball aft to cool dwn.
objective of the game: score a goal w the water bomb
end result: us squeezing the water bombs at every opportunity:D
in the end: everyone drenched.
and the rain was pretty on time and it poured but the game still continued:D rain captain;s ball. how fun is that pls you tell me. totally:)
field cooking next. okay call me suaku but its a first in my life. seriously. i've never done field cooking. how sad is tht pls. anyw. i didnt evn hv a messtin t begin with. thx t my darling grpmates who had extra heh!:) from coating the undersides of the tins with colgate to lighting the fire using solid fuel. i knew nothing. great. but the experience was fab and the food, albeit it being tremendously salty and er, tasty. it was yumyumyummm. cos we were all soooo hungry alr. yeah meegoreng and campbell soup with cocktail sausages and canned sardines became heaven.
clean up and debrief before hitting the sack, er sleeping bag. hahaa. and it was soon going t be our most comfortable slp in the 3 nights we were gg t have. yes little did we knw that:)
and we got t brush teeth in the toilet and see our faces in the mirror.
its a luxury. really.

oh and slept in the dance studio. and its the first camp i've attended whr girls dont slp separately frm guys. as in everyone slps in the same place. cool shit. ahhaa LOL

day two
headed off bright and early for bintan island. morning call frm the guys at six. urgh. left for tanahmerah ferry terminal. 2 hours ride there and another hour by a rickety old bus on a road with no traffic lights or road dividers. hah tht's bintan for you.
anyw. went on the boat, one of those fishermen trawlers tht were not too big, neither too small types ya and travelled right out to the middle of the sea. did boomnet jumping. whr everyone jumped into the sea into the nets la ofcourse. jumped from the second deck. the feeling was like uh, committing suicide? aahaha but the cuts and scratches frm the nets werent that fun afterwards.OH and i got seasick. i tell you, its the mostmostmost horriblest feeling ever. much much worse than carsickness okay. i thought i was okay until after i finished jumping the nets. all cold and wet and shirt sticking t skin feeling and the feeling of the world toppling in your head is notnotnot good. and i just puked out my lunch and breakfast into the sea. thankGod we were in the sea and thr was nt much mess and puke t clean up. disgusting shit. and needless t say i felt horrible aft. but considerably better after puking my guts out. yeah. i hate boats.
landed on some ulu deserted island and treked like maybe 2+ km t get t the mountain t climb. surprise surprise its not bukit timah hill
its some gradient 60-70 degree mountain.
the starting ascent wasnt all that bad until we came t the middle. omg. its like almost vertical and you jst have t cling onto any teeny weeny root that is surprisingly strong and find a foothold.omgomgomg. climbed for like 1 hour? thn didnt evn reach the top cos it was getting dark fast [the sun sets at like 730 thr] quite disappointing tht didnt reach the top really. getting down was a challenge too man its jst like sit and slide. and our butts were pretty much rubbed in soil for most of the descent. but the guys were v helpful:D got on the boat AGAIN:( and landed on an even more deserted island.
no lights no toilets no mirrors alot of sandflies

i guess that explains alot huh. yeah didnt have toilets so we jst did it all in the bushes. haha quite hilarious. and guess whr all the disposable underwears went? yes into the bushes too! ahaha we had a competition see who can throw furthest. lol. imagine girls doing their business in the bushes. ahhaa i guess tht's also another first for me. oh and wearing contacts was an art in itself too. using mr loh's sunglasses as mirrors. heh. okay now we're all experts in wearing lenses. oh and the brushing and spitting into the sea thing. yeah tht's pretty fun too. then after, tried t keep the bonfire alive for awhile t dry our clothes and stuff. headed off t sleep. without bathing. heh we're dirty pigs. and the tent we used was so insect infested and all. urrrgh. but the fatigue wins and we jst shifted the bags out of the tent and plonked into the slping bags and the next thing we knw--morning's here. with stiff backs and aching shoulders.

day three
headed off in that hateful boat again. argh! i hatehatehate boats. really i do.
and guess what, i puked out my breakfast too on the boat. sigh, not my fault! i alr ate v v v little on the insistence of my grp members cos the day's activities were quite rough. and in the end still puked it out. sighsighsigh. nothing seem t stay in my stomach whn im on the boat. why!?then had kayaking and swimming. was quite shocked for awhile. cos there weren't 'nuff 3 man and 1 man kayaks for all. and the rest had t swim. so jst threw on a lifejacket and off we went. the swimmers didnt evn hv t use lifejackets. pro-ness. open sea swimming's quite scary with the unpredictable waves and all. yeah and the undercurrent and stuff. hmpf but its quite an experience. better than sitting on the kayak and getting seasick or worse, on the boat. haha. soon got the hang of it and swimming was fun! heh. swam abt 1km plus and rafted after.

our raft was err. bad. real bad. cos aiyah we didnt want t offend anyone. namely this guy and he insisted on making our raft and cos we 'didnt' knw how t do it. yeah so it was jst all one person's work and stuff. boo!:( and within seconds of us boarding the raft, it collasped. yup. barrel, sticks and strings. everything. and we had t walk like 500m? to the next island. best. but the journey was funny and trying t catch drifting barrels was even funnier. but the cuts and scrapes on the rocks. werent all that funny. everyone came out of the water with bloody legs cos of the sharp rocks. boo:( yeah lunched after and played island station games

climbing coconut trees, rockclimbing![yeah i reached the top!:D], half the tennis wall thing, spiderweb, obstacle course, orienteering aka[mosquito buffet] , the barrel game yup. until dinner. super fun and ultimate bonding. better than first day. did the skit. and campfire at night. tgd w zhonghua school npcc who koped out huts at night. and we had t slp in tents:(
and that's day three for you.

oh and i got to bathe. hahaah after not bathing for 48 hours. after wearing the same tee and shorts and not untying my hair for the same amt of time. bathing was heaven. despite the super cold water yeah. so it was pretty great tht we slept in the tents washed and showered:D

day four
ultimate anticlimax

elaborate more later. tuition now
ohman and i think i still need more sleep
bahhhh

okayokay i shall end the thing now
climb up the mountain successfully and quickly as well
with a whole lot of dirt in my fingernails which were pretty fugly after and my butt was quite bruised yep. so :( to that. and :) to the rest.
really challenged us physically and mentally.
but i guess we/us being sports people had the mental grit to go all the way
yeah
no guts no glory

okay im done:D:D

camp alr

2006-11-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

SLC's tmrw and i havent packed a single thing yet
no wait. i havent evn found/decided which bag t use and everything. its a MESS
rarrrrh okok tht can wait i promise i'll get dwn t doing it

had the usual typical ohsoboring sunday again
this is getting wayyy boring
esp without my csi's and korean flicks cos ive alr finished watching them. sigh.
and tomkat's wedding totally doesnot interest me one teeny bit kudos to the news tht's showing it like at every possible interval. hmpf.
i want my life t get more exciting. pretty pretty pls.
ohwell i guess the camp's the first step. hahaa
went t ecp t blade agn today
looking forward t the skateline event thingy on 26th nov. funfunfun
and it ends at DXO. whee fun on blades is love. with yummy buffet at the end and all. best of all the company toooooo. think its w char, serena and jo. i think. yayy. now all i hv t do is
wait. and that --- sucks.

blading rly takes my mind off things. and i can look at the multitude of reckless people at ecp who dont give 2 hoots about crossing the blading and cycling path as and whn they fancy. and you the blader/cyclist hv t siam them at the last possible second so that an accident wont happen. pfffft. and those kiddos too. omg horrors.
they jst stop right there in the middle of the road, make a 180 degree turn on their 4wheeler bike and carry on happily in the opp direction. best!
hence the many near misses today. but the rest was fun. seeing all the people jst doing their own thing bbq-ing, whathaveyous. ya pretty insightful. and relaxing too. too bad not many people knw how t blade:( otherwise i'd have more company:D

ohwell tht;s my sunday. i wish the next wld be different

i wanna go outta singapore soon soon soon. but thr's a million other things i wanna do
but i dont exactly knw what they are
so guess what time is it now
its time to make a list
hah one of my favourite things t do in the world. seriously.
making lists. makes me feel superuber organised and all. yeah tht's what im gna do
like right now

nyahnyahnyah

2006-11-18T18:42:00.000+08:00

hellohellohello
alot has happened since the last entry and stuff. and im officially backbackback here [yes twinies read here alr. its gone]
ive decided. thesethings come and go but i write what i want and when i want i absoultely DONT CARE what and who reads these cos if u dont like it or am jst being a kaypoh or anything. well i dont care too. pry and poke so what? its MY life and stuff.
so yeah. happy reading!

mmm went for chalet at alohaloyang. yesyes 4h chalet.
and i was abit shocked at the feeling i had whn i was thr.
no offence rly to some people. but i didnt exactly feel any love, imissyous, or ohmyihvntseenuinages feeling. ya u get wht i mean. wait. maybe its cos there were only like 15ppl tops thr at any one time. and no im nt kidding. yeah and the first night i practically had one whole bed t myself. kinda shiok if u ask me. but loseristic by chalet standards ya. ah well 4h. always and always will be the mugger cls w no life. well sigh. i cant say im proud t be in it but i cant say im not proud either. its the few people in cls tht made it much more passable and fun i guess. and you knw who u are. [rolls eyes at zf:D]
playing mahjong and talking stuff w ong made time fly by and i totally dont see the point of bugging in frnt of the tv on wed, thurs night jst t catch some stupid proj superstar. at a CHALET no less. ya. and i jst realised how much i dont miss people in the class and stuff. seeing them once in a blue moon. be it yes chalet or jst the coincidentaly bump on the mrt or bus whichever is more than enough really.

hey im nt trying t be mean here. its jst tht for once i feel like saying things without eating my words or biting my tongue for the fear of whatever i also dunno.
but yeah gg t baptism class after that was quite interesting and refreshing after the chalet. more fun maybe. i dunno.
and ong. THAT incident is really freaky. ohmyyuck

oh and went for some leadership convention in sch the nxt day ya friday. ohman was it draggy.
yes the first speaker was somewhat good with his interesting stories and stuff. koh cheng mun you knw the actress ya she was nxt but i suspect she was trying t waste our precious time ya. and it went downhill frm there. so left during lunch. watched csi aft tht [totally LOVELOVELOVE csi now pls] went t church aft for w&i which was good:D
sometimes rly love times like this whr i got nth t do and i can jst go for events in church with nothing else on my mind. yes however tired, the night seemed t pass so fast. enjoyed myself thr

today yes. didnt feel like gg for some wedding reception one cos thr wl be onemillion and one teachers frm tj thr and i, will be with mummy, who happen t be their colleague and i will have alot. and i mean alot of explanation t do. oh and ftong was thr. thank my lucky stars i wasnt thr. really. had cell, sharing time. funny stuff. keith is majorly funny and the way he talks is, i dunno how t describe but its makes you feel not offended but yet pokes fun at you. aiyah i give up. i'll leave it as,funny. thankGod i didnt miss that for the movie i was supposed t catch.
sry weeee, another time k

gg t bintan nxt wk. or rather in like 2 days. ya. slc agn ahaha gna be quite tough i think. but i hope it'll be more fun than tough. hah. cross fingers. ah and i probably have a truckload of activities aft that. flying off agn and going t the skate thing at ecp. bbq at my house. maybe sentosa. rarrrrhhh
im quite excited
but the bad thing is that i really REALLY have t start studying and stuff. yeah so :( to that
but im kinda enjoying life now agn really cos thr's stef's csi [which i alr finished watched] t keep me company. and scare me at times. ya but i dont care.
mum's dwn for invigilation at tpjc. i love/hate that. why love. cos i have time alone t do absolutely wht i want. and being alone at home sometimes is real real real cool. like as of now, right at this moment whn im typing this.
hate, reason being I HAVE NO LUNCH on days she's down. and thr's NO instant mee or anything easily cook-able in the kitchen. calling delivery is firstly a grand waste of money, secondly, mightly unhealthy and thirdly i cant finish the food. ya so most times i end up eating french toast or bread and jam. UNTIL, the bread ran out. thanksalot ah. and i had t drag my sorry butt out of the house. walk 10min in the hot sun jst t get t the nearest foodcentre. how sad is that.

i wishwishwish there was a subway near my house. i could really use one!:D

oh well, now im off t do whatever i please and stuff.
so i guess its bye for now
till the next:D:D:D:D

2006-11-06T12:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL OF YOU IM BORED TO NUTS AND I HAVE DECIDED TO ENTERTAIN MYSELF MY CHANGING MY SKIN. APPARENTLY BLOGSKINS.COM DOESNT HAVE VERY NICE SKINS AND I HAVE T MAKE DO WITH THIS:(

anyw. nuff w the caps and all.
i totally cannot believe im still sick. as in sick sick. with phlegm and flu and stuff
its been like more than a week alr and im still nt okay
ya la i went t the doctor late and stuff. but im positive i got enough sleep and water and whatnots. wht's wrong w me la:(

feeling v v v angsty and pmsy allofasudden
and very hermit-ish too
why? i also dont knw
i think its the sickness.pfft

i wanna do something really meaningful.
and i DONT WANT T BE SICK

:(

5 things

2006-11-05T11:58:00.000+08:00

i need to make 5 points
i have noidea why but i jst have to do it

1. msn is positively evil
2. blogthings.com [the 'what star sign are you really' -esque website, yes u knw wht im talking about] is oh-so-addictive and bad as well
3. i dont really like sundays cos they're so predictable
4. i want t go on a holiday
5. i want to do something meaningful and not laze around anymore

there, 5 things. now im off for a predictable lunch.

sigh. back ltr

holidays baby!

2006-11-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

hellohellohello
im back from being MIA-ed for sooo long.
and im quite happy t be back. really
totally LOVE LOVELOVE november and dec! cos right, holidays are so in and school is so out
so many things happened since the 20th oct. as of the last post.
firstly, im so so so so thankful tht i've passed the promos and stuff.
as in i look back and i was THIS close to not making it. heh. and im really really grateful and thankful tht im nt bogged dwn but admin and other paperwk stuff. tht is if im on cond. promotion or worse retain. which im so not. yay to that.

so mm wht did i do

class outing:D
slack around
chill out w friends
catch up w vj ppl!<3
SLEEPOVER

ahha ok nomore. gna hv outing w pri school clique soon too:D so yayy. sentosa shld be. FUN

hmpf. went t school today t hand in the last of the hateful pw written stuff. yes i&r. the final step. ahwell, its over. byebye!still have op though. hope it'll go by real fast and smoothly too luh of course. i wldnt want any stupid cockups and stuff esp whn i hv endured the stupid thing for the whole year alr. so my grp mates better zhen qi abit. otherwise..

went for bio lect aft and the best part of the lect was... the aircon which was pretty gd. nice and cold though. other thn tht i dnt think my mind was on bio though. which is a bad thing really. cos i rly want t concentrate and stuff.PFFT. ponned chem lect aft tht cos quite useless cos everything in thr learn in bio alr. left t slack at the opp hawker centre. hmpf.

gg th NAP for squash friendlies tmrw. abit far luh. whattheheck. hope it goes well though. aft all its friendlies ma. imagine the nationals...

okok im off alr. quite bored alr

feel like changing my skin. havent found a nice one. and the blogskin.com webbie is down.:(:( aiya im off alr. i got my last episode of the 9pm show t catch

:D:D

back w a vengeance

2006-10-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO IM SO BACK HERE
ANYONE STILL READING THIS ANYW HURHUR
yes anyhw.
with promos over
promoted
J2
endof story
wahaaaa

i want t go out have fun go mad
so badly

ASK ME OUT? ANYONE? ANYWHR! ahaha
i love my life now.
really
i cant ask for more
im so so so so thankful for everything
and so grateful
i feel blessed really

outoutoutout OUT

happy childrens day

2006-10-01T11:51:00.000+08:00

theres a kid in each one of us
some of us jst show it more than the others
if you're smirking to yourself now or smiling or more extreme, laughing t the computer screen.
the kid side of you might jst be coming out t play
TEEEHEEEEHEEEE

anyway
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY EVERYONE

promos all the way now
breathe in breathe out
lets go again

nyahnyah

my mathematical induction

2006-09-28T14:22:00.000+08:00

IM FREAKING PISSED I CANNOT PROVE Pk+1 = Pk + Tk+1
SOMEONE PLS SAVE MY MI

CANNOT UNDERSTAND! FREAK

bahh. going out for lunch soon.

didnt go t school agn
im under house arrest
so there!

:)
WAHAHAA

i'll be back for GP paper!:)
and tht's on monday
i hope im strong enough t get through this
God bless all of us

hang in there now

2006-09-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

you know what's the most comforting thing in life?
knowing there's someone out there looking out for you and wondering what are you doing right this moment. some people out there always wanting t knw more abt your life
wanting you to blog
heh! i feel v loved. heh. albeit this stupidly crucial moment(s) that we have t start studying for promotionals and stuff. the late night muggings and the dark eye rings and the so so so so many worries that people carry with them into their dreamlands.
right?its jst a few more days.

A FEW MORE DAYS

ohman. i've alr done the what i want t do after promos list
i shall not list them here lest i blog an ultimately long entry and hamper my study time. heh im a good girl alrighties!;)

wow this entry sounds almost happy.
sihan sally jr if u read this do your own inference okay!;)

people change
circumstances differ
seasons pass on by
the year passes
we mature
but sometimes i wished i cld change somethings
i love those who really knw me and undstd me
ahwell :)
GOD BLESS YOU ALL

oh and tag lah.

savior
he can move a mountain
my God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save

forever
author of salvation
He moves and conquer a grave
Jesus conquers the grave

AMEN!:)

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you just lay here and just forget the world

I HEART JONATHAN LEONG
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE VOTE FOR HIM!

VOTE JON VOTE!!!!!!!!!
-love

okok fine

2006-09-03T18:24:00.000+08:00

okayyy fine
i shall blog one post now
i knw u all miss me like crazy right.
hurhur i miss it here too

hols alr.
or 'HOLS' we say
nth much. just days filled w mugging and more mugging
for what cause? the promotional exams
and the need to promote and NOT retain
thxalot
yeah
:)

deciding btwn going t the library and staying at home t study
i hate the amount of work tht is waiting for me
seriously
HMPH
mmm i gt nth much t say rly
PW sucks?
yes ok tht's something t say
I HATE MY GRP
oh did i jst say that?
maybe i did maybe i did not
I HATE MY GRP

oops did i jst say tht agn
you tell me

i'm going t be a house hermit
and i didnt get t go ITFAIR. tht sucks
thr's fat-free icecream in the fridge.
tell me is thr something called FATFREE icecream!?
anyhw. tht's random.
enough already.
byebye

-

STOP HERE NOW

2006-08-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

TO MR HSU:

I WOULD LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE IT ALOTALOT IF YOU DIDNT READ THIS BLOG. YA. IT IS ABSOLUTELY WAYY WEIRD. YA SO THANKS ALOT.

BYEBYE

YOURS
X

i feel scrutinized.
:(
goodnight everybody

dream dreams!

2006-08-20T11:12:00.000+08:00

finally my blogger and google have been restored to english
to think that ive been meddling arnd w the blogger keys which are chinese for the past few months or sth. crap.

mmm had a really really really really weirddddd dream yestd night
weird and funny at the same time.
aiyah damn cannot write here cos its like a mix of alotalotalot of rubbish.
damn funny coming t think of it.
okay maybe i'll be brief
sth about me being in some school's prom night, cannot rmb which sch. i think its a sec school. ya. oh then those ppl who were late were scolded by the teacher. sit outside on the floor and get scolded; in their prom outfits and all
[i suspect this part came frm us getting scolded by ftong abt being late for contact]
yeah then everyone was forced t dance
[like ????????] okay nvm
oh then i got scolded by somebody [about sth i cannot rmb, and i dnt knw who scolded me]
okok this is so warped
but i woke up laughing.
LOL

gg t parkway ltr [no sihan its not what u think]
for lunch
piano ltr and more mugging since 'jie da huan xi' is over and gone :(
i hv yet t master the prokaryotics and eukaryotics crap thing
whatevr!

weeting btw ure damn funny can!
LOL
ohya and gg t develop photos too. yay!!

stupid sad saturday

2006-08-19T19:24:00.000+08:00

xinen is one sad girl today
cos her dinner sucked
and her day was oh-so-typical-that-it-sucked-anyway
:(

slept ALOT
too much in fact. not that is not a good thing. its a vry good thing. but tht equates to ME being very UNPRODUCTIVE. effing sucks.
so im going t not watch sucky singapore idol repeats on tv. and watch joakim with his lousy performance oust mathilda. whatevr la.
SI is going dwn the drain faster than dan ong can say 'this is... singapore idol!'

anyway my saturday movies are all being replaced by singapore idol reruns and im nt vry happy:(

i need to do these!
OR DIE

study for bio test [prokaryotes and eukaryotes; personally i dnt give a damn]
do chem halogenoalkanes tut
maths tut 25!!!
attempt pw WR agn

:(:( x209348902384092840938240298409238

mm ohya the biggest reason y tday sucked is cos my dinner is effing lousy to eat.
i had these

the beehoon was cold. damnit. and mum told me we were gg out t eat. and i hv t eat her leftovr beehoon:(:( PPFT.
shld have eaten at bedok int.
:(
and as you can see i had computer-dinner [dinner infrnt of the comp!:(]
major YUCK
i decided not t eat after about 5 miserable mouthfuls

the saving grace
my fave drink ever. luckily bro din drink the last bottle and let me hv it t eat w my sucky dinner. ohwell. sucky dinner to end a sucky day
:(

i hope tmrw will;must be better
maybe if you smsed me my day wld be a little bit better. ya
:(
i think the number of :('s that i used tday is the most in my life

:(
:(
:(

HAPPY 15TH BRO!

2006-08-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

:D

the birthday boy. happy fifteenthhh! [his truly]
HAPPY FIFTEENTH BRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i knw he will see this so u better thank me whn u do.
see, now you're famous. and im so gg t find tht blog.
u jst wait!:D
some pics!:)

BRO&ME!:D

the family, me, mum, dad, BRO!

hmm what a pretty cake! cant wait t eat it

oh yeah man! wish time! i get a wish i get a wishhh!

now who wants a piece of my deeelicious cake?

mummy and BRO

ahwell
today was an okayy day luh, i guess
typical stuff with the stupid gp essay t write. seriously i hatehatehate writing essays in cls. hmpf. aiya but anything la. i realised my essays are getting shorter and shorter. cos rly no point in writing so long jst t get the same marks or evn lousier. so wth la ya.

1 foolscap. 2 sides. no more. end of story
short and swt.
i like

pe was the funnest in ages. played frisbee.
we kinda sucked at it:( not as easy as it seems rly.
lol but i think the laughing till ours sides hurt was enough t cover the exercise, no?:D. we evn had t dig among the bushes t fish out our frisbee. lucky it din go out of school. lol
we're a joke. i shall not laugh at those practicing frisbee in the field anymore!!
promise:D

had bio remedial aft.
i finally understand the transcription capping, polyadenalation, translation thingies! yesyesyessss. sat thr for like 2 hours la. but hmpf, anything la. its ovr. and im happy.
i need t start studying for the test nxt wk!

OHYA
i realised i forgot t say abt a damn impt thing!
superduperfreaking impt.
and uh [interesting]
well lets jst put it in as few words as possible
me, wanting, wee, chicken, shaun got caught by ftong on wed for being late for contact. hello! maybe he's nv heard of the phrase better late thn never. anyw, blahblahblah he was talking crap in his office. oh then he said we were dishonest cos we told him we had t report at 1250 instead of 1245.

LOL

why on earth wld we want t lie t him. omg lol. then he said dishonesty carried w it a 2 week inhouse suspension. ahahhaa what the crap. its all fake one cannn! threaten people until like tht!pfft.okay anyw, had t write letter of apology and reflection. okay lor.

the best thing right, is we hv t sit first row for all future contact time[damn] and we cannot eat opp school for the nxt wk. like he'll knw! he doesnt hv our timetable la can. oh and everymorning hv t report t his office at 7 [freaking] 15 am to let ftong sign my handbook. how interesting! ohwell its only until monday. went home at like 5.30 la tht day whn we cld hv gone home at 3.
PFFT.
but aiyah. the whole thing jst made me miss kiwkiw alot. his naggings and all. i rly respect him. until some people here who shouts at ppl:(:( but this incident made me 'refresh' all the times we ran frm kiw and took alternative staircases jst t avoid kiw. hmpf.

ohwell this is one stupid incident.
it better not happen again.
we dont want t play games with you mister. 'i dont think im very interested in games, sorry' lol. but went home vry emotionally tired and drained. dunno why. hope this doesnt rpt itself anytime soon. im a good kid rly.

imagine if he knw that my mummy is the discipline mistress:)

and we rly must thank the yrone soccer guys for their v. timely goal to draw away ftong's attn. and let us off easy. hah!:) divine intervention? ok maybe nt.

okok today.
went t fish&co t celebrate bro's bdae
the people thr we like super nice. they actually sang a birthday song for him. in front of all the othr customers and people. ohman. i think he[bro] was damn embarrassed [in a gd way la]. imagine a stranger announcing ur bday t the whole restaurant and singing bday song! hilarious!
oh and he was made t hold a lit sparkler! haha

all for a scoop of icecream! hahh! super memorable bday lor!
kick myself for nt bringing cam!:(:(
so who's up for a fish&co birthday?:D

:D
v. tired alr.
hope tmrw is a fruitful day and i get lots of things done
thr's cell tmrw! wheee!:):)

:)

my gp tutor

2006-08-15T22:59:00.000+08:00

hello
today is a tuesday and all tuesdays are bad days
yes i hate tuesdays
i still do
cos why? the timetable's horrible with all the sucky lessons
thrs pw and we hv t edit the shit WR.
oh did i mention i also hate pw. yes i jst did
:(
and tday thr's napfa

OMG I PASSED IT ALL INCLUDING SBJ! :D:D:D

thrs training
[no nt tht i dnt like training, i DO like it but its jst tiring! ok duh nvm]
the day ends so freaking late!
im so so so tired and its barely 11pm.

so conclusion: i hate tuesdays. boo to them

anyw i jst realised sth true/funny/interesting/whatever u want t call it

10 things my gp tutor should/can/will do to become the best gp tutor in the universe:D

1. ditch the NIE teaching style now now now
[implying stop ploughing through every single pg of the resource package]

2. stop being late for classes

3. accept JC students as they are [forthright or not]

4. should do something abt the uh hairstyle;sucks

5. stop trying too hard in lessons
[be it in the joke telling arena; or not]

6. stop picking on ppl namely US
[something is only a distraction if you keep making a constant effort to allow it to be a distraction and persistently notice/look at/stare at it ignoring other things/ppl in cls]

7. wear short sleeve shirts

8. dont put pens and markers in shirt pocket lest they become new dye patterns on your shirt

9. sit in one of rajesh's damn good gp lessons

10. try to memorize other people's names OTHER THAN OURS:(

okay, im done
im absolutely serious about every single point by the way ya

now im officially dead beat
goodnight world
i demand swt dreams
:D

proud of meself

2006-08-14T21:09:00.000+08:00

:)
im vry proud of myself
why? cos i managed t use the net for only 10min today!
claps for me!
& im gg t study nw!

oh jst needed t say this

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH TANSIHAN!

are u honored? i came online jst for this!
:)

HAHA:D

2006-08-13T18:11:00.000+08:00

lol my cuz jst asked me who handsome is on my msn pm
haha do i look like im going t tell him!
but thn agn he's funnnnnnnnnyy!

anyw,

its sunday and sunday night is always [ALWAYS] a sucky night
cos why? got alot of homework and dumb stuff t finish
;or die the nxt day
a horrible mutilated deathhh
yes i dnt want that

okay lets see whts on the charts for me

study for chem test [until carboxylic acid]
do finish maths tutorial 24
attempt bio tut 6 [which is so sucky]
pack my file

and tht's enough t kill me already, yes?
:(

had cell bbq yestd!
superduper fun and funny:D
for the first time we girls startd the fire w help frm jon la. but still!
the food was great
the company was greater
everything was uh, perfect!:)
oh and cldnt finish the food. like every bbq
asked weeeeeeeee t come!
'im nt supposed t b talking t youuuuuu!:(:('
NO FAIR!

haha bbq was fun la!

oh and you jst dont dunk the host into her own swimming pool! its not right!
haha lucky they din get dwn t doing it
keith and terrence are so so so funny!

stupid security guard:(

mmm looking forward t the week after tuesday
but not vry looking forward t study

i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study
i need motivation t study

i need t find it fast

oh well, nice day everyone!
:D

2006-08-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

26 things to do in an elevator.

1) When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you.

2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.

3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.

4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor you're on.

5) Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?"

6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!"

7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.

8) Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an apointment.

9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.

10) Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking.

11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.

12) Ask, "Did you feel that?"

13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.

14) When the doors close, announce to the others, "It's okay, don't panic, they open again!"

15) Swat at flies that don't exist.

16) Tell people that you can see their aura.

17) Call out, "Group Hug!" and then enforce it.

18) Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, "Shut up, all of you, just shut up!"

19) Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, "Got enough air in there?"

20) Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.

21) Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, "You're one of THEM!" and back away slowly.

22) Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers.

23) Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.

24) Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.

25) Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, "I have new socks on".

26) Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers, "This is MY personal space!"

okay u can stop laughing alr!
this is superduper x3948092834 times funny la
koped frm siwei's blog one! thx t weeting!
ahaha:)
i jst had t kop it. too funny pls.
nxt time im in the lift. i'll knw wht t do!!!

mm actually my day kinda sucked big time
cos why it was jampacked t the max!
thx t a few uh-wonderful teachers:(
had 2.4run in the morning
then 5 straight hours of lesson

boring gp
boring gp
chem lab
chem lab
maths tut

then i had t do the compre + AQ for gp cos i didnt do tht day cos din go sch. boo!
so damn slpy la. cldnt concentrate properly and had a major freaking headache:(
went for phototaking aft
sat under lt2 t do the remaining AQ rubbish.
went home at like 6pm
:(:(
and weeting thx ah!
nt talking t you forever!:(:(:( x293819082390283

FIREWORKS is love.
<3

ONG JINGRU!

2006-08-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

okay wait i have t say something! this entry is so dedicatd t
ONGJINRU the karoke queen
[i bet jingwen will be damn amused by these! right!]

ong and me

ong and sihan

the three of us. ahha we look like we're
quarreling. sit so far!

STOPSTOPSTOP! aiyah i must take 2 mikes then can
take photo one! u dunno meh. im the karaoke queen!
:)

some mtv!

guess who's hand. who else so boliao anyw!?:)

and finally. on a parting shot
queen of kbox!

u vry lucky i cannot upload the 3 stripes one!
haha nxt entry i try agn!
oh ya u want the photos take frm me ovr msn k!
HAHA
:)
love u onggg!

happy national day!!

2006-08-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

hahah this is abit late but yeah!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE:)

fireworks photos soon!
i need t rush my EOM
do the chem gas law thing
maths tutorial [omg!]
sleep early [v. nt possible:(]

hence the delay in photos. yup

uh okay tday
went for the pw interview;finally
after alot of uh, rubbish. ya
me shaun and aaron went
dunno whr the othr 2 disappear to anyhw:(thanks ah
oh the guy, joe i think was real informative.
i think he didnt hv anybody t talk t the whole day hence his verbal diahorrea [in a gd way] to us. ya he went on and on and on and on and on and u get the drift. while me and aaron fake smiles all around like polite students who really are very bored, shaun jst happily yawns away like nobody's business. lol.
sat thr like for one and a half hour can!
ohman and i din eat lunch before tht. hurhur
so aft went t some hawker centre t eat:)

yes tht's [dumb] pw for you.
sometimes i rly hate pw!!!!

actually wanted t slp one whn i got home.
but ended up at ecp again t blade.
damn fun!
ilovelovelovelovelove blading:D:D:D
and nw i got 2 gigantic red blisters on both my feet at exact same places! hurts like crazy man! oh and my skin scraped on my both my calves. cos the socks werent high enough.
OWWW
whn bathing its like hell:(

and thrs 2.4 run tmrw
okok nuff alr

I WANT T WATCH FIREWORKS TOMORROW!!!
9PM @ ESPLANADE
who want t go????:):):)

happy holidays everyone
i really wished i didnt have t go t school tmrw. really.
stop grinning victorians and meridians
i wish i wish

:D

2006-08-09T17:32:00.000+08:00

haha
okayyy i shall blog sth about yestd. oh ya nt forgetting the PICTURES
yesyes all in good time
i have 1/2 hour t get everything said and done.
cos why my NDP live plans hv fallen through:( no angel in disguise came t give me tix:( so ima sit in frnt of my 29'' and watch.
im feeling v. patriotic allofa sudden. maybe its cos of the NDP songs which they rptdly play on tv. mm?

celebratns was okayish la. the hall was damn squeezy la. studnts plus tchrs plus oldfolks somemore. walao. then they make us turn and turn and turn and turn dunno how many millionth time:( went t meet ong and the tans ltr. i tell u im vry smart. i waited at the stupid 12 and 38 busstop for like TWENTY mins (the bus still din come) then i realised i was heading t VJ and 12 din go VJ. smartness. then i half walk half run t the backgate busstop t catch stupid 31. xinen wht were u thinking!!!!!!!! DUMB

went t kbox, parkway t sing
all the songs i cannot sing
you knw why? cos i dnt listen chinese songs!HAHA
so i jst sat thr and laugh at ppl. damn funny and FUN still. with all the ah-pek versions and whatnots:)

ongjingru you win, u are officially the kbox queen okay!

aft alot of funny antics oh and jinglebell rock! LOL. definitely brings back memories can! but the mtv suck and threatened t throw our faces shld a kbox person walk in on us. yupp!
okay im going t start listening t chinese songs frm nw on.
hopefully.
hahaa maybe i can speak chinese more coherently ya [looks at ongjingru] i miss chinese in a weird kind of way. anyhw.
love the company thr!:)

aft went t bugis t take NPs. its been ages i tell u.
&the place was swarming with yuppies and 'teenyboppers' haha quote sihan
rly packed la but since we were with ong, we HAD t take nps.
'conquer her fears for them' so i say!:)
the machine abit weird also. aiyah whatever. those ppl earn heck of a lot of money can.haha
went t sasa and threatened ong with the eyeshadow, blusher, nailpolish and everything else.
lets jst say she looked like a red/pink/purple indian after tht [no im nt racist]
wait see the photos ltr!:)
ohya ong u want them?:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
u can show jingwen also. then i can congrajulate jingwen on her [ahem]marriage.
:D
ong i bet u love sasa t bits right, let u get in touch w the feminine side of u!!

went t coffee bean t sit and talk aft tht
v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v funny
i think i've laughed enough t last me a year or sth.
my cheekbones achedddd! i think they've grown muscles!
talked abt everything under the sun. frm yy to fairypuff to everything. HA
we should go out more soon! haha sally u can set another date, you're more successful than ong at planning outings eh!

had alot of fun
miss you guys loads alr.

left for home aft.
went back t marina sq thr t watch FIREWORKS
with mummy&daddy
superduperuber nice la
its like soooo near and exploding abv us.
ohman prettyness:)
see the pics.

the esplanade thr was like jampacked w people la
wa squeeze like siao
but its worth it man
saw a few ppl too. cuz and weiqin
ended up at cartel aft t kill time cos the mrt was overcrowded!

ahwell. its NDP alr! im gg t watch it!! teeheeeeee
think im still a kid at heart.

[pics ltr;promise]

AHHHHHH!

2006-08-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhh
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS T SAY BUT I CANNOT SAY!
NO IM NOT STUPID OR ILLITERATE OR HAVE LOST MY TYPING SENSE
OOOOOOOOOOH
SOOOO SECRETIVE
OH MAN!!!!!!
AHAH TODAY ROCK.

LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS

DIEDIEDIE IM DYING COS I CANNOT SAY ANYTHING HERE
TOO. UH, NOT-RIGHT.
you knw wht i mean right u mean poks.
[glares at sihan sally and onggg]

im going t do sth about it.
im going t write this somewhere!!!
haha im nt making any sense!
i dont care

IM STARTING T THINK IM LIVING IN MY OWN TINY WORLD

ohohoh. i watched fireworks tonight
so damn pretty pls!
thrs more on fri
who want t date me????? HAHA

handsome(s) are damn handsome RIGHTRIGHTRIGHT!!!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

hmpfs! i still wanna watch the NDP LIVE!plsplspls!:D

tuesday is TOMORROW!

2006-08-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

LALALA im veryveryvery happy!
cos tmrw is tuesday
im not coherent nw. but do u care? :D
tday went by vry nicely. too nicely infact
lest a few laughs and uh-interesting things:D:D:D:D:D:D:D teeheeeeeheee

and yknw why. cos tmrw's TUESDAY
4-of-us-outing dayyyyy
its been so long i cannot rmb when but haha i think i cannot slp tday!
wheee!
i got so so so many things t tell u guys i may nt knw whr t begin!
quote sally 'i think we miss each other more than we realise!'
ha its one sane thing u;ve said. WELLDONE.!

ohwell before i start getting myself all high over sth yet t come
i shall narrate tday;s happenings. unbiasedly!
:D
mondays are shortshortshort days.
its econs day too!
but ahahaaa lest the econs 'cost' test which i think i aced [lol]
ooh
andandand. i skipped my first lecture of my life
okok sounds damn loserish, but wth, its a first rightttttttt!
teeheehee!
oh and it happens t be an econs [yes my darling econs] lecture.
catch no balls in it anyw.
we [me, weet, wanting, shaun, aiksiong, chicken]
heh. badbadbad people
spent our time

hiding in toilets.
no i mean seriously.
cos the guys went t canteen aft printing pw and saw ms goh
yes of all people.
so they chionged back t the guys toilet. [nv see them run so fast b4.hmm]
suddenly brought back memories of dhs.
and our constant lookout for kiwkiw. ooh sihan rmb ur kiw sensor!!!:)
so we stayed in the audi toilet for a good 10mins. 'wow'
how productive eh
i thought so too. but it was damn fun nonetheless
the adrenaline, the excitement, the rush
all courtesy of uh, ms goh? haha!

aft went t catch click! at century sq.
nice show yeah. actually i say tht t almost every show so one. either i cant judge shows, or two i happen t hv vry good taste in shows.
yup!:)
was damn funny la, the company and the show.
alright, the show was touching and stuff. [grins at wanting!!!!]
i think we made a whole lot of noise in the cinema and stuff ya! but heck!:)
i still think the girl in the show is damn pretty! ahaha!

it feels weird nt watching tv at 9pm. dunno why
maybe my brain tells me t on the tv
heh im nt succumbing t temptation
plus. the cast isnt evn eye-candy worthy. right!
so i'll make full use of my precious nighttime. [or whts left of it]
ah well jst received the email frm tht joe guy from SEC. [pw stuff]
whatevr la. hmph may hv t go dwn on 10th aug t some place at tanjong pagar. pfft!
its a SCHOOL HOLIDAY
i think he knw it and purposely one.boo to him then

okayy im done talking here.
supposed t be doing EOM draft 2. hah but mm 'maybe ltr la'
gg t read some chickflicks nw. oh and find sth t wear tmrw.
imagine PINK with tjGREEN skirt.
major yuckness
so ima wear white. but personally i'd choose the normal sch uni. whatevr la

mm here's a super funny article i saw on teletext this aftnn
maybe the person doing the teletext-ing? got bored or sth.
ahah read this

'100 adult cockroaches will be taking part in the event organised on august 10th. there will be ten races with ten participants each. with each winner then competing in the final for a $1000 prize money.

organisers remain tight-lipped on the fate of the cockroaches after the race'

lol. $1000 leh. for one stupid pest.
maybe the organizers want t eat fried cockroaches after tht, then they shy. ha!
ewwww
cockroach race anyone? free tickets to be amongst the spectators!
:D
am i unbiased or what!

ADULTS just DONT get it

2006-08-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

hah who says teenagers gossip
adults gossip too
i mean seriously, isnt thr like an age whr this all like disappear or sth
why must ppl talk abt other people's kids like they do abt strangers
isnt there some kind of divide or sth
hello. to whatevr adults. [yes u knw who u are]
who read this and happily 'gossips' away. u better stop it NOW
i mean this is my space and i say what i want to say
u want to read
its okay [but i'd rather u not seriously]
u also dnt hv t go arnd advertising esp t my mum or anything RIGHT
if she want she'll do it herself
and thx alot i DONT NEED YOUR FREE ADVERTISMENT
'oh hi, i read ur daughter's blog u knw and BLABLAHBLAH'
i mean i cant help it tht u read ur son's blog. cos he's your son
but u want t read also no need like tht right.

its like broaddaylight stalking.

i'dve chged urls if i'd knw earlier
but why bother since i love my archives so much
and you're nt going t make a diff t my life
read it, know whatever, FINE, none of my business
sometimes, exercise some discretion, keep ur big mouth shut
i didnt invite u here
but now im kicking you out
wht goes on in my life does not concern you and will never do, yes im sure of tht

ohyeah maybe they think they wanna close the generation gap by reading teen 'lingo' so adults call it but they dnt evn undstd, lol or ttyl or rotflmao or anything for tht matter
i didnt want t knw if my cuz[your son] had a piercing or whtevr but thx t certain people i knw. what good does it do me, NOTHING.

'snooping ruins r/ships, creates unhappiness' why wld u want t do tht
i dnt wanna knw anything abt u, y shld u want t knw anythg abt me.
bleah!

so, back off. now

yes this entry is dedicated t you. [you knw who u are]
and as for another you in usa,
i let u cos i trust u, why break tht trust by telling others close t me.
isnt tht tantamount t gossiping.
note: this is NOT informing

i want my own space. and i will not let u guys spoil it for me
keep your thoughts t yourself.
stop behaving like KIDS.

end of story.

whirlwind of thoughts

2006-08-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

so many thoughts and stuff running through my brain nw that i dont evn knw what am i thinking anymore.

happy/swt/angry/tired/pissed
/sad/regret/love/anticipation/unfairness

are just some of them
hmph rly dunno hw t put them dwn into words. its like diff pieces of emotions and thoughts, pieces of people's speeches, facial emotions replaying slow-mo in my head, flashbacks. whatevrs

i think that's the other side of me
and i think its a friday night thing. yeah im supposed to 'be studying econs'
but i jst took like timeoff. look at the stars outside.look from the other side of the looking glass
maybe i'll see things differently
just maybe.
just chilling out by myself sometimes rock. esp whn i cant go out or anything thx t some stupid bug. yeah thanks alot ah:(
sitting on my 'balcony' straddling 2 metal chairs, basking in the warm friendly glow of the patio light is very thought provoking. i think im crazy. sometimes i'll laugh abt past things that happend. sometimes i'll be damn pissed. sometimes jst injust. all in a span of a few minutes

now, im dysfunctional

i jst want t keep those things tht make me laugh, make me happy in me and dump those ugly, pissfying things along the side of the road, lest become roadkill. its weird sometimes how jst seeing something on someone elses' nick [xinen, no concern of yours, u are jst a kpoh] affect u so much. -jst stop doing that will you! its of no benefit to you and to anyone else.

then the nxt moment. something like some crazy gossip invades my head and i start laughing t myself. ohohoh i forgot the 9'oclock show also. so damn swt pls

it jst ended tday. no more tv xinen, time t study. put 9'oclock to good, productive use pls. anyw, it was overdue to end. shld've ended last wk though. abit anticlimax luh the ending but weixiang is still damn cute, super swt, unbelievably adoring, not-a-loser-esque like julian hee aka guobin. heh i shall live in my own fairytale and want someone like weixianggggg!

where are youuuu? stop hiding. now:D if u think u hv what it takes. you're on.

HAHA:D

this week flew by real fast. its seldom i say tht. cos i hate tues and am always finding reasons t pon civics and contact t make it home. so yeah it went by real fast.
things happen things change. things can never be the same
had a vry insightful talk with _ and _.
wahh love them t bits.haha:)
its funny how we share same sentiments and stuff. mmm maybe its the backgrnd. however much i say i dnt miss it i DO miss it. and will alwys.
sometimes dhs rly impart things t us we'd nv have learn otherwise.
:)

shit this is going nowhere
and nw im damn elated
cos talking t sihan and sally makes me very happy
and gossipy. okok shit i cannot continue alr.
cannot think

i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues
i cant wait for tues

byebye!

irritated?not irritated?schizo!

2006-08-03T16:18:00.000+08:00

mmm listening t the pirates of the carribean theme song nw. damn seh song pls. super nice. ahaha my bro thinks im crazy cos i keep putting the song to replay mode and blasting it. aha im irritating people. but i like it so so so much. think he cant stand it alr. i think ive listened t it about 5 times consecutive.
LOL
cos its only like 1min30sec long. so damn short. im gna dwnload the OST soon!heh.
oh and daddy bought the pirates 1 teehee i can watch my johnny depp how many umpeteeth times i want

:)
oh ytd. was crazy
seriously la. edited the stupid pw WR. until THREE AM yesterday courtesy of someone:(
then didnt finish everything but qte a substantial amt though. yeah
then the best thing. cldnt sleep aft tht dunno wht's wrong w me seriously.

im so dead tired and stuff but i jst lie on my bed and toss and turn.
sucks!
dunno wht time then slept then on the first ring of my alarm wake up le.[read 5.50am] normally i 'play' with my three alarm clocks, [snooze, ring, snooze, ring..] for 20min and wake up arnd 6.15 like tht.

so effectively i only sleep 2 hour plus. but surprisingly i psyched myself today t be tired in the aftnn but im nt tired at all luh. damn weird can.

and i still hv t edit the pw.
i thought i'd be damn pissed the whole day abt nt being able slp and exchanging it for crappy editing work but i got ovr it soon enough aft complaining and whining to a few people. namely my vry nice friends in cls!:) thx those who listened t all my complains and stuff yeah!

so school sometimes is a good thing. sometimes only.

but we rly hv t get pw tgt soon yeah!

ima do more editing. aim: <3000 words. damn.

byebye:)

above average

2006-08-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

yippee for the first time this week my day was abv average
:)
for once bio wasnt tht boring
[okay it WAS boring but not AS boring, get it!]
did some role of telomere shit 5' to 3', 3' to 5' which i dnt give a damn abt
seriously.
wanted t pon civics cos its so damn pointless really sit thr. blahblahblah whn i can be at home slping, or out eating lunch at someplace othr than the opp hawker centre. hmph. but guess what. f tong was taking attendance. hurhur. i suppose he doesnt want his dearest beloved tjcians running around not attending civics.
oh and he confisated a whole bunch of handphones. maybe he has mood swings tday. just maybe.

went to opp sch for lunch. walao damn funny luh can
with wanting, weet, zihe, shaun and weeyang.
LMAO
laugh until want t die. think will hv indigestion frm laughing too hard during mealtimes? LOL.
slept abit
did some chem. its like a daily ritual thing. HA
think ima starting t understd organic alot better.
may the alkanes, alkenes, alkylbenzenes, alcohols, carboxylic acids + derivatives, alkylhalides invade my brains NOW pls.
and the 5 mechanisms. okay enough. not gg t bore myself here:)

WHY AM I FEELING SO HAPPY?????

this is damn weird
maybe its the after effects of the love at 0 degrees show. damn swt pls:)
awwww:)

dunno why am i feeling so happy whn i knw i have DUMB PW TO EDIT
and my wonderful grp members only tell me comp crash at ELEVEN PM.

DONT I LOVE THEM TO BITS.

sometimes i rly wonder whether one's comp rly crashes or isit jst an excuse to delay the handing in of stuff. yeah i knw editing sounds cool and not forgetting it looks damn 'zai'LOL! on the report. editor: so and so. okay whatever. sometimes things jst happen so coincidentally i wonder whether coincidence is really a coincidence.
okay what am i saying?
shit nw i have t edit. byebye 2 more hours of sleep

this is insane im still feeling happy.
think thr's something wrong w me.

somehw i look forward t tmrw also although i dunno wht's on tmrw. but i knw thrs a ton of lectures.

xinen i think u are mad.
go and do your editing.

somehow i feel somethings will nv be the same agn. no matter what. its jst a feeling though.

think tht's the only sober line ive sad.hoho

happy me

2006-07-30T17:30:00.000+08:00

happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy

cos i finally found my season 1,2,3 of ONE TREE HILL!!!!!!
@citylink HMV!!!
:)
the sad thing is they cost about $130!!!:(
hahaa im still going t get ittttt!

soon

mm went out w sihan and jon ytd.
ahaah hilariously funny
walked arnd in suntec and ahem listen t sihan's 'woes' heh!
coffee-clubbed.
mushroom crepe is damn good. nice and cheesy.
crepe = creeps? lol
:)
stopped at bedok interchg t drink sugarcane.
omg that makes a total of 3 times i've been t interchg tday
hmph.
yuck i dnt like sugarcane.

mmm tday
went t the library t find some dumb pw stuff
and i didnt find any.
sian la
walao my topic is totallly un-findable in the library
ass.
tonight hv t send my part t be collated. shit. i still hv some way t go.
ARGH
stupid pw.

whatever. im going t surf ebay nw.teehee

oh and going out on 8thaug w sally, sihan, jingru!!!!!!
cant wait!:) finally aft so long.

ok, byee!

MR BROWN

2006-07-29T12:30:00.000+08:00

tralalalla im a happy person.
for now la and hopefully the rest of the day
absolutely productive for torrid PW last night. 2 points down 3 more to go
all the wayy xinen

oh and if any of my grp members are reading this
(which i highly doubt!)
you may want t know that i GOT AN INTERVIEW REPLY FROM SOME GUY IN THE BATTERY RECYCLING THING. (finally)
yup the guy who wrote the eom article that i used.
heh! am i pro or whatt. (it was my first try lehhh!)
yeah so email me more questions can so i can ask him.
(until one day he decides to not reply my emails cos they're becoming more of a hassle)
yeah.

uh, and i was surfing for the MRBROWN (infamous) podcast on the bak chor mee man yeah that one. hilariously funny courtesy of wanting. yep. but i have no idea why i cannot dwnload it.
RURRH.
maybe cos my speakers cannot work and that dumb windows media player cannot save it.
irritating.
so if anybody wld be kind enough t dwn load it and send it t me via msn
i'll be vry grateful!:) teehee
but now before you hv a good laugh at it beforehand of course. duh!

ya so go and see ah:)

MR BROWN BAK CHOR MEE PODCAST

and dont forget t send it t me!:)
more later whn i come back -

trainings!!!

2006-07-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

as the title suggests guess what i did today
hurhur
ok wait let me start in chronological order
ran 2.4km tday.
was v. tempted t PON PE
horrr! like somebody! ooh. i got cramps.
LOL. so i guess ima not gna b using my once a term parents letter exucse alr. since aft napfa thr's no point ponning cos its games. right!
oh did i mention i hate standing broad jump
oh ya i STILL DO.
i mean its rly stupid hello! swinging your hands like some too heavy t fly birdie and jumping like a frog. i mean i dnt rly care abt it yeah but since failing it wld involve some not too nice stuff. like re-test. i shall aim t pass it. DUMB.

GP WAS A MAJOR BORE

and mr hsu is absolutely RANDOM.
he came up t me aft the lesson. gave me the 'thumbs up' sign asking me whether the lesson was good or not. how can i say ' uh actually frm the bottom of my heart, it was WAYY BORING. balding ppl are so much more interesting!:)'

right, so i didnt
and he proceeded t ask me if i wear contact lenses. hello! NO LINK PLS!

hah. dnt get me wrong. not tht i dnt like him. it was jst one boring gp lesson. tht's all.
everyone HAS boring gp lessons. aye?;)

chem spa skill D. major brain diahorrea [sp?]
jst vomitting everything i memorised out.

had training tday
had that stupid mental barrier agn that said. training is bad go home. your bed is so much more tempting. blahblahblahhh. yeah everyone has them
but i went for training.
it was so great.i mean i rly like trainings alotalot. its jst the waiting for training to start part that sucks. did drives, boasts, cross courts forehand and back.

i mustmustmust improve my backhand

had fun sweating it out in the courts and smacking the ball.
:)
hopefully i can improve on my techniques and stuff!:)
the after training gratification is wunderful, hahaa feeling like you've done something worthwhile tday. heh love it.

mmm other things nw.
have t complete pw written report draft 1 by nxt thurs.
ARGH.
supposed t do chapt 1. not too bad though. but like a million things to write but i cannot phrase them coherently and convincingly.
i must find a way. mustmustmust.
hope my group pulls it together. its nearing the end. gogogo.
think im qte good at multitasking. cos im doing the WR and blogging and chatting and blogsurfing at the same time.
which also means i'd finish WR by about 2am or sth. NOT GOOD. i need my slp!
tmrw's a busybusy day

okays.
ohya was thinking abt signing up for thte yunnan OCIP thingy in nov. its like qte good according t claud and joce. hmph. but got nobody go w me lehhhh!
so who wanna go w me!!!!!:)
deadline 4 aug leh! so if want faster!:)
think thr's church missions t baojing also.
ooh if i go for both [heng they dnt clash] i'd be in china for like majority of my dec hols.
woah. extreme chinese exposure. maybe its good for a non-chinese speaking person like me. my chinese rly CMI. dunno hw lqx put up w me for 2 years. heh!

oh uh one last thing.
*chor wanting! i want the mr brown podcast!!!!!!!!!!!!

yays tmrw going out w JON and SIHAN. havnt seen jon in like AGES since the smart ass like he is is in london studying med. woah. eeeeeeeee BIO.
major catchup session thn.
ooh and kennyrogers AGAIN.
yumms cornbread muffin!

:)
night!

sleep sleep sleep!

2006-07-27T14:49:00.000+08:00

y'know something?
i'm supposed to be sleeping now
why? cos its a thursday thing
or rather its a everyday thing
napping
without it i'm like pepetually zonked out.
and i'd be yawning my guts out after the 9 'o clock show
[which is damn nice btw; elvin totally rocks!]

and totally unproductive after tht which is badbadbad
i need to study. you see
ahah actually thurdays kinda rocks. cos im back home before the 1pm news ends on channel 8. i knw. no body evn watches that 1pm news right. cos everyone's slogging it out in jcs and whatnots. sucks.
mm. decide to try my luck and email some guy about pw stuff
the guy that the STRAITS TIMES EDITOR recommended to me
haha ohya hor i din mention it
okay i shall do so!:)

cldnt find my pw eom article tht day
was majorly pissed w all the big newspaper companies arnd the world cos they all required us to SIGN UP to read their news online.
walao. big la like that. thn puny people like us trying to do pw and trying t find an eom article will sit in one corner and cry.
but i didnt hv t do tht thanks to a very nice STimes editor.
in my very desperate attempts to find a relevant/to-date/long enough/not-rubbish article.
i emailed her
to help me find the article
i didnt expect a reply cos i mean who am i to her right, some 17 yr old kiddo maybe wasting my time. whatevr.

but she replied me
woah. im v. surprised can. pleasantly surprised.
and she recommended me some website and some author of this book and stuff
so i happily googled/yahooed the name
TADAA my 4 page long PWEOM article is born!
teeheeheee:)

i owe her big time.

i was damn inspired t do the thing.
did my eom in 2hours flat.
:)grins

so now ima email the guy. whose article i used for eom to ask him some stuff.
ohwell hopes he;s a nice guy too
although this is a li'l late for interviews and stuff. email or not
whatever la
oh and written report draft is like due next week
damn. im doing the intro part.
mmm hope i can get it done. properly. and nicely
BY NEXT WEEK
:(
i hope pw passes FAST
dont everyone jst HATE it. i do.

mm, chem spa tmrw. skillD
some crap memorising stuff luh.
oh and a ton of things t do during the weekend. jst great la
tht stupid econs essay is getting to me. and bio stuff too.
HATE JC HATE JC HATE JC
HATE JC

pfft!
i think im becoming an escapist
but y'knw something? i dont care
going out w sihan and jon on sat.
hmph. maybe tht'll take my mind off school stuff.

*eh sally. walao we all so busy sian la cannot go out
:(:(:(:( x3438209489238409823

HATE JC

hello?

2006-07-23T17:08:00.000+08:00

mmmmm
the week's gone
at times it went slow others it went damn quickly
but its gone
and nothing i do will get it back
im happy
this week sucked
pfft

progress report
studying
trying
squash
that dreaded thing
exco
hmpf

mm whatever 6 more weeks to go till the end of the term
SIX WEEKS
hmph
sometimes i rly think that i wld nv get wht i want
like i'd imagine myself getting it
then in reality i'd nv do so
no matter what
what i do
what i say
anything luh

sometimes its jst better t not think and do
not be drawn dwn by something
better t live a carefree life
sometimes things on paper speaks the loudest
albeit all others
maybe its time t work hard
for what i want
and not imagine anything before they rly happen

anyw
tj holiday tmrw
im gna b so productive and stuff
not be distracted by anything
im sure i can do it
not tht im getting my hopes up high or anything
surely its not tht difficult
oh and one more thing

im starting t dislike this ONE teacher more and more
seriously
you suck
byebye
hate you hate the sub
whatever lah
i dont need you t bother
and i'll prove it t you
stop acting as if you care

pfft!

mmm
i need something t make me laugh
something t make me smile
i realised i hvnt smiled a real smile, laughed a real laugh since 'i dunno when' its a long time.
i need something real
something really laughable
will you help me?

movie anyone

2006-07-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

went t watch pirates of the carribean: dead man's chest
AGAIN
lol
cos we din hv anything t do after school
quite sad but true. yeah and its a monday afternoon
11.55am end school what you want more.
so went t princess. hmph. heh place for poor people like us
went w wanting, weet, chicken, aiksiong, zihe, shaun yeah. tht's all.
apparently its a successful 'class outing'
LOL more than 1/4 of the cls yeah. ;)
seriously, the movie is like great and worth watching a 2nd time.
so i think luh.
eh and johnny depp and orlando bloom is HOT STUFF
and depp is super uber cute whn he runs. hehe!:) right!?
charming -yeah tht's the word
ahwell okay enjoy
my current favourite men in the world
not tht kiera knightly is not pretty.she so is;)

now tell me, doesnt he look a bit like david beckham?aye?

oh one more thing.

I HATE TUESDAYS

end of story

love/hate sunday?

2006-07-16T19:27:00.000+08:00

sunday is nth but a routine for me
a bad routine.

i so dread going t school
maybe i'm starting t hate school
as in the primary-one-i-dont-want-to-go-to-school feeling
not jst cos its v.monotonous w all the hectic rushing abt t do
and the tests and the studying
pfft!
:(
sometimes im rly tired of all the rubbish and rly count dwn t the weekend and stuff
yeah the crossing out the days of the wk on your calendar t mk friday and sat abit nearer
and before you knw it its gone alr

the vicious cycle continues, sadly

can't wait for 2007 t be over.

wait, im wasting my time here alr
this sucks
suddenly having mood swings. i want t find an escape

byebye
:(

oh MY saturday!;)

2006-07-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

saturday baby!
my fave fave day of the week:)
one: i get t wake up late
two: slack day
three: church and cell
four: watch tv alotalot
five: slp VERY LATE!

wheee
tht's life la can!
actually right i want jc t faster pass
so many before us say tht jc is the funnest part of education
but they convieniently forgot tht jc is also the
most chiong hw and tuts until u die part of our lives.
yeah THAT part.
how interesting
i totally cannot wait for this year t pass and nxt year t end
like hello uni and byebye A's and jcs
anyhw
jc is plain TIRING
fullstop

mmm
today
went swimming at a bright and early time of 9am
okay actually 10am luh cos we're late kings and queens
its only practical actually.
i mean who wakes up at 8am t get t someone elses hse at 9am t swim on a
SATURDAY
but it was fun luh
although only uh.six people
eh no seven plus yong who cldnt swim cos of infection
seriously, one handed captn ball is DUMB!
haha drank alot of pool water
eeks!

went t simpang for lunch
PRATA
man its a long time since i last had prata. seriously cant rmb whn luh
1 egg 1 kosong [in which more than 1/2 was kindly donated t brandon] and one milo dino!
whee.love the dinosaur la
but prata is a whole lot of fats and esp aft the stuff we've worked off swimming.hmph!
nice though
caron came t my hse t slack
was supposd t STUDY lahhhh
then end up doing what? looking though my photoalbums and collages and stuff
yeah and laughing at the stupid times we had in p6 and stuff
young and innocent. lol

seriously i think looking back on the years gone by we'd find everything we did absurdly stupid and laugh our butts off at the things we said and done
okay for example i'd be laughing at this entry like say whn im 20 or sth
IMMATURE
or sth along tht lines
hoho

yeah all the neoprints and photos. brings back alot of memories and stuff
nt t mention dunno hw we spnt time w lemon [right, sally, sihan, ong?]
heh!
anyhw the bottomline was no work was done. and wasted the aftnn.
and the weather was perfect for slping! all rainy and stuff:)
went t church ltr
celebrated caron's birthday
HAPPYBIRTHDAY CARON KOH JIAHUI
you're OLD.

rushed back home t mumm's class potluck
i think we [28/06] shld hv one too!
seriously la!its like ultimate bonding time can!
talk rubbish and eat food. lol!
their class is way cool.
and damn funny pls!
;)
the food is like good too!
and i hv like alot of leftovrs la
haha no, tht's not a good thing
chocolate chip cookies anyone?
and not forgetting the many zhong ji mi ma's tht we played and the tons WAYYYYYYY stupid qns tht we asked and answered. seriously right.
ROTFLMAO
and elicia is the ultimate funniest la pls
haha

funniest stuff aside, topics more serious like i mean i see my mum rly relating t them and stuff. like uh, how u find ur bros and sibs and whatevrs yeah.
or the expectation of parents and stuff.
and how you cant rly actually sit dwn and TEACH YOUR BROTHER/SISTER sth like science or amaths properly cos you'd end up scolding him 'ASSHOLE, or IDIOT, why are you so damn slow! so easy also dunno' or sth along tht lines. yeah but you'd feel much at ease teaching some leo kid science and amaths crap. yeah
what abt blood being thicker thn water? huh?
yeah but i cant exactly be an active participator of their convo. cos its jst weird luh. right!
sometimes i jst wished i was an anonymous kid in some unknown zone and stuff
yeah tht'd be nice
for a change
nt some oh tht's 'tht teacher's kid' or ppl jst see you different jst cos you hv an affliation w them which you totall dnt give a damn abt. yeah its difficult living w tht

i treasure my anonymity thxalot. but i guess its due t some teacher's kpohness and idunnowhat-ness. uh. God's grace?????? tht i knw him and he knw me. its jst weird. i can't freaking describe it but yeah. only maybe one person knws this feeling eh!

like somehw or some sort people expect an unspoken standard of you but lie through their teeth abt not having one. or expecting sth great of you and pay special attn t you. i so hate tht. so what if i hv a namesake. its jst a dumb affiliation. not tht im freaking diff. smarter than you? hah! i wish. or ask more intelligent qns? you wish? was not so stupid? i wish. hmph sometimes i rly hate you. and its not jst the subject man. i wish i nv did.
God is this part of your plan?
but maybe the first day i stepped in the quicksand pit i alr knw but was too stupid. or maybe beyond my control t step out. and whn you're in the quicksand and people fire arrows at you. sure you might miss one or evn ten. but can you miss a hundred?
surely one's bound t hit and paralyse. who knws what then.
not me. i dunno anything

okay onto sth diff. and uh, funny? yeah totally.

anyhw, i shld jst tell anyone and everyone
my bro is like damn dumb can!
as in SUPER DUMB
x298723946982349
he tries in vain everynight t nt let me use the internet.

okay i shall entertain you'll w some fiction here

me: sits dwn at the comp, USING THE COMP
bro: knowing tht the connectn is like unstable picks up the upstairs phone and tries in vain t disconnect the line. hurhur
me: im nt dumb
he: tries t irritate me my picking up and putting dwn the phoneline
me: very funny good try
he: sets an alarm t ring and put it near the phone so tht my phone connectd t the internet line will ring also
me: jst pick up the phone and undo the speaker mode so i cant hear it
he: spend his night picking up and putting dwn the phone and listening t my old music [seriously, he shld get a LIFE and stop being like laggish in terms of copying ME]
me: continues happily t use the internet.
he: doesnt give up does the clicking the mute button action on the phone while listening t music
result: i get t listen t free radio/cd on the PHONE

i think i've become a whole lot more patient and stuff jst by bearing w all his nonsense and him trying t ENTERTAIN me. seriously right, try harder dude!

falalalaalallaalala

hah i bet no one listns t jason mraz or coldplay on the PHONE
unless you're me of course.
LOL
verdict: i win othrwise hw wld i b able t post this entry!?
maybe the war will cont'd tmrw:)
who knws.

tht agn, is another teeny weeny way t enjoy life whn you hv a irritating-out-of-your-head sib.
yeah
okay i'm done

random thought: wishes term 3 t whizz pass on rocket fuelled jet engines

my hair my hair!

2006-07-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

holla
this's gonna b quick
cos its almost tmrw. get it?12am
k, nvm
today today let's see
guess what its a FRIDAY
TGIF really
PE sucked as always. pray napfa comes and goes quickly and stuff
wht stupid circuits and up&downs the sports com.
hmpf.
and the smart tchr made us stay aft the bell rang t do a few more rounds. pfft
anyhw, the cls was super duper sian diao during gp
so i think
yeah okok or rather i was
thx to the vry uninteresting mass media topics which we hv t duly cover or get our butts fried kinda stuff. yeah. stupid tables and stuff
not like we're EVER going t refer t them agn or anythg.
'nuff

mr hsu shld rly get used t our cls on fridays.
heh!
& he lunched w us agn in the sch canteen.
lol fridays beginning t sum up t a cg lunch + the tutor.

had chem pract ltr
boring stuff.
skill D. hoho so interesting. we're nw made t do WRONG stuff so tht we can identify the error!
:)
like, big joke.
but its still the A's. no shit.

went for unofficial trainings.
hit some balls in the squeaky white courts
quite fun
hitched a ride home. cos i was so damn lucky whn i was walking out of the sch gates...
in drives my daddy's car t pick mummy home.
hah
so i jst stick out my hand [flagging taxi-esq] and hopped on
whee. no hot suns and hot walks home
:) happiness

THEN
went t get my hair cut!
haaha i've been talking about it like since forever can
decided nt t go back t the old salon. hmph
went t this new place in bedok
not too bad.
heh. so my hair is nw shoulder length agn
oh and i hv a fringe!!!;)
hope i dnt get fed up w it after like 3 days and clip it back or sth
nice!:)
kinda like my hair nw
use less shampoo and save water ya!

went t TM t watch pirates of the carribean : dead man's chest
WOAH nice okay!
esp orlando bloom and johnny depp!!
HOTNESS
i think depp is eccentric-cool man!
and the eyeshadow totally rips la
oh and kiera knightly's accent is soo sexy. like some im-too-cool-for-you-brit
i like!
the ending a bit [okay, ALOT] weird nt t mention lame
cos its like hanging thr in the air kinda thing
but the cinematography was super and stuff yeah
i want pirates THREE now pls!;)

hmph. super tired nw
not t mention my half dried up eyes are popping out thx t contacts which are thr. uh let's see
DAMN 18 hours. ok go and die me
byebye now;its dire

mum's cls coming ovr t potluck tmrw
fun? i hope
oh and swimming tmrw
9 freaking AM
ohman God save me
9AM okay!:(
man!

:)

2006-07-10T17:25:00.000+08:00

teeheehee
world cup today morning
im not one who takes any sides really
jst a li'l sad cos its not
germany vs england
okok maybe in 2010 south africa then!
when im TWENTYONE. hmpf

woke up at the vry ungodly time of 1.50AM to watch it
hurhur
and they couldnt settle the match in normal 90 mins of playtime.
thankyouvrymuch ah
and we had t waste like extra what? 40min? to watch italy clinch it
well done!
but italy is damn good at penalties lah. okay they win lor

mmm went t school at 12pm today
eat your hearts out people.
haha i woke up only at 11am. shiok la
pranced off t school happily for 4 dumb periods.
got back stuff. not too bad luh.
and mrs lim [betty] even let us off EARLY
woah. vry rare vry rare.

anyhw, bro's back frm thailand tday
and he bought me a pretty billabong shirt.
hoho
not fair la thailand is like the shopping haven and he's been thr twice and me, NONE.hmpf. i must go thr one day and shop my heart out. no, serious.
im still happy abt the shirt.
at least he bought me sth
ey but i spent more on him in italy lor!;(

lol, anything!
hope this term passes quickly and the nov/dec hols come like super duper fast
lest promos.
but thts a whole diff story

for now its jst mug, mug, mug!
until our heads roll off and rot somewhere
i guess

okay here's a nice quote i came across recently

'when life deals you lemons, make lemonade'

how true
:)

oh and more more thing
pls be a total dear and do this thing for me okay
ya its for dumb stupid irritable and 'insert any piss you off word here'
but i still hv t do it
so yes, simple, click on this, finish it
i'll be eternally grateful
okay maybe not eternally but you get the idea yeah

http://FreeOnlineSurveys.com/rendersurvey.asp?sid=v8bf58uduruw15v205136

do it
;)

can i not write anything here?

2006-07-08T15:05:00.000+08:00

;)
teehee
i bet you all missed me like crazy
touch your heart. dont lie;)
anyhow think i'm having mood swings and a ton of lazy days
this is so bad
lol. jcts are ^@^#*&@^#
no comments

mm wht did i do ah these few days
oh yeah i went out
aiyah cant rmb stuff i did over 3 days ago
so yestd
school let out at 12.50
supposed t be 11.55 one then got some dumb PW talk for one hour
made me almost fall asleep whn the tchr was droning on
i'll jst go the matrix and get wht i need can
oh and i so HATE PW
PW is like *#&$*&#$*#& to me
all the data analysis. wht PI, EOM, WR, I&R
can go to hell
its not even real

mm then me and weeting cldnt decide whr t go aft tt
din feel like going home t chg. cos i lazy t decide wht t wear
seriously
then went t bugis thr AGAIN
evrytime hv concert confirm end up there
hmpf!LOL
walked the whole bugis can. every lvl. everyshop. frm project blood brothers to the bubble tea shop to m;industries to the cinema
haha you get the pic
oh and we saw shaun.
with a guy
lol only some people knw why this is funny!!;)

anyw! aft bugis, went t bugis strt
where i had a fun time shopping!
ahahaa i bought another bag.
this is so bad. 2 bags in less than a week!
ohnononono imgine wht mummy wld say if she knw
[i havent told her yet...]
but the bag is damn pretty right, weet!
oh you knw right, we bought a grand total of 4 bags there!
funny ah
until we went broke
and i owe weeting $12. bad

went t parkway aft tht albeit the super long journey on 197
walked there also. think i knw pp like the back of my hand.
headed t vjcpe [piano ensemble]
eh sihan; nice!
went home w ongjingru
chilled out w myself in my room with tons of chicklit
had a weird dream but i totally cannot rmb wht it was.hmph
quite irritating rly

ohyah i rmb sth
28/06 [my class] has a damn nice and funny civics tutor [CT]
claps for MR HSU
lol his nt related t hsu chun mei! or barbie&dee hsu
LOL
think he rly can click w us and nt spend most of his waking hours catching his own class girls for their skirts like MR GAN. boo t him.
oh and mr hsu's joke telling skills are uh, applaudable?
anyw hope he gets promoted tgt w us in yr 2 yup

mm, 3rd/4th placing tonight[tmrw morning]
i so want germany t win.
cronaldo and the rest of portugal can diffuse into oblivion for all i care
boo to them
then finals on mon morn.
we get t report t sch on mon at 12pm
[oops did i jst let tht slip;haha]
grins to those who need t report at 7.30am
;)

going t chicken's hse t watch
i think
yeah i support. italy i guess
toobad its not germany vs england
:(
lol anyw, im surfing michael owen's blog now
ONGJINGRU u listening?
yes michael owen
hahaa he's damn funny
but i rly cannot imagine him sitting in frnt of the comp blogging
lol. but its still interesting for kpohs like us who wanna associate w stars like him.

http://worldcup-uk.spaces.msn.com/PersonalSpace.aspx

haha go see. nice

I HV BEEN TAGGED

2006-07-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

I have been tagged!

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains [walao i wanted t blog abt sth else one lor!]
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY LIMWEETING.[grr]

CurrentsCurrent Mood: tired, scared [tmr's jct results:(]
Current Taste: the grapes i jst ate
Current Clothes: tjc firstaid shirt, dhs shorts
Current Desktop: bro's warcraft III stuff
Current Toenail Colour: no color
Curent Time: 9.12pm
Current Surroundings: in the living room?
Current Annoyances: that i hv to go school tmrw.
Current Thoughts: im vry tired but i want today t last as long as possible

FirstFirst Best Friends: brenda
First Crush: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ [lol]
First Movie: lion king?
First Lie: eh how i know sia
First Music: britney spears. [its so p5&6!]

LastsLast Cigarette: i dont smoke lor
Last Car Ride: dad sending me to tamp std to play badminton
Last Crush: must say meh
Last Movie: just my luck
Last Phone Call: sally
Last CD played: carrie underwood
Last song played: accidentally in love

Have you everHave you ever dated one of your best friend: er no.
Have you ever broken the law: jaywalking duh!
Have you ever been arrested: im a good kid man
Have you ever skinny-dipped: no
Have you ever been on TV: mm dont think so.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: no la

5 things you are wearing: hello didnt i jst answer tht![dumb!] anyw, tjc FAU shirt, specs, dhs shorts, hairrubberband, undies
4 things you done today: played badminton, watched movie, went shopping, watched tv, bathed
3 things you can hear right now: shanghai noon sounds. ppl talking in the park, my bro muttering sth
[i think they cant count, 2?]
1 thing u do when you're bored: read

I TAG : JINGRU, BIXIA, SALLY, WANTING! and whoever wants t do this dumb thing

lol
i cant believe i jst did tht thing.
anyway, now's what i wanna say
went out today w ong, liwei they all. supposedly t hv vincent, jerrold, sihan and sally one lor.
THEN THEN THEN
vincent thought it was 8PM to 10PM play badminton
hello! who plays badminton at that time with the nxt day being a schooling day
very smart hor!BOO
and that jerrold. oopsies i overslept!
omg the sms was damn funny! right ong!!!!;)

love, xinen!
[okay private joke!;)]

anyw, badminton was funny
and i realised im very outta practice. CMI
saw some dhs badminton ppl too. but heck i dnt evn recognise anyone.

liwei left aft
me and ong went t macs t slack
cos we were lazy dint feel like changing. yes we went thr smelly and all. and in fbts too!LOL. sat thr until our shirts dry then went t TM t watch movie.lol i like er ren shi jie w her la. teehee
watched just my luck
very nice!. oh and chris pine is super cuteeee! ahah without the specs;)
oh before tht bought a bag. quite impulse but i like it man!
oh and i still wanna buy another one. damn dint get t.
pics courtesy of ong. oops its STARRING jingru!
enjoy!

ong very pro one okay! see so cute.

see! aiyo like starfish like that;)

the shuttle balancing on ong's head. so pretty hor.

our court.

no comments.

jingru and liwei. walao im not inside la. cos im the photographer.hmpf!;0

YUM hashbrowns. but not mine. sad.

now the one on the right is mine! yay MILO.
aiyo the last one cannot upload. lol.
i shall not blackmail ong then
so pretty right ong!

okay 'nuff
then supposed t go home alr cos nth do
sally smartly called me say go out.
lol! went home t bathe and change
went out t meet sally and stuff
yeah
shopped at fareast and taka.
DIN BUY ANYTHING
im damn pissed at myself
RURRH!
:(
actually was w sally, huimin and mingyi [ppl frm her class]
lol
they abit funny sia
omg no comments

super tired now
but i want this evening t last as long as possible cos i totally dread tmrw.
no seriously right think ima gna fail everything and die a horrible death.
thankyouverymuch
need t pei yang qing xu now
going t read some chicklit or somethg
bye now

more tmrw
i hope.

PICTURES

2006-07-02T11:51:00.000+08:00

finally thank you, blogger for not being such an ASS
okay see, yestd, a prove that we were ACTUALLY there.
yup and see the multitude of people.
oh and umbrellas?;)

view of the grand stand which obviously WE DID NOT GET TO SIT IN THERE IN THE SHADE AND HAD TO BURN IT OUT IN THE SUN. boo to all those people.

somewhr whr we sat.nxt t a bunch of ijtp girls.
look at the cringing faces under the umbrellas

see a replacement of the army, airforce, police blah at the NDP.
fitting replacement? heh, uh, no.

my very freaking broad daylight robbery of a cup of HOT COKE
$2 just for tht stupid cup of HOT coke.ah well. economics yeah they say.
stupid vendors. extort poor students cash.
may they have no business until national day.

the time we left.hoho! but we were there anyhw:)
okay tht's all.
i'll upload some italy ones soon enough
when blogger decides t cooperate w me
and aft i figure out the chinese words [not fan ti zi] on the whole blogger pg
i think it hates me
[/edit] ltr.

[/edit]
okay my top few fav photos of the italy trip
i finally am not lazy t upload
starring.ME and the scenery.enjoy!

the colleseum! i have my very own now. not jst in postcards.
i tell you the view is rly great
imagine 2000 yrs ago people fighting lions in these things:)

the italian flag flew up jst at the right time.
totally screams ITALY, we're there!;)
don't ya think?

me at pompeii city
oh look at mount vesuvius behind me!!!
heh the very mountain that covered pompeii in ash in 79AD
pretty.

seha and me at the top of san gimignano
where we had a glorious time shopping!
the view was great. but the climbing wasnt.
but worth it:)

ain't the potted plants pretty?
toobad in singapore its considered killer litter

naked david and the moon!
stop being pervertic and staring at this.
move on!NOW.

venice!one of the 'palaces'
so pretty right!
if only i cld photoshop my face in here!

HIG alert![hot italian guy]!
RIGHTRIGHTRIGHT!
omg he's soooo cute
and super friendly to can!
wanna pinch his cheeks and take him home!

WOAH right! but so damn super expensive la
at least 20 euros [40 sing] for one!
byebye cash. and i didnt evn hv much left cos venice was last stop
boo

from one of the windows in the doge's palace in venice
qte cool eh

grafitti!. but pretty grafitti.

gorgeous artwork indeed.

OH MAN PLS LOOK AT THAT
GELATO!
one thing i miss about that place.
hmm. but fattening too.
lol:)

me and simin at catacombs. lol

pretty St Marco's square at night

SYF heat diffusion

2006-07-01T20:27:00.000+08:00

before i start t rant or try t describe stuff t you let me do sth first
here goes.

HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY

KOW BIXIA
hola, you're finally 17!:)teehee
give u your pres whn i see you ya!
you better like it
oh & go out shopping soon k!

okay now onto stuff.lol
slep at like 3 plus am yestd and was horridly [or not so horridly] woken up by claudia wong siying cos she was bored during ITALY vs UKRAINE.
she happily smses me saying italy was leading 2-0 in the 64'. funny ah!:)
lol and i promptly fell back t slp.
woke up at a great grand time of eleven whn my mum was cooking lunch
watched GOAL the movie t pass time. i think its a nice movie lor.
but then agn i think any movie tht makes me go. awww. is a nice movie
i think i cannot be a movie critic though. i'll prolly give every movie 4 stars or sth.
and get fired the next day
okok thts nt the point.
the point is i got t see BECKHAM in the movie
at first i thought i saw wrongly cos i was talking t daddy abt some soccer stuff. thn i caught a glimpse of him. and decided to 'backward' the thing and play again.
LOL. my dad was like must as well just freeze the thing there.
lol. he only got a pathetic THREE lines to say
HMPH. maybe he cant memorise more thn that.
oh and raul and zidane was in the movie too. 2 lines i think.
;)

but i think the guy [what's his name?] some unknown actor was quite good.
and i think they paid newcastle utd hell lot of money t use st george's park
ohwell
not t mention hw much becks and co got for their work of 3 lines.hmpf.

thn headed t SCHOOL to attend the syf 40th anniversary at the national stadium
took FOREVER to get there i tell you
and the sun was blistering HOT
like the heat literally diffusing into your skin.pfft
heng me and wanting wear polo tee although i believe we were supposd t wear full uni. heck though. the bus dropped at tanjong rhu the inside thr.
walao we had the walk superrrr far in the HOTHOTHOT sun just t get to the stadium and squeeze with tons of pri and sec school kiddos.
its the most no. of diff unis i've seen in my life. and some are rly plain UGLY or fugly [freaking ugly]. seriously, i'd jst DIE if i had t wear sth like the nurses uniform except its covered w checkered brown squares all ovr.
*faints and die
dunmanhigh's is qte nice rly

oh and we got thr abt what.4 plus. and it was supposed t start at THREE
fantastic.
so out came the umbrellas and stuff. trying t stuff 3 persons under one little GREEN [of all colors] umbrella is not vry possible. we only got our heads in. and our legs and hands were left t bake.wasnt a pretty sight though. was too lazy t evn take out the clapper thingies t play.
was like a mini version of the NDP. fighter jets replaced w remote controlled planes. the army formation thing replaced w the uniform grps. yep

and aft waiting for like one hour [vry long by our standards]
the PM lee havent evn arrived. and what we watched so far was considered
PRE-PARADE
best
me weeting and wanting buay tahan alr
so like mature adults.[i think]

we left

vry typical rly
although they specifically told us they were taking attendance aft.
haha dont bluff me i've been bluffed too many times alr
hey we werent the only ones lor i saw some othrs too:)
wanted t stay for the TK band one. but hor, it took forever to show. so we decided t forget it.no point. and i rly dont wanna get sunburnt for tht matter.
the sun was practically merciless i tell you
rurrh

headed t macs t blow aircon and get sth t eat
ate mcflurry and milo for dinner
was super full la. and we had a interesting time deciding which bus t take and stuff
okay we tk 158. [158 goes past us]
ok 31 then [31 goes past us too]
30 then [30 goes past]
woah!

mm was quite uh, fun?
a li'l disappointing maybe cos i expected more
and partly cos this was my substitution for the NDP tix that
I NEVER EVER GET
hmpf. i'm sure the comp is biased against me
i apply religiously every year and i dnt evn get 2 tix for preview, the minimum. hmph:( some people have all the luck. HOR! so i guess i'll hv t stay home and watch agn. sadly. and rush out t see the fighter jets fly above my hse for 1 second. vry nice. vry nice.

going t weetings hse t watch ENGLAND vs PORTUGAL ltr maybe
i shall not jinx them now
okok here are some photos
i'm trying my best alr cos stupid blogger tks a damn long time t load ONE puny photo. stupid! here goes nothing.

[/edit]
okay i'm officially PISSED w blogger.
i cannot evn get a SINGLE pic on it
go and die
i'll find a way;somehow.maybe.

ME time.

2006-06-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

okay im over being grumpy already
was back to my holiday, or rather 'holiday' slp pattern
2am 11am. yep
my precious 9 hours.
people need 8 i need 10 so 9's a compromise
:)

mmm lets see wht's up tday
ate brunch
ooh watched the dvds tht weeting lent me yestd
awesome!
watched what 3 at one shot
1. yours mine and ours
2. hitch
3. confessions of a teenage drama queen

yepyep!
i knw, happily ever afters, they're my type
then lazed around somemore
actually wanted t go w caron t ecp t blade and cycle. but uh at NOON?
you cant evn see your shadow cos its not there
you're standing on it!
freaking HOT
lol:)

used the comp until it almost burnt.
okay kidding
oh and i got dwn t arranging my photos tht i wanna develop
cos i;ve been too darned lazy t do so
so pretty DEVELOPED photos here i come!

read magazines, read chickflicks
be a princess for a day
tht's ME time.
y'know?:)

okayys so i;ma head outt t watch
GERMANY vs ARGENTINA

ohgosh
great!
oh and one last thing i almost forgot!
i'm playing my first squash competition on
TUESDAY 4th JULY
ohyeah!

hope i dnt get squash-ed

the real thing.

2006-06-29T22:29:00.001+08:00

here's the real deal
after the hype has settled and the moment's passed. reality comes crashing back to earth as fast as you can say superman returns. yes tht's how it is for me
no more happy happy lala land entry as in the last one
yes they were written on the same day
mere hours apart.
but worlds of difference
one pseudo
one real flesh

that's the difference
yesyes, everyone feels a sense of unspoken surreality whn the covers of the exams have lifted. amidst all the flurry of 'going out-s' & 'let's hit the malls' and 'movie marathons' sometimes weird thoughts jst come flooding back at the weirdest times.
i can never for the death of me imagine why

yeah before the hols i knw thr was this squash novice comp. and we were all t take part.
okay tht's not the bad part
happy excited and evn hyped up in fact. pushing all inadequacy and incompetency to the back of our puny brains.

'when are trainings'
'how many times a week'
'where is the venue?'
'what time is it at?'
'um ARE YOU SURE?'

thats the whole point.
im not even sure
hello yes im the yr one unofficial.
yes UNOFFICIAL ic
talk to the coach. book courts. coax mrlim. sms people. pay for courts. organise nxt trainings.
uh, tht's my agenda.
basically
and poof suddenly we hv t take part in a squash novice on MONDAY
THIRD JULY
which is also a school holiday
unconincidentally
and mind you today is 29th.

the best thing is i dunno anything
i havent heard anything frm anyone
where. what. when. who. how.
ya tht's about all i DONT KNOW
and im supposed t be the one informed?
hell

i dont knw who t ask
what to do
and its only 3? days away
mrlim? nah i'd jst get a freaking scolding like the last time i did.
i dnt evn know who t get the new court keys frm and whn to do it.
*cue miss tanjf eyerolls.lol
ask wilson? seriously right, i wldnt want some dumb yr1 [me] asking me abt squash stuff whn im neck deep in jcts and the looming a's. wld you. and d'ya think he'd knw?
i doubt it
just great xinen
you're doing just GREAT

and the jcts were a part of the excuse t shuff this matter aside temporarily
concentrating on the books were the one mere excuse i was left with
damn
and nw its over and time to face it
organise this well and off you go
screw it up and you DIE.
yup tht's a dire msg for me.
sometimes i feel like i want someone t teach me the ropes and stuff
not jst leave me t find my footing. slipping inadvertantly [like now]
and telling me what to do.
gosh i miss tht so much
jst someone telling you the nxt training so tht you'd be thr.

oh and one more thing.
i rly DONT appreciate people pulling out of the comp at the last min.
i mean. wht am i supposed t do? im NOT THE COACH
for goodness sake.
and what am i supposed t do? find you a replacement t play for you?
yah tht's right. maybe i'll get the president
how 'bout tht. swt.
oh and did you forget tht i hv t answer t coach for that too. you just say
UH IM NOT FREE. I NEED T STUDY
what???? IP leh pls.
yah and a phonecall settles your bill for monday.
hoho im vry amused.
you think im very damn free all the time huh?

sighs*
i rly dnt knw whr t begin
i've t get this straightened by monday
God whr are you.
go and tell those buggers properly pls. oh and i rly rly need t straighten this out.

hmph. went t oldairport rd t eat dinner jst nw. pretty nice food i guess
let me distract myself a teeny bit before crashing me back dwn t earth. lest the incessant handphone ringings and beeping smses.
i dint bring my phone.sometimes it's rly a hassle.
staying connected all the time. wht's the point?
sometimes i jst wish t hole up in a corner and be
UNCONTACTABLE. shirking responsibilities i knw.
urgh. i hope this'll pass soon enough

had a conv. in the car w daddy abt some economics stuff
then the topics suddenly veered off t LIT
felt that sudden pang of regret and stuff again.
i dunno hw t describe. i knw somehw its part of God's plan for me t tk bio
but heck i detest memorising.
and total disinterest in the difference btwn transcription and replication doesnt help either does it. which let me daydream for a moment imagining myself in a lit classroom agn. and the lit exam. writing my hands t numbness and seeing the many ticks shrouded with masses of blue squiggles of analysis. rurrh

if only i had
but thn i wouldn hv such great people as classmates
whom im gna watch the syf opening w on sat
woah!
very honoured hor!:)
im am too dnt worry
oh and had a wonderful time watching legallyblonde 2 at wee's hse jst nw
but only aft wanting they all left. lol. indecisiveness.
i had fun. but LG1 was definitely much better.

pfft.
maybe absence makes the heart grow fonder. its only half a yr since i last let it go. maybe we'll cross paths agn in a little more thn a year.
my dear literature

i wonder wht the future wld be if i had taken different paths
ah well i'd nv knw
hmph. i feel tons better alr. i shall do wht i have to do
laterr.
oh and im pretty shocked cos daddy jst gave me a CARRIE UNDERWOOD cd
he said the genre of music is 'not for him'
LOL is this wht they call generation gap? you think?:)
he jst heard her sing on the rerun of AI and i commented 'uh hmm, nice voice right'
she was looking pretty swt tht day armed with the guitar and all
he agreed.
and the cd was bought.
two tracks later
'uh i think this type of music is not for me. TOO MUCH NOISE.'
[thinks in my head] i'll gladly hv it

and i did

tht's wht you do whn you buy cds at wimps and fancies
oh and impromptu-ness

off t read my latest novel; finish it rather
honey, baby, sweetheart.
reckless. nice. its frm some straits times bk recommendatn
its shld be gd. so far it hasnt disappointed.

nice layout, yes?
oh and do me a favour. tag okay?
be nice yes.

THE EXAMS ARE POOF

2006-06-29T13:35:00.000+08:00

finally the four most horrible-est days of my jc life so far has
GONE
super duper freaking happy
happy until i dunno what to do
okay today is ME time
as in i spend time w myself la
lol i havnt been getting much of that recently coming t think of it
i love ME time cos i can do jst do wht i want t do without anybody's opinion
tht's the best
read till i slp
online till my eyes water
watch soccer until 5am or whatevr the case
jst anything i like la!:)

then tmrw then think of what t do
maybe go out
yippee
ohgosh i suddenly feel devoid of things t write and stuff
maybe its jst the shock of getting over and surviving the exams
:)
no soccer today. damn.
nvm still hv tmrw and im so going t watch the match.
germany vs argentina
oh and im not going t ask england to win agn. cos everytime i do
they either LOSE or DRAW.
i think im jinxing them
ah well. i'll secretly cross my fingers for them
oh and did you see the DAVID BECKHAM FREE KICK
:)the best i tell you
go and die all those who wanted him OUT
byebye hope you lose all your money

uh. no more libraries and no more studying
IN
play
soccer
movies / dvds
shopping
bumming arnd

OUT
studying
libraries
books and notes
midnight oil
moping around

for now
im outta here
go out and slack anyone?

xinen, out!

you know something!?

2006-06-20T20:16:00.000+08:00

lol i've opened the blogger page for so long [read 1hour]
with all intentions t put in a nice entry of my life
not vry interesting at the moment
but lol its my life.

but guess what happens
i end up blogsurfing and tadaa
i forgot all abt this and all the things i wanna blog abt
plonks out of my head
well done xinen
well done

as 30th june approaches i feel vry liberated
ahaha no more lousypok jcts
and i can do my 15 things i most wanted t do
oh i didnt mention that before
oopsies. aiya too sian diao to do that now
only makes me feel like playing and stuff
:)

umm, today
oh ya went library
AGAIN
but in the aftnn cos had stuff t do in the morning
yep
then while taking a break of all the dumb inductions and gas's laws and stuff i went for a li'l walk arnd the travel guides section. then i saw one whole shelf on ITALY. so me, finding any excuse for pushing away studies. i'll do it!
so i picked up the italy guide. anyhw flip t one page.
tadaa. it screams
VENICE
and i read on
and was transported back to 8th, 9th june.
woah all those memories came flooding back t me
swt.
frm the gondolas, to the frari chuch to the campanile to everything, oh to getting lost! hw can i forget, the HIGS [hot italian guys]. heh! to st marks sq which is so pretty esp at night.

stoppppppp now.
otherwise i'll go on forever
ohyah aft jcts whn i hv more time
i'll create another blog just for my pretty pics, italy, and captions and stuff
seeing that shutterfly almost died on me
pfft!
watch out for it soon!!!!!
i cant wait i cant wait!

okay my shoulder's aching alr
time to bathe and uh, get ready t watch world cup!
ecuador vs germany
[LOSE ECUADOR LOSE!]

and
costa rica vs poland
haha
no favorites here
its simultaneous so i can alternate whenevr either one gets to mundane
:)
lala.
men. action. football.goals
ultimate

sadly

my darling england vs pls go and die sweden

is only at
THREE AM
whn i'm in lala land thx alot

so i'll jst get up tmrw and check teletext
cross fingers england winnnnnn!
:)

my life-huh? what life

2006-06-18T19:39:00.000+08:00

many stacks of notes later
many pimples later
many highlighter-ed notes later
many arghs and oh-no's later
many cups of coffees later

i still havent finished studying

soon baby, soon!

lmao
so its sunday and im entitled t take a welldeserved break
yeah baby
slept till eleven today
shuang la. nv slept till so late this hols
oh then went for piano
kinda finished my 3 pieces alr so everywk is like doing othr stuff
or polishing up.
rurrh
oh and turns out tchr joyce was in shanghai too
and she got me the same thing as sihan for me
woah
is tht a coincidence or whaat!!!
ok nt exactly the same but hers was dior. ahaha
christian dior
lol

okay but i like it alot.
its pretty too
:)

oh then whn i was like heading home
walking along the covered walkway t the busstop outside bedok int.
amidst all the people pushing dumb pamphlets into my hand
or those 'xcuse me miss can i do a survey, it'll only take a minute' people
or the uh, buskers
guess what i saw
i thought i'd saw enough of the fake but real goods sold on the strts in italy
but no, i had to see them in bedok int.
woah first time leh
blatently somemore.
and the deprived people of sgp
[or rather, the aunties and branded wannabes]
bargaining and grabbing like nobodys business
...

and the man
[very not afraid of the sgp police]
and the law
was happily selling his lv and prada
yeah they look real, so what
if a taitai carries a fake lv everyone will think its real
a housewife carries a REAL lv and bargains for fish at the market
wld you think it is real?
no. despite it being authentic cow hide aka leather.

bottomline: its who you are and hw you carry yourself. not the lv or prada.
heh! im vry amused by these illegal hawkers.
maybe they get nightmares at night
cos the police lands them in jail
hoho
:)

i happily left them t their own business.
whee.
lv, prada, gucci aside
thrs this real good website.
vry thought provoking and jst nice la
vry blessed i guess
CLICK HERE

mmm
im gna retire t my room for a dose or good reads frm the library and nice music
oh and i need a bath. heh!
and leave the lord of the rings: the 2 towers t show for all its worth
maybe i'll wake up for

s.korea vs france
its 3 am. gosh

:)
oh and i think people are feeling like poor if they support czech rep.
LOL
2-0
czechs vs GHANA
yes an african nation which was slammed in the newspaper and being major underachievers. and czechs - last world cup's q-finalist lose t them
hoho. the punters lost alot i guess
betting is soooo evil
but sadistic
anyhw, i still support england baby!

it'll be best NOT to meet germany so early in the comp
wait for my exams t be ovr and i can watch you'll play
haha
go t the semis or finals or sth.
:)
yesyesyes germany pls beat[thrash] ecuador thks alot

man! the next world cup will be in uh, 2010!
and i'll be what TWENTYONE
ohman! and legal!
sooo old la.
nuff nonsense
im gna enjoy the rest of tday or wht's left of it
my day of rest
wheeee

life's designed with pitfalls and periods of gracelessness. but it is also designed with moments of pure joy and determination

-frm the book rhyming season

swt.

jst for laughs????

2006-06-17T19:42:00.000+08:00

i'm still here dont worry
hmpf
been studying practically the whole week
feeling kinda drained alr
and there's still one more week t go
wow wow still wow

not talking abt studies or jcts or whatevrs
cos its only gna drown me in toodles of boredom or snooze haven whichever comes first
ohwell
no point talking abt smth everyone's so FAMILIAR with

uh then i realise i hv nth t talk abt
i have no life

for now lah

lol
my parents - being teachers are now having a time of their life
seriously
cos no school
no jcts t study for
no stupid holiday homework t do
no holiday homework t MARK cos the students are happily doing it
new tv t watch
freaking load of time t do whatevr stuff they want

pfftttttt!
watch tv like nobody's business
like now
they're watching jst for laughs gags
this uh funny gag show on tv luh
and they're laughing like kids on the sofa
while i jst huff and puff at the stupid dna and genomics notes

isnt this jst life huh

they enjoy nice food at oldairportrd
whatevr food centre gurmit singh and michelle chong recommends on tv
yeah they go and get it
while me?
yep settling for crap lunches at sucky BK or jst nth at all
cos im too zonked out t walk out t get lunch.
hmpf

walao
its so payback time on 29th june
heng world cup still on
so if you see me like mc-ed for some days
yeah cut me some slack.
LOL
[to all the teachers of jc students]
hoho

im in an ice-creamy mood now
but there's NO icecream
pfft agn

sometimes i wonder who reads all this crap
i knw some people knw me and read this but i dunno tht they read this
urh. does this make sense
anything la

:)

holla

2006-06-13T18:09:00.000+08:00

boo!
guess what i did today
haha
just the same as all of you out thr
study
DUH
i mean thr's nth else t do is thr
not that i hv a choice anyw

mmm some othr stuff
i've decided t bum off somewhr t study instead of at home cos its perfectly impossible t do anything here. either its the tv blaring in someone's face and the person convieniently turns it off t mute. yah right as if it helps. it only fuels my curiosity t watch the tv more.
hoho
or its the stupid ass of a bulldozer grinding for all its worth outside my house.
off all times whn i want t study
no not whn i away in italy
it has t start whn i come home.
how ironic!

hmph i shall stop complaining alr
okay so today was quite productive
so i think
uh, i did maths. and chem and bio
haha tht's 3/4 of my subs
maths is beginning to become not so foreign to me
heh!

i suddenly am void of wht t write abt.
tht goes t show how eventless my day is
and i din evn step out of the hse today
lest to eat lunch
old airport rd
oh man hvnt eaten thr in like onemillion yrs
anyhw the food's real gd
and sinful
LOL

mm watching world cup ltr if i hv finished more stuff tht i intend t do
think its
s.korea vs togo
haha i love football
think im rooting for mmm
i dunno
ok lame
and the oprah winfrey show is lame too
super lame
jst for the record.
:)

hmpf
i jst want the jcts t be like ovr NOW
cos i wanna play after tht
i can totally make a list of things i wanna do after the jcts
and thr are like 10 things jst at the top of my head.
freak

off to more mugging my head off now
this suck

cont'd italy

2006-06-12T18:38:00.000+08:00

lol
i havnt finished elaborating on italy.
sights aside still got loads of uh, very interesting stuff
put a lot of almost of age teenagers together and drop dead tired teacher chaperones tgt. and not forgetting lots of euros and cheap wine. what do you get.

i knw you're not stupid.
lol had a uh, wonderful time tasting. yes tasting wine.
its too cheap pls.
like wht. 3 euros for good wine.
too good t pass up
heh and no parents or spoilers at such
oh and i think i like barcardi alot
and i mean alot!

LOL!
red wine's okayy but white suck
anyw. i learnt one thing
hahaa watching people getting high is damn funny
super freaking amusing. oh its something like watching a comedy
yeah. sth like waking up at 4am in the morning and shouting
GOODMORNING
in italian
is damn funny
hahhaa

okok
in case this gets read by the wrong people i better stop now
eh anyway i learnt a few [and i mean really few] italian words
despite being there 10days
okay i shall try
ciao [the one tht everyone knws] means hello and byebye
wayy. weird. cant they jst invent another word.
anyhow it sounds pretty
bella or bellisimo means girl
bello means guy. weird agn
grazi means thankyou [very essential]
non parlo italiano [hello i dont speak italian]
for very desperate people.
buornjiorno. means goodmorning.
LOL
umm. i think tht's all i;ve learnt.
a whole lot eh.
i knw

hmpf. italy is so over study is so now.
oh and it doesnt help a single bit that daddy jst got a new tv
i secretly think its for the world cup
ok duh its for the world cup
but he says its cos the old one died on him
yah right he jst doesnt want it t die on him halfway during the match.
im so smart.
but its quite nice i guess.
rurrh another temptation in the house
i need t get out t study but i dunno whether it'll be productive.
damn starbucks is closed dwn
maybe the freezing bedok library
but not before i finish the dumb ass pw stuff.
pfft
what survey what letter.
go and die pls

and right thr's a gigantic bulldozer outside my house and bulldozers arent exactly very quiet are they. thx alot they hv t choose t built a cover for the monsoon drain outside my house.
jst whn i decide t sit dwn properly and study

argh. always like that.
i need an alternative pls
oh gosh
jcts are only uh what 2 weeks away
help help help

uh, sihan'c coming t my hse tmrw t uh. crash? haha i dunno
oh i knw. t take weetings dress. hahaa
:)
i so want t go out soon but im grounding myself
tht's the only sensible thing t do given my current state
oh and this is absolutely random but the dry weather in italy has taken a serious toll on my 'once-was-very-smooth' face.
rurrh
my forehead nw is like a mini outbreak of pimples. im not sure whether its pimples but it sucks la whatevr it is.
go away!

hmpf.
i kinda completed wht i set out t do today. left dna and genomics crap
so i guess im done here
oh and the pics are up alr. only 500 plus first. cos im lazy t do the rest.
click the link on the right ya
soon la the rest.
oh and send me pics whoever has them and is reading this.
or else i'll kill you
okok im turning violent
:)
rotflmao

seeya in a bit

CIAO im back frm italy

2006-06-11T17:37:00.000+08:00

ciao bella
IM BACK
okay its seriously difficult t pen dwn thoughts and stuff frm ten days ago and not t mention the wonderful sights and sounds of darling italy here. yeah so i figured i'd use the pics t tell the story.
my first trip t europe.
definitely memorable

okay i shall try t rmb t the best of my ability
ummm
went t rome first
everything thr is like humongous. as in the monuments and stuff. yep the roman columns and the statues. everything. like gazillion times taller than me or sth. oh we arrived on their national day i think. people everywhr. we saw some sort of a demonstration or sth like tht. people protesting. although dunno for wht cause. anyhw. basically rushed arnd trying t breathe in the sights and stuff.

yep and posing hurridly [but prettily] for all the photos. gosh. like a million or sth. and the rivers and stuff. pretty.
walked and walked and walked and walked
ohman rome is definitely not for the weak legged. and yes i believe very well it is built on SEVEN hills. and tht's a lot of walking thx a lot.
up and dwn the hills. stairs after stairs.
my fav part of rome is basically the colloseum. u knw the half stadium thingy. whr gladiators used t fight.
beautiful.
and we got t climb all over it and take pictures and stuff. you get the drill
but we didnt hv time t stop and shop in rome. cos its a very touristy city and people everywhr and stuff. so not much time t sit arnd and shop lest the odd postcard and stuff.

but we DID see alot of PDA-ing stuff. hahaa not your typical kind of peck-on-the-cheek stuff.
i mean real french kissing. LOL pls
and standing on park benches and showing off kinda thing.
:)
mm and italians jst love the sun so much thr. cos apparently summer which happens t be the hottest time of the year is a grand temperature of 18 degrees? around there yeah.
so hot huh.
anyw, they were all lolling in the sun and stuff. not hot at all can. vry unlike sgp. and the tchrs told us the weather was somewht like singapore. HA HA
but the air there is freaking dry and having t apply lip balm and moisturiser evry few hours is so not funny.
and water is so darned hard t find. not t mention expensive. one bottle of water fr abt 2 euros or more. 2 euros=4 sing dollars.
heh but thts the fun of travelling. spending money.
oh man and do i hate people who 'its too expensive this' and 'its too expensive that'
seriously. isnt this all its abt. hmpf.

lets see what else.
the hotel was not bad. small but quaint. enough t slp well in i guess.
went t florence aft tht.
real pretty tht city i tell u
stopped by siena and san gigminano before that.
fun!
guess why
SHOPPING
that's why.
siena's nice and relaxed. cant rly rmb. but i knw we went t ALOT of catholic churches. and i mean alot. at first we were like all excited and taking photos and stuff. but they all look the same after awhile and we stopped. lol. cant use flash in the churches and all. hmpf. they claim it'll spoil the paintings and stuff. ya. so the photos are kinda dark. but still see-able.
after the like sixth or isit fifth church i stopped phototaking alr. but the stained windows and gothic and pre-renaissance stuff are real cool

see i got some church lingo alr. thx t mr elwin. who is damn knowledgable abt stuff in italy. he was practically our tour guide can. apart frm angela and her boyfriend chris who is so in-your-face kinda funny:)

ok lets talk abt some shopping stuff.
the things thr are pretty nice but very touristy. like evryone has one of those thingys. yeah like the pinocchios. yep so i got some too. cute. magnets. calendars. postcards. oh and bags! haha i dnt need bags for like quite some time. satisfied my cravings for bags thr alr. was vry tempted t buy those super duper uber 100% fake but look 100% real bags. u knw. the illegal peddlers who are so damn desperate. kinda pity them in a way cos they hv t keep an eye on the police every singel moment of the day. one glimpse and they all scatter. hmpf. but the bags they sell. u knw. LV. prada. burbury. D&G. yep pretty nice. but going across the customs wld rly be a problem. yeah. so i got those not so illegal ones. hah!

the street markets are real swt. with great deals and bargaining and stuff. yep. got my wonderful jacket which screams 'i went t italy' all ovr the front with ITALIA over ther front.
nice.
hoho im gna wear it the first chance i get! yippee. sadly i think its while i study my sorry butt off either in starbucks or in the library.
boo!
oh and got tons of souvenirs too
haha be nice to me and get your souvenir
if not!.... LOL

umm ok on t other stuff.
the food!
mmm dont get me wrong. i love pasta.
but not when its for lunch and dinner twice a day
hoho. and its only tomato pasta.
its called appetiser for me but only one course for them.
and italians love their pork man! every other meat we eat is pork
if not its shark. or at least tht's wht i think it is.
oh evrything is soaked in olive oil. or rather drowining in olive oil.
haha but its not as terrible as i expected. not the singapore type but the light taste thingy.
aiya i cannot do it justice.
hmpf.
oh and parmesan cheese!
since its the most expensive cheese. must as well as eat more of it. haha thankgoodness i can stand it. love it. but i think i've had enough of pasta and cheese for awhile.

mm then went t venice.
i totally cannot believe i went t venice.
jst last yr i was slogging my guts out for tht chapter for ss.
hoho and thx t uncle ky's fav chapter we kinda liked it too.
and im actually there and seeing it for real.the doge's palace and the gondolas and stuff. oh and the music and the arts there
heavenly i tell you.
even the buskers had standard. not jst the blind and stuff.
but people who rly loved the music.
imagine after dinner walking arnd in st marks square and listening t 6 piece bands playing classical and jazz. and walking a few steps and hearing people singing and stuff. and the arts and all. oh man. jst love it.

the best was the gondola rides. going all the way t venice and not sitting on the gondolas is totally a waste. didnt regret my decision one bit although its like 13 euros per person. lovely.
mm
this is a real long post and nw tht im back in singapore
its time t study
sad but true.
italy was great but i still love singapore
for the food
for the weather
for the language
for the sunrise at normal time
for the sunset at sane times [not 9pm like italy]
for everything
but the experience was simply great.

okay xinen. its over alr
now time t hole myself up and study.
byebye

crazy times and crazier times

2006-06-01T10:49:00.000+08:00

think this is gna be qte a hyped up and long post!:)
yestd was a total blast
apart frm the fact that we wrote our sorry hands off for bio skill A
nah tht's a totally different story altogether
oh and bio test. hmpf lala
no comments yeah
but after tht was super great

went back t dhs. ahhaa my beloved dhs
lol
took the o lvl cert which was long overdue, but i dont care
haha they can safe keep it for me
and and sally took forever to come
actually was jst me and ong only
thn i realisd sally also hvnt taken the cert and has been bugging me t do so
heh. the smartypants only saw my msg t meet at 1.15 at 1.15
smart!
met at the foyer and played with weeting's dhs dolls alot
hhah ong insists they're her children
hmm with who i wonder
uh, vincent, jerrold, or uh. samuel!
hahahah
:)
too many boyfriends alr la ong!

me and sally had like so much t catch up on can
and we were talking at like bullet-train spd
ong was trying v. hard t catch up
hahaa excuse her pls. she's afterall slow
slow but still pretty right ong!
ya like super fast and super loud. i think only we can understd what we are talking abt.
oh with the exception of sihan la!:)
like jumping frm one topic t another in super fast time
cant help it la nv see them for so long alr
some stuff i dnt evn hv t say they also like understd.
aiyah i dnt knw hw t put it...
took the 158 bus which was happily non-aircon.
cont'd the conversatn very loudly and rapidly
i tell u its hilarious.
i only talk like that whn im with these people
love them to bits man!

oh thn we decided t go bugis so can sit dwn chat ovr a cup of coffee
so sally puts it
yeah like tai-tais, totally la
we're always doing some crazy things like that i tell u
play mahjong, play with ong's hair, put makeup for her!!LOL
drink coffee at starbucks [in this case coffee bean]
talk, cam-whore
i rly dont like that word. its so.. vulgar!?
i dunno; ha!

talked abt anything and everything
frm boys. to the lack of boys
to ong's life
which is damn interesting
to school
to PW. horrors upon horrors
to the pretty dhs dolls
to everything. you get the drift

and obviously tons of photos
ha smart me brought camera to sch
and they took photos of ong at every possible angle i tell u
ok not THEY but sally
hahaha and her *clears throat almost CMI phototaking skills
haha like half her shots are blurred
cos why? she's laughing too hard to do anything right
and i think we're the joke
LOL
nono. ong's the joke.teehee

and after i shared my life story
hhahaha what life story lol!
tht sally convieniently forced me to tell
w ong happily being the eavesdropper:)
blah. no point repeating. not that i want to
oi sally u better tell me all yours
pinky promise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmpf no one does that w me anymore

all the stuff abt fairypuff!!!
UNCLE KY!!!!!!!!!!!
starvation? aneroxia? cleaning my house?
LOL no one will ever understd apart frm u guys
hmpf no one t play childish games w me
all of them too matured.
this is sad
oh and sally ima booting uncle ky out!
whether he likes it or not!
:)

uh. lets see wht else??
apart frm the merry time we had talking abt or rather disturbing ong abt anything and everything!
sally wanted t buy matching keychains or sth.
luckily i kinda dissuaded her
imagine what she'd hv chosen!
*faints at the thought
probably sth PINK. FLUFFY. and i cannot fathom what else
oh and before we knew it it was alr like 5 plus and we all had t go
it was one heck of a glorious aftnn really.
i guess no one. can ever replace these people!
hmpf and to think i found all these crazy people amidst the REALLY CRAZY STUDIOUS people in 4H!. 4H of all places.

oh and the pics can be found HERE
the othr pics in the album are kinda by accident. those without captions.
ya but still nice la i guess.
sihan! the one w me weet you and martin is also thr!
at the dance concert
go see

im vry tempted t make an album jst for ong and only ongjingru
there are like a million photos of you can!
:)

we must go out soon okay
to study or jst hv fun
anything!
:)
okayy nw im almost done packing t go ITALY
yayyss
but im a little weeny bit apprehensive cos thinking abt the jcts aft tht
oh man!
95% of me is damn excited
the other 5% is like worried
what's up man!
heng i dnt hv some crazy insane person whom i intend t pretend not t recognise sending me off at the airport
yes im refering to you sally
yesyes you and your banner waving scream-your-lungs out goodbyes!
LOL
maybe you shld set up camp alr!
:)
love you loads. and yes i DO rmb the world cup souvenir.
and i'll convienietly help u decide which country t support!
yesyes, alrighties!:)
and for the record right, you're the only one
i emphasise ONLY one who calls me
_ _ _ _
hmpf!:)
i hv a nice name LOL!

umm gna finish up the rest of my packing
i think im gna forget t bring sth
but i dunno wht
okays enough crap alr!
im off!
seeya in 10days! tht is if i dnt get t blog ovr there or sth!
chances are qt high tht i wont evn get internet access though

byebye sgp!
HELLO ITALY

look out for pretty pics whn i get back!

PONNED SCHOOL

2006-05-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

i'm a very happy girl!
at least for today
no i think for the rest of the week
teeheehee
:)
cos why? today i didnt go school
again

but this time its like somewht official
cos mummy allowed me nt t go!
yayyy!
no point actually cos all the events i was supposed t hv today was played yestd. dont ask me how right but thx t vry disorganised but fun sports carn. our strt soccer got pushed forward. yeah as i mentioned in the last post. blahh
woke up like super early. 8am.
early for a no-school-day
yep!

decided t bum myself on the sofa with my blankets and pillows and watch weet's dvds. watched mmm lets see. 4?5? dvds. woah and my tv could take it.

watched
in her shoes [like wow]
50 first dates [hilarious, swt]
how t deal [hot]
man of the house [funny]
miss congeniality 2 [think i watched this before but still nice]
just like heaven [oh man, love it sooo nice]

think my vocab is like limited t nice. lol

okay i shall try t explain the dire situation my darling television is in
it has like a personal fan blowing at speed 3 on the left side of the tv.
why? cos the internal fan thingy has konked out on me. thxalot
so the tv cannot auto cool itself and heats up pretty fast
oh and when it does that
the tv kinda wipes out its screen
something abt the y-gain and the time thingy.
you knw, physics
mmm CRO chapter
sth like tht. prised frm my fast deterioriating memory of physics.
yah so the tv wipes out pretty often
which is freaking irritating

butbutbut
i managed t watch 6-7 hours of tv tday without it blanking out on me
you knw why
cos i on-ed the aircon to EIGHTEEN degrees.
yes jst t keep the damn tv on.
haha and partly for me la
hence the blanket i used
cos the whole place was practically a freezer.
i think the tv is one pampered PIG. its doing this on purpose
i think it wants the aircon. hurhur-
oh anyw it was heaven i tell you.
like my vry own movie theatre.
just lack of a person t chg the discs in betwn the movies.
haha anyhw. fun!

oh and was too lazy t get lunch so. um no lunch la
and bro came back frm pahang.
like chao tah!
boo, no more only child treatment
and first thing he does is dash straight t the comp for another session of warcraft III
pls la! no i mean, wht the hell!
and to think i offered t watch coach carter w him
no such luck anymore
:(

mm, thr's training agn tmrw.
i kinda like training
and cell and church
oh god im gna be so busy tmrw
man!
and its mummy's birthday too
:):)
okays chicklits are calling my name
duty calls!

love

sports carn

2006-05-25T16:05:00.000+08:00

hellohello
wasnt my day just eventful
ha-ha very funny
oh well no more school already for the rest of the term, or whats left of it anyway. technically still have school but no more study school. get it. play school
LOL
having sports carnival these 2 days
the good thing is the weather's great.
okay, not at the moment cos as im typing this its raining smithereens outside now. yeah but in school. jst the right mood for chilling and slacking around in the sports complex. nice.
sun, but not much sun, plenty of wind.
great scenery. heh.
not much to do. totally terrific

oh and we are NOT slackers okay. we as in me weet, shimin, shanrui, bx and a few guys played capt. ball. and lost pittifully. but heck its fun! oh but the scrape on my elbow definitely isnt. oh and i played strt soccer. wheeeee
i tell you i can kick the ball lor.
but we lost 1-0. hurhur one half was five measly minutes. lol.
still fun.
and there goes the events tht we were supposed to take part in the TWO days.
soccer was supposed t be tmrw butbutbut. thx t wonderful coordination and planning of the HC or sth like tht. the whole evnt was quite disorganised. very disorganised. its like i get phonecalls frm all sorts of ppl. frm the delta hse capt. to the soccer officials. hello! this is not a hotline!

then ended up slacking in the sports com. sleeping to be exact. and eating frozen yoghurt and drinking orange juice. love.
i tell you, time seemed t pass so slowly. 11.55am took forever to come. but we were in for a uh, surprise. you can say that.
the school gates we only going t be opened at FOUR PM. yes 4pm! and it was 12pm whn we were 'dismissed'
so we were practically in jail in school
isnt that like the wonderfullest thing ever. EVER.
me and weet were like so almost on the verge of boarding the bus t go to toapayoh i think to support badminton finals agnst rjc. jst t get out of sch. which was kinda the most sensible way to get out of school other than the 'have a losing debate w the security guard' option. or the climb the fence before anyone sees you option.

butbutbut
my darling mummy came t my rescue in the nick of time.
haha her smart students go and get 'help' frm her t leave sch and she went up t the security and told them they were her students and gave permission. hahaa i benefitted too! whee
minutes aft we left. the whole sch jst walked out of the gate. cos think the pe tchrs allowed the students t leave. wahh. my mum is damn cool!

:)

luckily we werent on the bus to toapayoh otherwise i wld be kicking myself really.
seriously, locking 17 and 18 yr old students in school for no reason isnt a good idea. somebody is bound t come up w a petition or sth. lol

oh and went home t take medicine. blahh. dnt knw why yestd suddenly fell sick
so stupid can. i took a measly 1 hour nap and i wake up t find myself with a pfft sore throat. like wow. one hour! and a headache which i think was caused by the sore throat. jst great. and i was almost deciding t go back t school for the stayover thingy. the running 290 rounds. yeah. that one. instead of being in school having fun. um fun? i was at the doc's opening my mouth and 'ahh-ing' and swallowing dumb colored tablets. hmpf.
slept at like 9? din rly slp well, kept waking up and stuff. irritating. answering smses and stuff. bahh!

the sore throat was better alr today. i hv this weird theory tht if you talk more the sore throat will become better. really! rather, its true for me. maybe thr's more saliva lubricating the throat or sth. anything..
oh and the headache feels like somebody sitting on one of the tiny nerves in my brain. nagging headache. bad. i dnt want t tk panadol cos one, it is yucky, period. two. i dont feel like slping.

borrowed dvds frm weet t watch and kill time. anyw the weather's so nice and cosy mst as well mk full use of it. enjoy life. omg she had like a million dvds can. ok not million. about 4 albums. woah. i pick until happy. whee.
tvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtvtv
until i go mad and my eyeballs square.
jst hope my tv which is so lanpok can last.
dunno why am i doing this t myself
watching tv until my eyes get damn watery and prickly and stuff
im tired but i refuse t slp
maybe cos i knw tmrw thr's no studying and jst play
so i dnt rly care and stuff
this is quite bad
tmrw thr's like no evnts for us and im seriously considering staying at home.
no, not ponning
making full use of time at home
get it!
:)

mmm maybe now i'll go t slp
nappy time-
my eyes are dead beat
rarrrrhhhh
im too lazy t highlight and stuff
byebye

happy happy me

2006-05-23T15:42:00.000+08:00

its tuesday its tuesday
jst the fact that its tuesday makes me H-A-P-P-Y
tht's happy for you those who cant spell.lol
a few reasons for my ohmygoodnessly wonderful mood

one: THE BIO TEST IS OVER. yes over, gone and done
two: there wasnt PE today :)
three: i passed econs bloody well
four: i have the house t myself cos bro's away at camp
five: i dont hv t study till the weekend

and that's abt it i guess haha im very very very happy!

:)

finally the two dumbo tests are over.
no more worries
no more burning midnight oil
no more memorising
no more waking up super early t cram
no more dreading lessons
no more killing brain cells because i cannot rmb some dumb fact during the test
no more talking to myself trying to get the fact into my head
no more stoned out expressions
no more tests!

haha i exaggarated a little
so kill me
but im over the moon happy and cant wait tomorrow to come. stupid. like a little kid waiting for playgroup to start. see i told you tests were evil. esp chem and bio back to back. seriously. someone should shoot moe or isit tj. hmpf!

mmm. sports carn tmr aftnn till friday. dont rly feel like staying in sch overnight. cos its like yucky and stuff. and waking up at 3am to run what 6? 8? rounds of the track isnt that inviting after all. right?
i mean who in the right mind.. ohwell. in the name of team spirit i guess.
heh. im gna be playing street soccer for delta. haha hilarious i tell you. kicking the ball with two left feet. possibly falling over the ball.
yup that's me for you:)
street soccer here i come! and capt ball of course. which we, in my opinion have little chance of winning. but all in the name of FUN. yayyyy!

hmpf. oh and yestd night, before studying for bio test. decided to watch some tv!
'so you think you can dance?'
[i think i cannot]
one word: HOT
the girls have ABS!
ohman!!!!
maybe laughing for about one hour a day can get you abs!!!
i should try that. period!:)

okayokay enough rubbish already
i want to watch MI:III, x-men3, and DVC!
who want to go who want to go?!?!?!?!?!
oh and more shopping! i like!
i think im quite free. i think.

rurrh. now mum's bugging me about some crap contact lens thing. hmpf some boy got himself blind cos of infection in his eye of sth. and thx to him and his baush and lomb contact lenses, mum's bugging me big time to change them. like hello. i still have one more pair of monthlies! thx a lot! evn if want t chg also aft this mth right!. no she has t carry on and on. oh did you clean them. oh do you change the solution evryday. oh do u use past the dateline.

bahh!
like DUH!
okayokay i knw i shld treat my eyesight for granted. and i DO tk care of my eyes luh pls. i dont slp w lenses, i dnt wear lenses during weekends. blahh.
ohwell. stupid baush and lomb. dumbass.
any brands to recommend? huh?

:)ttfn

SO DEAD

2006-05-21T18:35:00.000+08:00

hmpf i am so dead
so so so so so dead
thanks alot t *drumrolls* myself

tmrw's monday agn
and i hvnt touched a single bloody piece of homewk or anything related t that for the record. and next week is the most sianest and most blah week of the term. 2 freaking tests on monday and tuesday.

well done xinen
you havent evn started preparing for them
well done!
chem bonding and bio test. uh wht's it on? oh noooo
this is so so so bad.
im vry used t the slack and laze arnd week 10 tht we all enjoy in dhs
cos evrythg comes t a close and no more tests, jst games and slacking in class, whr tchrs dont evn teach and stuff cos no mood anyw. and now boom i hv t mugg like mad on week 10.
hmpf really

im like so looking forward to the hols la
but not to bio spa skill A of course. duhh!
oh and of course more time t catch up with people. yeah hvnt been out w sec sch friends since ages. miss them like crazy :(

mmm, hv a ton of things t do tonight cos ive been slacking around the whole weekend now really. this suck. dance concert, church, lazing arnd.
isnt tht the whole essence of WEEKEND.
i'd be depriving myself if i didnt indulge in that.
and that is basically the reason i can nv understand the concept of delayed gratification
hoho. so says my mummy.
u think so?

singapore idol season is starting like tonight 8pm.
hv t finish the following

alkanes alkenes tutorial
binomial tutorial
studying for chem bonding
writing the excuse letter for ponning sch on wed
pw letter shit
econs essay plan
studying bio test
WATCH SINGAPORE IDOL

hahaha abit crap but ohwell, a little entertainment is all harmless fun
since the people like t embarrass themselves. must as well hv an audience
right?

i cant cant bloody wait for tuesday
and for bio test t end
plsplspls get by quickly
going t support claud at jln besar std for
TJC vs VJC
girls soccer finals
i bet its gna be one heck of a final
yippee!~
but i still have t get through monday and tuesday
rurrh

wish me luck

catty alert!

2006-05-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

today is vryvryvry meaningful
and not t mention quite interesting
another first in my life really
yes read on pls

mm went for dance concert yesterday
was supposed t go watch davinci code w THE BASIC LIFE one
but then it was so super last min planned as usual tht i alr bought the tix for dance concert.
so too bad lor. went w weet and sihan
but had a lotalot of fun shopping before that. went t bugis street, bugis and ICON!
i tell u icon has like the quirkiest things evr. and the things thr are like nice and pretty. the price. think its not too bad. stufff found thr are like one of a kind. like no franchises thr, pretty good i must say. but one very badbadbad thing
NO ESCALATORS!
vry good. had t climb all seven flights of stairs.
yes, SEVEN no kidding.
but it looks pretty much like a museum really.
good place t buy presents for people. :)

okay anyhw ate at j8 cafe.
the chicken baked rice is TO DIE FOR
the concert was so
HOT
i mean the j2s were like woah. great.
and the j1s were pro too
yayyy shimin! or rather. SHEE MIN!!!!!!!!!!
ivy lim loves you t bits!HOHO!
and your dance was great!:)hope u like d sunflower!

la mia vita

mm then today.
went for cell
i cant cant cant wait for the 29th cell outing! yayysss!
oh and the speaker was uh, spastic. a little. the ending was wayyyy weird
seriously. mmmm? like HUH?

okay here's the first.
went for dinner w caron ltr
cos mum decided t take an off day.
hmph!
then on the way t LJS. we saw this ohmygoodnessly cute cute black kitten
it was pitch black
but its eyes werent green. i dnt like cats w green eyes. freaky
anyhw, it was meowing its heart out and it was a newborn la pls
its so small tht it can fit into my hand!!!!
me and caron din hv the heart t leave it thr, though under normal circumstances i wld hv left it there cos im not THAT a great fan of cats. ya.
but i dunno wht made me pick it up hmph.
we bought some cat food and yeah fed it la
walked t LJS. i tell u so many people stared at us i tell u
rly weird. pls people we're doing a GOOD DEED. and good deeds shldnt be stared at
hhaahah
the cat really wouldnt stop meowing
so me and caron christianed it SIR NOISE
meowmeowmeowmeow non stop all the way la!
i had half a mind t dump it
haha kidding!

ate my long john's then wanted t ask daddy t fetch me cos i was planning t tk the kitty t my hse there cos got so many cat lovers. ahem, my neighbour has freaking three cats. anyw.
daddy refused t come pick me
he doesnt want a cat in the car!!!!!!!
RURRRH
so i walked home
omg frm bedok interchg t tanahmerah. ohman! jst for the noisy meowing cat.
dunno wht made me do it really
butbutbut
SIRNOISE was rather quiet on the way home. abit weird. so i checked t see wht was he doing la. apparently he fell asleep in my arms.
OHMANNNN
AWWWWWWWWWWW so darn cute la
a bunch of black fur curling up in the crook of your arm
very warm and nice!
hahah but i cldnt move my arm so it was qt stiff. hoho.

then i brought it t get acquainted w my neighbours dog. nasher.
haha dont worry he's not a cat chasing dog. ahaahah big harmless thing really
oh then i asked my other neighbour whether they cld tk the little bunch of trouble in for the moment. they were like 'oh, must as well'

yayyy mission accomplished!
oh and dad suspects tht i brought the cat home
argh!
which i did of course but he doesnt hv t know tht does he.
heh!
pfft too bad i din tk a photo with SIRNOISE.
hope you're happy w my neighbours.
:)
yes, first time in my life bringing strays home
hahaa yes tansihan stop smirking. ahahhaa i know you are.
i am not as bad as youu!:)

ohno, i jst realisd i hvnt taken out my contacts and no wonder my eyes kinda feel strained.
RURRH
i need t tk them outNOWNOWNOW!

byebye!

to heck and back

2006-05-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

argh
to heck with what i said about the not coming online crap
i figured out sth during these uh, what two? three? days of going cold turkey
smth very important
i, xinen cannotCANNOT live without my internet
really
im like dying t come online for no freaking reason although thr rly isnt anything t do
and quitting totally is jst a no-no thing
seriously.
i wonder why am i torturing myself like this
seeing the comp sitting there merrily in the living room practically screaming t me t jst boot it up ant use for goodness sake. and thr's the other good side of me thinking dont screw this up for yourself. think of the constructive things you can do w the time.

yeah right
and the constructive time is half spent thinking wht i wld hv done if i were online.
pfft!
oh well, i rly should jst stop torturing myself
just do things in moderation
will do

mmm, so wht did i go thru this week?
i really really wish this week jst pass like whooosh* fast
seriously, the term's draggin super slowly towards the end
maybe the more you count down the slower the days pass
whn you dnt realise the days going by they're like woah!
its friday agn
its friday agn
its friday agn
HAHA
oh anyw, thr's like 5 schooling days t the end of the term
yippee

oh and here's a first in my life
I PONNED SCHOOL YESTERDAY
yes 17th may 2006
hoho-
suddenly felt tht the week was too fully occupied if u get wht i mean
and decided
i needed a break. simple!
haha and weeting thought so too
so pon la!
and wednesday wasnt all tht impt so go t sch also waste time
shiok la whole day stay at home
but thr's one teensyweensy problem
MUM WONT ALLOW
howhowhow?
heh clever me feigned sickness

ohmyheadhurrrtttts
i dont wannaaaaa go t schoool
can i sleep somemore!
wah all of them fell for it
and i almost had t eat medcine and see doctor
heh!
heng nv. vry yuan wang if i had t
i am so so so pro i tell you
mm so i was quite productive
studied bio spa which was horrifically horrific
did some chem notes
lazed around a whole lot
caught up on sleep time which was seriously backlogging

ended up at night almost cldnt slp and was sooo tempted t get up and watch
CHAMPIONS LEAGUE
ahhhhh
yayyy arsenal LOST
lallalalalaala im superr happy can
gogogogogo BARCA!
2-1
to FCB!
jst too bad i missed the match.ohwell
thr's still the world cup

:)

today. got of t a freaking bad start
and whn i say bad i MEAN bad
i seriously dnt knw wht's wrong w my 'dar-lingg' form teacher
so today j1 attire spotcheck
nth big really im vry 'he ge' no short skirt. no dyed hair
passed. so i think
but apparently my CT thinks otherwise.
and tgt w the rest of the class. thankyouverymuch
got hauled up t the front for
SHORTSKIRT
WHAT THE HELL PLS
he was like a little kid who cldnt decide which toy he wanted better
so he picked all
pfft!
and our chem tchr jst passed us off and told us we cld go back
i wish he was thr t see the killer stares we were all giving him
damn!

it totally spoilt my day lah pls
and the fact is my skirt isnt EVEN short
mum kinda gave me one of those 'im rolling my eyes' kinda look
bahh! hahaa quite funny actually
killed all my mood t listen t maths lects la. but i listened throughout anyhw.
yayyy!:)

tmr thr's real chem spa
not tht nervous actually dunno why
maybe cos all of us basically knw all the answers and stuff
water of crystallisation and blahblah crap
yeah i jst wanna get ovr it fast
oh and i hopehope [cross fingers] tht we get the dance tix! i want!
and thr goes WEEKNINE:)

tmrw pretty pls pass quickly
then we can go shopping or sth or chilling-

im starting t feel a little optimistic abt stuff
hmph
although i knw thr's loads more t do
tutorials like MATHS [omg]
2 tests t study for nxt week
bio real spa
makeuplects and tuts

shuff it all away and jst bask in the moment
live for the moment
world cup here i come!!

oh and before i FORGET!
zhangggyy fannyy's birthday TOMORROW
19th MAY

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SEVENTEENTH GIRL!
HOPE YOU HAVE A HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY LIFE
SORRY MY VOCAB'S DAMN LIMITED TO HAPPY-
HURHUR
:)

the devil's pact inside me

2006-05-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

ohman
this week is totallyTOTALLY yucky pls
monday isnt evn over and im alr wishing it was the weekend
this really is bad

umm okay today is jst preparation for all the crap tht is to come
oh and i officially hv a grand total of ONE MINUTE to type all i want t cos i promised myself i'd be off at 11pm.
i was here t do GPP really
and it kinda still suck.

i made a devil's pact with myself.
its not evn the first day and i want t die
NOT T USE THE COMP FOR THE WHOLE OF THIS WEEK
yes this week
15/5 to 21/5
pls shoo me off if u see me
im gearing up t study alr
and im kinda enjoying myself in a sick way organising and trying t plan what day t study what
ohman it feels like im sitting of the o's all ovr agn
and it has only been what, mm 6months?
helphelphelp!

bio mock spa skillA
chem REAL spa
econs test tmr!
BIO TUTORIAL [which was superr last min]
pack my file
do my notes for cell struct
practice maths

that is like EVERYTHING la can!
and tht's for this wk only
argh
im going crazy
yay thr's squash tmr! im gna be soo tired i bet aft tht
but i loveee! squash!

:)

uh, dont see me here again
byebye!

pst:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

though he probably wont see this in a MILLION years
but still, its the thought tht counts!

loveyou dad!
:)

friday mania

2006-05-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

totally made FULL use of my day today
seriously. like every single sane waking moment
cos yestd i din rly study for the maths thingy
hmph was too busy trying t plan what t do on vesak
yes, i am mugging sadly at home
really
and im gg t wake up at 745am t do it
jst you wait and see!:)

so i din do much apgp. thou shalt not talk abt tests tht has passed
its almost a sin or sth t do so.
at least i think so
let's jst say i'll be happy t pass
hmm?

set up alarm t a grand time of FIVE THIRTY AM
for the record i hv NEVER woken up early t study
somehow the mind is strong but the body is damnit weak
guess did i wake up this time?
HAH.
I
DID
not
wake up
tadaaaa!
LOL so the record still stands
but i woke up a teensy weensy bit earlier. like 5.55am. tht's almost a record or sth.
i felt today was going t be a good day
damn, i was right:)
albeit the maths test though

sch seemed t pass pretty quickly and for once, the play time seemed t drag on forever.
love it totally
dint do any maths tutorial again. sigma now.
pls help me! argh
but miss leong is nicenicenice and she kinda re-teached sigma thingy. kinda like apgp though:(oh and during pw, my eyelids felt like they were each one kg and i was literally fighting with myself t keep awake.pfft.

then supposd t hv chem tut. [read: supposed]
think my rebellious streak is coming back aft a little hiatus
i realised im super sad and hvnt ponned anythg othr than civics lessons
i nv pon any formal classroom lesson
so i decided t let my heart lead the way
and it leads me to the canteen
:)
me weet and bx din go for chem mkup tut
ohwell, waste of time anyw
but i still dont understd missooi's frequent moodswings.
hmph, no more of her alr anyw!:)
hope and pray our chem tchr is good, nice and like tanjf!LOL!
the class was like deciding t go and not t go and in the end more thn half the class went
kinda remind me of 4H. dont get me wrong.
not in the real bad way
'oh we're not going, we're ponning'
[the actual day]
me: whr u all gg?
rest: oh, class you knw?
me: i dunno.pls can we nt go

whatevr la

heh then we met missooi in the hawkercentre
maybe thr is such thing as murphy's law
we jst HAD t meet her thr at the right time and place
but we said hi anyhow, we're nice people
oh then went to CHILL
hah! my fav new word for the moment
CHILL people CHILL
whn are going t chill agn?

so in the end left me and weeting
went t mplib starbucks t chill
miss tht place alotalot. pity its gna close dwn soon
bahhs
the o'lvl days...
the rhumba frapp
GONE

basically jst slacked thr.
yes, really seriously do nothing absolutely nothing
sit on the superrr nice and plushy sofa and read chicklit novels
actually the ones tht me and weet picked were damn boring
and ended up slping on the sofa.
power napping more like it
to power tht somehow i still feel awake aft 1am and hv been running arnd for the whole day
woah! if only i can like tht during the 'piah for test' time man!
people watching is interesting, relaxing, kaypo-ish, stalker-ish, and seh-ish. so i lovvve t indulge in it. why not man.
have eyes. look.
slacked frm 3plus t 6 like tht then went t buy flowers t go vjco

whee. nv see the vj ppl for like ages la.
mmm, the concert eh.
okayy la i guess
sihann i finally see u play. think i dunno whn was the last time i see u play on stage.LOL
and ahhaa so seh give flowers sia!
oh and thx alotalot for the present ya!:)

somehw i feel vryvryvry hungry all of a sudden
and realised i havnt eaten dinner
well done me!
pfft the only thing in the fridge tht is edible is oreos
yes black black oreos
but yumm!
anyhw, aft alotALOT of deliberation, decided to

eat them up

and i will brush my teeth extra hard ltr
:)

i tell you the power nap is damn power
i dont feel tired at all
this is not vry good for my study plan tmr really
wake up: 7.45am!
HOHO-

oh and accordg t yanlaoshi[my CT]
'its the computer at home tht hinders any form of studying'
[he said it in chn of course]

so true pls
abstinence is the key
haha sounds familiar!

abstinence to the computer la

motivated

2006-05-10T17:12:00.000+08:00

this week's going pretty quickly and i knw before i knw it its gna be week NINE alr
hmph
dunno whether t be happy or sad
NINE days left of sch. real sch.
not counting weekends and sports carn.
yes, NINE
then going off t italy aft tht.
yay kinda happy and excited and all
but at the same time abit scared and stuff
cos aft the hols got jcts.
hmph!

jst got the jct timetable tdy.
quite. err. short
like FOUR days short
i dnt think i've had this type of timetable since pri sch really
dont knw whether its a gd thing or not
less time t study btwn the subs
but get ovr it faster. i guess.
oh and i want t die for bio SPA skill A
sometimes i rly wished i took lit instead of bio really
i knw i wont die in lit.
cos basically i LOVE lit
i guess you ppl knw tht too
dunno wht made me tk tht step of faith
although we were still reeling frm too many doses of mdm sim pc
'whn you get t A levels.. the bio.......'
pfft
im quite worried abt the skill A thingy
one hour. six pgs of writing. one brain.
i need all the brainpower and handpower i can get
and the best thing is im gna do the real SPA one day before i leave
oh and ive jst started studying for jcts
yeah man!
the only thing im worried abt is BIOLOGY
i wonder if i made the right decision 5 mths ago

ohwell i guess its alr too late
i gotta suck it up and stick with it

:o

ah well lets see wht happened these few days
i jst realised ive been looking forward t each passing day and waiting for the nxt day t come
is this weird
i like school but i dont like school
damn psycho pls

oh and im kinda resigned t fate regarding pw. really
everyone seem t be complaining abt PW nowadays
i see lots of freaking unhappy msn nicks
lots of 'iHATEpw' headings in blogs
alot of hate basically on this measly subjct
ohwell
i 'cant freaking wait' for pw

ponned my second contact period tday
some stupid mcys talk tht i totally cannot imagine myself doing
and the sound system sucked
anyhow went t canteen t sit w junjie, weet and wanting, chicken
talked crap as usual
usually i'd kill t go hm early and stuff
but tday whn i had the chance t i din
hmph
din evn feel like going home
ended up in the hawkercentre opp sch
din eat but jst sit and talk crap w weet, aiksiong and zihe
ohmy guys really! eat alot. and i mean alot
they're pretty funny and stuff
oh and i think their version of survivor outcast is damn funny la!
outcast really!

tmr there;s maths test on apgp, inequalz, matrix. hw wonderful la
studied here and thr. bits and pieces la rly.
dunno why im feeling so calm nw whn normally i'll be rather worried and stuff
like ohmy i cannot finish the paper or wah this is damn freaking hard can
no, i didnt
i jst slacked thru the MAKEUP TUT which i din prepare for
and was damn waste of my time pls
im jst gna practice a few tys qns. yeah hope i can do it
i want t do it

oh and ive been damn motivated these few days.
studying and stuff
cos i knw i wont hv the mood or vry slackish during hols.
thn aft i come back no time le
pfft
im so going t study my ass off.

mm. going for vjco tmr.
shopping before that?
oh and i feel like ponning chem mkup tut also
sucks pls
shoppingshoppingshoppingshoppingggggg!!!!!!!

singapore votes~!

2006-05-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

i'm positively having a very interesting but quiet evening
guess what i'm watching the live coverage of the elections results
hoho!
quite interesting seriously
and i jst made a bet with my mum tht aljunied will lose
howevr i like george yeo though
so tht's kinda sad hmph
so its me and daddy against mum
she's for PAP t win aljunied!
but the most ironic thing is she's gone t slp
pfft!:)
she cant take it cos her bedtime is 10pm
yes you din hear wrong its TEN pm
hahaha some of us jst start work at 10pm!

oh and i jst heard tht east coast is still governed by PAP. hmph 63point sth% agnst 33plus WP
not bad not bad at all
hahaa my first most interesting election!i like!
thinking abt it, nxt elections and i'll be old enough t vote
mygoodness
i'll be TWENTYONE by then
that's oldd really
old and legal

okay uh let's see, wht's new
cell yestd
i guess it was just okay
yes just okay
its been shift t sat aftnn nw
cos ppl cannot make it on friday night
i really dnt think its an obligation, its a need
i enjoy myself but i just sailed through last night
i dont really knw why too but i felt kinda zonked out
the icebreaker was funn! grt job clement!:)
maybe it was my eye tht was being a bitch
itchy, red and all
maybe i was jst tired and hecked
i hope it will pass fast
maybe tomorrow will always be better.

church was okay today
had t do communion today
hv never taken communion
maybe will be getting baptized end of the yr
feel the time's getting right nw
hmph
dunno whr the guys disappear t sometimes
haha but anyw, they're guys wht
wht u expect rly!:):)
soccer soccer and more soccer only!
LOL

watched parent trap jst now
it nv fails t make me feel all fuzzy and warm inside
such a sweeeeeeeet show really
and i wld kill t hv a twin
hahaa but maybe agn i'll nt like it
hoho!
i rly prefered lindsaylohan whn she was younger
sweeter and definitely prettier!

so im up watching the 1oth GE
accompanying daddy watching tv is rly quite interesting
live commentary aside tht frm the tv!
very interesting!
only a few times in my life
:)

oh and while i was enertaining myself during the breaks of tv commercials i was updating my friendster profile
hurhur
i finally decided t upload and pay a little attention t that fast deteriorating and derelict account
for goodness sake it was created in 2003

heng this thing refreshed itself cos the stupid comp. jst died on blogger page.
damn thing is so darn slow.
maybe cos the comments here are like so negative
i dont care

uh and here's the friendster link
XINEN'S FRIENDSTER LINK
write testimonials for me
be a good person!:)
oh and add me. duh!

frm wht i see on tv nw
leehsienloong's not exactly vry happy w the results
haha and daddy's still giving his two cents worth
heh!
see tmr's papers splashed with election news though
but somebody pls pity the poor civil servants

short day yummy day

2006-05-05T13:30:00.000+08:00

hellohello
i jst realised i mentioned weeting like 4-5 times in the last post
LOL!
anyw, back like early tday cos of the dumb elections thingy tmr
in which like almost evry sch is involved.
sian
and thr's like 0.5% chance tht the WP will win east coast GRC
like wow pls
and its not a dumb statistic tht i jst came up with 2 sec ago
its in the newspapers!!!
and yes, i DO read the papers
jst that i especially like the life section and the othr not so impt sections

but seriously right on the topic of elections
hmph, pls la if i could vote right
i wld rly vote for the WP can
so sue me
isnt it pretty cool t live in an opposition ward
like aljunied GRC
:):)
if i had a chance right i wld kill t go t one of the WP rallies
actually daddy wanted t go t the AMK rally ystd but hor half way on the CTE jam like siao. seriously la all the people headed t the same place. want t turn out also so darn hard. hahaa. i can imagine. if only they held a rally in the field opp my hse!:)
but if i din learn anythg this elections i only knw one thing
politics is full of backstabbers, cheaters, losers and plain
dirrrrrttttyyyy
i wld nv dream of entering politics rly.

oh and i feel so so damn smart during the GP essay tday
i'm quite glad i didnt pon it
it made me feel good
cos i cld like write and write and write
so many points but my hand was tiredd!

and now i'm evn more convinced that not all the boundaries that are drawn on maps divide people. seriously la thr's like discrimination is EVERY single thing. evn to the point of whether one's bellybutton is the stick out type or the stick in? type.
HAH!:)
hmph, oh ya and wanting get well soon ya frm ur uh, 2-week-once sickness. and try not t use too much tissue hor.

uh, i'm too pissed with miss ooi for words.
seriously i knw this is like mean and stuff
but im so bu shuang with her face tht i jst hv this mean feeling whn i look at her face trying t teach chem. uh, puh-lease la she's only NINETEEN.
u knw some teachers like tanjf, she's fierce and strict and sarcastic!
but i respect and admire her for teaching chem
but this kind of tchr
urgh
same sarcasm but it totally pisses me off
compared t miss fong tday when she was teaching mock SPA, miss fong was like 10 times better pls. strict but nice.
i cant cant cant wait for her to
byebye

oh and i'm reading through my past entries and im like sooooo amused la
its like so so immature! pls!
and im like laughing vry hard nw
cos i jst read the entry on mdm sim and the BABY BALSAM
MOJOJO
hahaa i still rmb kayy!
oh and for the record, the balsam is STILL GROWING
i think its healthier thn last time.
im very serious
the next post im gna tk some photos of it
hahaa tans i bet you'll are vry amused
and so my mum concludes tht i definitely DONT have green fingers
cos last yr i tk care until so cham then like tt only
took ages t flower and nw its flowering like crazy
mmm maybe its murphy's law!
but they're pretty now with the pink and red flowers and all!
i tell u my past posts are like pfft.
maybe i'll laugh when i read this like in the future
i dunno
hopefully not!;)
but it certainly brings back wonderful memories of dhs and the nicenice people tht i knw!

gg t eat sakae buffet ltr
YUMMS
dunno wht else now
supposed t do some research on srebrenica!hoho
think the name's rly pretty:)

iceskating soon?:):):)
lol

PON SCHOOL ANYONE

2006-05-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

i'm positively a bad kid
supposed to be doing the outline for GP essay tmr
cos i dont feel like thinking in gp tmr

'not all boundaries that divide people are drawn on maps'
damn true pls

i jst have a feeling tht i will stone or jst start disturbing people
dunno why this few days i keep disturbing people
heh!
ahahaa weeting! get it?
I'M BADD!

like tht day oh ya during the crappy pw lecture
i started disturbing weeting
hahaa sth abt the holes in her nike bag for breathing...
and a whole lot of crap la
seriously la dunno wht's wrong w me
oh and today during maths
i jst hecked the whole lesson and
DO NOTHING
other than disturb weeting agn
dunno why its always her.
LOL pls :))
and i havnt done a single teensyweensy bit of apgp
i hope my motivated streak lasts

i feel vry smart all of a sudden
hmph
cos we were supposed t do some gp projct yep
but i kinda forgot the topic
but i knw wht's it on
some massacre thingy with the country land surrounded by some othr country thing
ya that one
but i cannot rmb the name
sia la like tht how t google search
sososo i kinda stoned for 5min
then
tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i suddenly thought of it
SREBRENICA MASSACRE
or the
BETRAYAL OF SREBRENICA
wahh am i smart or am i smart la
:):):)
so i'm gna do some research nownownow

thr's cell tmr agn
but thr's half day off
boo! its so so wasted la pls
we only have one period early off cos our original lessons end at 1.45pm
tht sucks la
so not worth it
anyw, think im going out with my mummy and bro
t eat sakae i think
but i hv t wait until like 3plus thn start
so maybe earlier part can go out walkwalk w bx and weet they all
hope so la
hmph!
actually right, i dnt evn feel like going school tmr can
i feel like jst PONNING school
weird feeling
i knw i want to but i'll nv get dwn t doing it
dunno wht's my prob
maybe its the parent thing or its jst my conscience
or maybe i've nv intentionally ponned sch
othr than the heh! dhs sports day and tchrs day
*raises eyebrow at both tans
my accomplices-
hoho:):)
i think lqx almost had a fit
kinda miss her nw tht i think of it
her and her little ways and her sheepish grin
GRIN!

the only good thing abt tmr is i can wake up a LITTLE bit later
cos swimming mahh
then can tk a lift frm weeeweeeting
haha i shall stop disturbing her alr
stop xinen stop!!!!!!!
stop being evil NOW

ok the good xinen is back
and doing research for srebrenica

haha sounds like a fashion brand

girl1: hey tht's a nice top
girl2: yeah i knw
girl1: wht brand is it. nv seen it before
girl2: oh its srebrenica, its new stock:)

ROTFLMAO

i swear it was thought of on the spot
funny!
k shall stop being irritating already
byebye

i might as well

2006-05-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

since im online
vry sadly STILL doing my PI
i knw my life is damn sad nowadays
school.tutorials.school.PI.PI.PI.PI
hahaa
abit exaggarated but heck
PI leh
heng its the last one already
cos friday is the
DEAD-line
yippeeeeeeeeeeee
for once i look forward to a DEADLINE!:)

and i rly feel much better now after posting that vry ranty and angry post yestd
i still feel abit pissed but i can handle it
yeah
for now luh i think

well, im happy to look forward to friday
firstly, cos thr's the missing of one CHEM tutorial
i dunno why but i hv this urge to pon it totally
today i felt the overwhelming urge t feign illness in the morning jst t nt go t sch
this is a baddd very badd sign
ohnoohnooo

thr's swimming and GP on fri
i feel like jst staying home aft swimming
thx t that essay
HMPH! give miss tan face, since she so nice
nice thn MISS OOI anyway
how i wish she was reading this...
till 15th may people

after school.
i have a few options
kinda

1. go out w bixia and weeting t watch movie

2. slack arnd at home and slp

3. go out eat sakae buffet w my cousins and mummy

4. rent dvd's and watch at my cousins

5. mugg with caron or sth

i dunno which to choose
PFFT:(:(
but options 1,3,4 sounds good t me
heh!

onto othr stuff
house comm nominations todayy
one word : PATHETIC
really
the LT was like uh 1/4 full? or less
and the best thing is 17 nominees choose 17 house comm elects
hello!pls do the math
and tell me again why we need to VOTE
okay maybe we need for the hse capt but tht's all
and not as if the votes THAT many
hurhur-
dont get me wrong though
i love delta
but the people in.... heh!
AND OMG SC EXCO the pres and vice were ookayy but THAT!
ohmygoodness
just faint and die please

i feel vry accomplished today
i finally finished my chem bonding tutorial
FINALLY okay
after like eons.
and im determined to finish gas's laws by this wkend
anybody who sees me on monday pls ask me whether ive finished:):)
im suddenly vry vry vry motivated
quite scary actually

ok im off now

ONG : i cant wait! seeya soon!love ya
TAN & TAN : see ya soon okayy!:)loveyou guys too:)

suddenly all the colors disappear
i'm jst too freaking lazy!
byebye
leaving in peace with a toothy GRIN-

MRLIMsuckstothemax

2006-05-02T22:14:00.000+08:00

im freaking irritated and pissed and whatchamacallits
jst a step away frm shouting out the F word t that person
but i cant
cos doing it has dire consequences
i hope aft this i feel better alr
it always make me feel better aft letting it out
i hope it does its magic this time

so actually today was okayy
you knw normal fine typical yeah you get it
then i settled dwn t do tutorials and stuff like the typical mugger
so coach serene msged me t tell me she cannot train on mon wed and fri alr
okayy
so i msged MRLIM our wonderfullest squash teacher
you will see why later
i guarantee
to see if it was possible t hv trainings on this sat.
which happens t be polling day
THAT I KNOW ITS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY
tht's why i asked la
pls u think im tht stupid

and guess what he replied
'my friend do you knw what day sat is, a public holiday'
okayy tht was so not subtle and uncalled for
uh so resigned to the fate of nt hving training for another wk was hard enough
i kinda look forward t trainings though really
i decided t get started on APGP
guess what, wonderful mrlim CALLED me and starting scolding me
i mean like f***
what did i do
im jst an ic, big deal
and he went on and on and on and ohmygosh u dnt knw hw much i felt like punching sth.
what really made me irritated was the fact that he said

'oh no matter hw hard you train you'll never win anything'
'why are you'll so eager to train'
'maybe i'll nt evn sign you'll for novice'
'you yr ones give me so much trouble'
'they train for 6yrs you train for 1, do you think you have chance?'

isnt that what sportsmen do
TRAIN
all the more we shld train
i mean like HELL TO YOU MISTER
the best thing is i hvnt evn seen him face t face
and all i can do is jst mutter
'yes, uh, okay, yes i understand, sorry'
WHAT THE FUCK PLS

and thn he tries t play mrniceguy here
oh see you dnt understand
thr's only ONE teacher in chg
i knw tht u ass
and i cant guarantee your safety if you go t yck
no insurance no safety
load of crap
pls like there are terrorists thr t kidnap us
stop bothering your seniors t train you
hello, no coach, no courts, now no seniors.
thanks ah thanks alot

as i was getting off the second conv on MY HANDPHONE with him
he smses me saying oh u can get wilson t train u guys tmr
hello, what was tht abt bothering seniors?
no thx, we're NOT having trng tmr alr thx t YOU
and the shelling was vry much NOT appreciated hwevr good u felt abt it
now i officially have NO mood to sit dwn and try t understand APGP and whatnots

i jst feel like crying
but i dont see the point in doing so
getting scolded over nothing
now THAT's something

sometimes i rly dont knw if im handling stuff right
i knw that HE is always watching out for me
but sometimes i feel damn lousy
like now

someone pls brighten my day, be my guiding light, be my hero
eternally grateful

do i feel better now?
i rly hope so

look at the stars, look how they shine for you

labour dayy

2006-05-01T14:02:00.000+08:00

ah well today is labour day
not that i care what holiday it is
i just care that it's a holiday
i knw u get what i mean

but what sucks is the amount of work i hv t to
RURRH
the bio SPA is enough to kill me already
poor little bio students
memorising 6 pages of info for one hour of SPA-ing
and SPA was supposed t be for relaxation
how ironic

but i feel im pret-ty organised today
compared to other days that is
although my parents betted on what time i wld wake up today
hurhur
how childish
just for the record, they both lost
i woke up close t eleven
:):)
earlier than that i wld be depriving myself
what for?

and i spent last night reading my yummilicious uh, fantasy novels
sooooo sweeeeeeeeeet la pls
sometimes my ability to imagine is seriously scaring me
i read sth and i can literally see the things happening in my mind
mygoodness
like im watching a movie in my head
anyw, since today was a holiday i cld afford t stay up till whatevr insane hour i want t read books. snuggled under heaps of pillows and blankets and aircon at full blast
ohman! that's life.
these books sometimes make me feel like
oh well, nevermind
HA-HA

okay um things i NEED NEED NEED to do today
in order to make me feel better

bio SPA report on sucrase
APGP tutorial
CHEM TUTORIALS
DNA genomics 5W1H crap
catch up on maths lectures

pfffffttttttttttt the maths lectures are like soo far ahead la
im like seriously lagging can
im only up till APGP and they're what at mathematical induction and partial fractions
how nice of them

gna catch up on some tv watching soon
hope for some pretty decent shows:)
free willy, air bud, harrypotter???
hmph! or maybe dvd's are better

but thn agn, anything is better thn studies
yeah?

whoever said anything about delayed gratification
i know that already
thankoyouverymuch

FIFTEEN MORE SCHOOLING DAYS
i want t mug
i want t shop

if only it could be that simple

mmm
finally i can have a peaceful house t myself
they went t my cousin's house
somehw i jst dont feel like going
maybe im jst lazy
maybe im getting old
maybemaybe

oh and sth weird jst happened.
my comp. speakers were spoilt since i dunno when
very long ago
and i cant rmb whn's the last time i heard music or evn noise coming out frm it
but it jst revived itself
somehow
praiseGod nw i can listen t music
yippee
this is still very very very weird
hahaa i hv a magic touch!!!!!

gna watch tv alr
sth i dont get t do often
hope this week doesnt go too badly

still waiting

noncommital

2006-04-30T16:48:00.000+08:00

i was damn freaking AMUSED last night.
hahah
you knw why
i dont need t explain
its freakingly idiotically funny
but maybe its not funny to you
hahaa
i really dont care!
i love my life
i dont like you!:x

oh well piano today was crappish
cos i didnt practice the WHOLE week
God forbid me nt t practice agn
so i practically sight readed the whole lesson
and i bet u can tell it was horrendous
what a lesson.hmph!
but the cutie pie BEE they gave me was mightily cute
hahaa to think i said 'EEEEE wht's tht ugly thing hanging thr'
OMG JST FAINT AND DIE

its like super super cute la
it looks like a human face
:):):)
and the cup is superlyhumongously BIG
like huge!LOL!
all the better to fill you up with
so they say
thx ah gong and sereneeeeee!:)
love you guys loads

umm on to not so nice stuff
im superuberlyfreakingly SAD
you knw why

CHELSEA vs belovedMANCHESTER UNITED

THREE - ZERO
get it?
3-0
bahhhs my belove man u LOST
whywhywhy!
EPL sucks nw i totally agree tan!
ohman!
im soooo depressed can
this sucks
nw the title's chelsea's
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhs!

no more mention of epl alr
i cant wait for the world cup!
GOGOGOGOGO ENGLANDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!
three lions rockkkk man!
oh and i want barca t win the champs league
ronaldinho is soooo talented
really
i dont like ARSENAL
goodbye arsenal
hello barca!:)

and yes tmr is a HOLIDAYYY
cheers people
get it
H-O-L-I-D-A-Y
but i still hv t do freaking SIX pages of bio SPA skill A
argh!
SIX pages leh
in one hour
i WILL do it

hmph and nw im watching some superly funny and retarded soap opera.
virtues of harmony
laughs my ass off pls:D

i wantwantwant

to go shopping
to mugg
to buy cascada's CD
to play squash pro-ly

for now tht's all
i hope!
:D

Love is not just looking at each other, it's looking in the same direction.

The pain of love is the pain of being alive. It is a perpetual wound.

end of story
period

tiredd!

2006-04-29T19:22:00.000+08:00

i still cant get the fact that im already SEVENTEEN

we're flying pass our teenage years damn fast

i still can remember the time i was so excited that i wad finally turning thirteen cos there was a teen in my age.

and now im seventeen

ohmyyyy

had cell agn on friday

hmm our female population in our cell is getting smaller and smaller

and last week and this wk only had me and robyn/caron

come okay people!

yes i knw jc is damn busy and tiring and stuff

but our GOD is greater and more impt thn anythg in this world

place Him first

oh and darren sat in the cell

i think he's like super wise and stuff. all the things he said are like woah! and make alotalot of sense okay. i dnt think i can evr talk like that la. seriously. like woah!

i love the BASIC LIFE

ohohohoh

did i mention our cell is called

the BASIC LIFE

super cool la pls!

Brothers And Sisters In Christ

Living In Faith Evermore

like wow right! i told you!

swt and simple

and meaningful too

sounds a tad like the simple life.

u knw, paris and nicole

hoho

uh wht else on fri night lets see

yahhh

DELTA HOUSE FUNCTION

wooohoooo

the goodybag rocked la

kitkat bites, crackers, wallet shop vouchers, f&n drink, pen, herworld mag.

blablabla

vry nice

din stay throughout the thing la but enough t hv fun

only a few people frm 28/06 went. sadly

me, weet, wanting, shanrui, guohong, junjie

ONLY

hmphs!

i still insists that the goodybag is nicenicenice!:)

being in the house comm is not an easy job

then today

went to YIOCHUKANG tennis and squash courts t train today!

OMG so far la can!

like 55min by train

and i had t wake up freaking early on a gorgeously cosy sat morning to haul my sorry butt t YCK! [LOL looks like the word yuck!;)]

but the place didnt disappoint. yck is quite nice rly.

but training was good! but i felt a tadd slack. really. i expected worse

maybe its jst one of the first.

the 40 court sprints were no joke

challenging, i like

the yr2 guys are like super nice and stuff

they came t train us and all

super passionate people

its always these guys tht train us whn thr's no coach.

wilson, ben and edward. the best sia!:)

they always come earlier thn us and leave later

and they teach us evrything vry patiently

you guys rock

but the excercise was seriously welcoming and no regrets. really

went t cine w the yrone girls ltr

yes all sweaty and stinky

but we dont care, poor mrt passengers standing beside/behind us though

ate pastamania thr.

cine's surprisingly quiet on a sat aftnn..hmm maybe i havnt been t orchard in awhile

only 5 of us went t eat though

had a lot of fun talking crap and stuff basically

me,michelle, carol, yilin, and jocelyn!

and we took neoprints!

omg i havent taken neoprints in like ages!!!!!!

partly cos i use my digicam most of the time nw

but i love! neoprints! and the decorating

awwwww!!!!!!!

chionged home t bathe and go t church

i din evn get t sit dwn at home

and i jst realised tht i havent seen my mummy in TWO days

and we live in the same house.

hoho

i leave aft her the morning cos of swimming and come back whn she's asleep

i leave whn she's at the market and whn i come hm, she's off t cell..

i want my mummy!

i shall wait up for her today like the good girl i am!:)

anyway, today's super weird. cos they were nt supposed t have cell today

cos they had cell last wk while i was on escapade at caron's hse..naughtynaughty

but today agn. weird...

nvm so its like an alternate sat agn

i dunno whether tht's good or nt

but i sure like the house all quiet with me and me alone

on the aircon. dim the lights. blast stereo. chill. watch dvds. or read summer hunk and hot babe books. maybe indulge in mango icecreammm*

that's life.

ooh and i have cheesecake toooooooooooooo!

mummy made cheesecake!

cheesecake=fats

sinfulllllllllll!

one more thing

pls enjoy the long weekend as much as you can!

we shld learn t enjoy life more

take me as an example

chillllllllll

on a parting note:

if something's not worth praying for, its not worth worrying over

love

SEXY SEVENTEEN!!!!!!!

2006-04-27T16:08:00.000+08:00

guess who's birthday it is TODAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if you guessed me? guess what?
you're right!!!
OMG so smart!

ROTFLMAO

anyhow
im feeling damn high now
cos guess what 17 only comes once a lifetime
if its gone, its gone
so i've got t treasure every waking moment of it
so includes slping as late as possible on 26th and staying awake until the last possible moment of 27th april! :):)
i guess im super blessed t have such great friends and family who love me so so so much and all those i've known for like super long thx for always being thr for me!:)

and t the many people who wished me happybirthday be it one time or like a MILLION times. ahem.

thanks alot. love you guys!:D

andandand oh man mr gan our form teacher actually sent me a happybirthday msg
tht's like soo swt! hahaa
and i was damn happy for the whole morning assembly.

the whole day basically went vry vry well
or partly cos i was like on cloud nine the whole day
oh and i passed my maths test
yayyyyyy
and i knw hw t do the super chim eng compre

'there is hate that explodes and there is hate that never catches fire'

hmmmmmmmmmmmm!
evn better!
i got a free ride home
the best!:D

i have apple strudel for a birthday cake!YUM!
okayy going out t eat dinner soon w my family
dunno whr yet!
but tht's not the point

i'm a vry happy happy seventeen yr old girl!

27th april 2006

birthday week!

2006-04-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

ah well my blogger is finally up and working agn
it somehow died on me the past few days and absolutely REFUSED to refresh
glad its back somehw..

i jst did some calculations and i jst realised tht we only have
get this
EIGHTEEN days of actual school left
yes 18!
tht's like freaking fast..
and i bet before we knw it its alr jct's
and that's like BAD
i cant believe its tht short actually
i really need to start mugging
anyone for takers? serious stuff!
but plus all the pubilc hols and the three day sports carn.
hmmmm.
ITALY! heh i jst cldnt resist

and i jst realised that squash is damn slack at the moment
cos the courts are like undergoing renovation and we cant train
and coach is like on leave
well done!
the sky also refuses t cooperate and we cant evn hv pt
hmph!
more early days for me i guess
until sat.hoho yiochukang courts at TEN
i want t die
so early
haha but the guys have it worse
imagine hauling your sorry butt out of the hse before 7am on a sat t get t yck at 8
not funny

okay on to othr stuff
uh today?
i hate tuesdays
although compared t other people in sch and evn othr jcs our timetable is like shiok
but tues still suck
but PE is getting better
LOL swimming on fris rock
think im gna miss swimming aft term 2
mmmm, oh i tell u im a total pig la pls
i was lazing arnd aft bathing today
thn i was like okayy i shall tk a 10min nap
guess what time i woke up

8pm
i slept at 5.30 pm btw
like wow.

oh and these days evryone is complaining bucket loads about PI [peeeyes] and GPPs
hmm they rly suck?
i think so!
its spoiling my yearONE in jc.tht's sad:(

if i dnt get started NOW, i dunno wht time im gna slp
oh and i think my PI is on the verge of being accepted
i hope
hopefully this is the LAST draft
God save us pls:)

oh and my digicam rocks!:):)
abit random but heck!

backdatedd

2006-04-24T17:32:00.000+08:00

oh well this is so backdated but im still gna blog abt it cos its qt funny and well, just funny

and it was during the weekend too, not-ironically, my favorite part of the week

yep

start frm friday shall we

uh let's see my mind is rly deteriorating..oh ya i rmb, SPORTS DAY hw cld i forgt!

my first sports day in tjc

the good thing is tht we get t miss chem pract. ohyeahbabyy!

the bad thing is its until late. and fri's our early day

had alot of fun waiting for the sports day t actually happen and going for it

somehw i din hv the strong urge t ponn it and climb ovr the gate or sth like tht of dhs

hoho!!

basically spent the time taking lots of dumb photos with stupidd! poses. and why isit always ME tht does all the retarded posesss!!!!OIII!:):)

but it was these tht made sports day so ahem interesting

and the POCKY incident

bixia and chuilaam tried t kop a unattended packet of milk pocky tht was arnd our seat area

aft asking arnd for awhile and no one claimed the pocky, THEY ATE IT

and guess what the owner came back

HILARIOUS PLS!

heng it was our ogl zhilian who was rather amused

i cldnt stop laughing pls..LOL!

oh and the cheerleading was great!:):)

check out the sports day photos

HERE

oh then went for cell aft tht

i totally LOVE cell grps! whee!

yeah actually was supposed t go by myself t robynn's hse which is in

SERANGOON GARDENS

which is damn farr

butbutbut sports day ended a little bit earlier thn expected [special emphasis on the word little]

and knwing our cell grp

they're famous for being uh. LATE

sry, VRY late:)

so i figured they were still at bedok. so i din hv t go myself. yay!

brandon almost got us LOST mygoodness!

i had a feeling we were on an adventure, somehw

oh and robyn's cat[seven] and dog[jody] were vry cute!:)

cell was great as usual

it rly makes me look forward t the end of the week and gives me energy t get thru the nxt

we finally did the book but ahem only like what FOUR people brought it

hoho

we still did it anyhw

not forgetting the many sidetracks we had. with uh. english!

oh yeah nw we wld like t thankS God for evrything. hoho daryl, inside joke huh!

and yong's and brandon's evr interesting bantering and putting of each othr dwn

really!!!

oh and i figured out some stuff

people rly shldnt hv reason t hate themself or feel bad abt themselves.

cos ultimately we're all GOD's creation

and t not feel gd abt ourself is putting dwn god's creation - us

and tht obviously is the devil's lie

ohwell keifffffffff[hoho] rly made sense tht day!

here's the best part.

yong, made birthday cakes for both me and robyn!

hahaa im vry surprised

but thn agn he always surprises people

i rly din knw he is any gd in the kitchen

but the cake rly tasted good!! yumm altho not vry appetising as in the shape and all

i knw u get wht i mean ya

but oreo cheesecake! the best!:):)im a vry happy person

shared cab home w char and daryl

and he insists on telling me abt the gory details of saw II. so not funny

and wht's with me getting a christian name! i love my name alot thankyouvrymuch!

ohwell fri was vry meaningful.

went t church on sat

discussed some catholic vs christianity issues

which honestly i dnt knw vry much abt

hmph

was SUPPOSED t go home straight aft tht

butbutbut

caron asked me t go her hse t STUDY

really, study on a sat night

and so i went rly thinking tht we wld get dwn t studying and whatnots

guess wht we ended up doing

watching...

bridget jones diary

heh! but it was a nice show anyhw until it died on us

yep DIED ON US. hw nice.i think it was God's way of telling me 'time t go home NOW!'

i reached home jst in time t bathe and on the comp before my bro came home.

phew

not busted

cos mummy thought i was at home studying..

hmmmm...:)

anyw, it all coordinated vry well. GRINS:)

oh and throughout the way home i was eavesdropping on three girls think abt my age luh

talking abt what? guys...typical!

saying wht? only get guys in 2nd yr uni.. like HUH? cos apparently they think the othrs are too despo. i was vry damn amused btw. but vry entertained too!

oh well vry long entry

off t do some pw stuff GPP urgh!

and im trying t love my enemies. trying v. hard.

i hope im getting good

and vry soon i wld nt detest anybody in this world alr! yippee..

and i jst realised i hv pizza for dinner alr

see, being nice is good!:)

more some othr time

HE died for me, i live for HIM

retail therapy!!!

2006-04-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

i shall fast forward the day t the part where the school bell rings signalling the end of school

whr me and wanting decide t head t tampines mall t shop or rather try t shop
heh
i tell u we are losers okay
i havent been t TM since i dunno when and am totally like a mountain tortoise
with the shell and all
okayy tht's abit exaggarated
anyhw, we went thr t walk walk look see look see
and of course gossip la
pls its like duh!

oh and we went frm shop t shop happily commenting and giving our two puny cents worth abt anythg and evrythg.
ohwell it was damn fun
and the buying part!
rocked
i tell u retail therapy is like the best thing on earth or sth.
yeahyeah i failed the bio test
and so did evryone else
but im ovr it alr
thx t a few dumb things tht i bought
yay!

oh and i saw many many many things tht i wanted t buy
so damn sad i cldnt
one, lack of funds
two, abit waste money
but i shall list the things ltr
hoho i shld start saving money alr!

okayokay onto other stuff alr

i tell u the daily struggle t use the comp continues t ensue in the chua household

me the wonderful sister tries t persuade the evil brother t let me use the comp

and he blatently refuses sighting that he still has t finish his 'project' which i highly think is pseudo and he hangs on for all he's worth trying t find excuses

oh well the sister wins in the end as u can probably tell

and yes this happens everyday.

ah the woes of a FIFTEEN year old adolescence

a very yummilicious book as u can see

GREENIE HUNGRY? FAT HOPE

thx jon for the cookies.:):)yum!

pretty!

lovely!

my latest 'darlingg'

my messyuntilcannotmakeit drawer

finding things take ages.go figure

oh well picture posts are so damn hard t do and takes so long.

im vry tired now

more tmr or sat. bye

talk about crap

2006-04-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

RURRRH im damn irritated now
my pw grp is hving some crappish online discussion and someone is pretending he knows like freaking everything. big deal. stop trying t fit it cos YOU DONT. leader so WHAT. wtf. its not as if the vote was unanimous.

it was all YOUR own doing
hello whr got ppl own self put themselves as leader one.
u think tht will gain you a good testimonial.
u think participating in every single thing tht comes your way will gain the favor of your classmates. okay groupmates? fat hope

JUST GO AND DIE
jst looking at your face makes me want t hurl
i rly cant stand you

okayy on a brighter note.
wednesday is OVERRRR!
tht means friday is one day nearer
woooooohoooooooooooooo!
one day nearer t the weekend
weekends are like so precious these days
hmph.
do i still like school anymore?

mmmm
oh uh took back our BIG FIVE test thingy today
vry interesting i must say
but vry true
some thing t test ur personality and stuff and see which areas can improve in
it says i hv low PURPOSE
damn!
hahahaaLOL
i mustmustmust be more focused!
if u see me slacking, pls scold me!:):)
oh and im starting t lagg in tutorials.
esp like BIO
im like sooo dead
okayy the last bio test...
heh
everyone FAILED
tht's damn sad la pls
i got 11.5 i think
UPON 40
baik sia!
i so need t improve.
anyone want t go mugging w me?
im vry serious.

oh and i think i jst blew today's econs test.
i think i wrote crap throughout.
yeah what PED, CED income elasticity???
im so so dead
i hope i did okay for the maths test
i felt i did...

okayy enough about school already
oh umm ytd had mock napfa the 2.4 km part.
i think i did okay la
for someone who hasnt run since roadrun
15.30min
i want t improve it t under 14
possible!
:):):):):)
guess why we had t run
cos the sky din want t cooperate w us!
it was like pouring the first 40min of the lesson then it STOPPED
and we had t run the six stupid rounds.
ohwell
better t get ovr it i guess

oh and all the better t lose weight.
running
oh how wonderful
you knw i jst read sth
it says sth like successful weight loss...
dont eat anything starting with the letter C
like huh?

cakes
chocolate
cookies
ice cream
chips

true but abit, correction, vry nonsensical
am i going t try it?
hoho
so funny

let me let u in on a little secret
im not listening t a single damn word my grp is discussing for pw on msn
really
and i jst click the orange flashing box t make it stop blinking
for 2 seconds
heh
some ppl trying t act smart is so not impressing me

i think i better go before i start going crazy
anyhow
i look forward t fridayyy

ohmigosh i jst realised tht i havent handed in my gp journal
and i brought it t sch today!
argh!
hope i rmb tmr
nono
i must rmb tmr

rain rain come again
come a-gain everyday
cos xinen loves t see it rain today

lol! it rhymes!

IN EIGHT DAYS TIME..THE WORLD WILL REJOICE

more like i will rejoice!heh

batteries. hmm!

2006-04-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

and i was telling some people i didnt blog on weekdays..

hmmmm.....

i cannot emphasise how much i LOATHE PW.
first we decide on something
then we scrap that something
we decide on another thing
and we scrap that another thing

and we are always missing half our grp
lest the PW lessons tht are compulsory
otherwise we wont evn have half the grp

and we havent even started on the damned thing
i know perfectly well that complaining doesnt get anywhere
but if i dont do this i probably jst faint and die in PW
it saps up so much of my energy and im no longer the funny, smiley person i am during PW
its jst
HOW?WHY? CAN MEH?HOWHOWHOW???
the bottom line
IM NOT SURE
fck

and now people are telling me that the topic area for momentum in PW is too narrow and difficult t develop on. i mean what the hell...
i wonder whr we will be in june or evn august
but i know many other grps have their own probs too
its jst ours are damn worse

life is a blank
LOOK FOWARD TO THE TWENTY SEVENTH!
TEN DAYS LEFT...

hmph
i wanna go shopping soon
i know this is extremely random
uh can see photos at
HERE

wish me luck t come out of this week alive
i look forward t fridayy!

hoho rain rain dont go away

2006-04-16T16:31:00.000+08:00

ELEVEN DAYS. AND COUNTING

HOHO

its raining AGAIN
i love! rain!
seriously most ppl feel sad or gloomy whn it rains or is going t rain
or as my mum puts it. the sky is going t fall dwn
hohoho
i love rain
think me sitting on my messed up bed with notes of chem atomic struct strewn arnd and oreo choc biscuit wrappers on the floor. having full view of the superly dark and ominous sky outside and the poor skinny trees tht is probably malnourished by the evil gardener in my estate swaying in the wind about t snap. oops! heh and im reading some chicklit which is so damn unrealistic but churns all the girlishness whimsical fancies into one really really outof the world frivolous story.

one has t dream sometimes dont we?

okayy so it flooded like what two days ago and i fortunately/unfortunately was one of those unlucky ones caught in the flood. i was on the bus on the way home la and laughing at the poor people on the other side of the road who were half drenched and with the bus not stopping for them for the fear of stalling and the waters being up t knee level. then i saw the road ahead. hahaa the bus i was on also cldnt stop.. hoho! ended up in bedok interchg and slacked arnd abit before going home. well done!

heh so i want it t flood agn. so i can view the awesome view of people scuttering arnd like ants for shelter and the pretty lightning streaking the sky. or not so nice sounding thunder. ohwell

think im kinda sadistic! eh? hahah but evryone has these weird things going on dont you think. haha so im nt tht weird i guess.

umm oh yeah. another crazy week abt t start.
what can i do?
absolutely NOTHING
and that sucks more
actually im jst a vry nice person who loves school and all
butbutbut
thanks t a certain thing and a certain someone
sch's not so fun after all

but why am i getting all upset ovr sth i cannot chg and make myself so upset abt this whole stupid thing tht i hv t live with for the next what? SIX months.

that's right
PW sucks!

GPP is due like in 4 days? hmm what have we done
i still wonder
and my personal PI?
even better
im gna redo the whole freaking thing
recycling batteries??? anyone?

ohwell i better get down t doing it
hopefully this week turns out better than i expect it to be

ttfn

saturday night fever

2006-04-15T19:29:00.000+08:00

TWELVE DAYS TO GO...

hello
im in a particularly slackish mood now and its not exactly a very good position t be in now as you can see the spectacularly high pile of homework that is still accumulating on my desk and im trying t shuff it somewhr but t no avail

this sucks

but i shall not complain anymore eh cos ahaha its APRIL
i jst feel elated the whole of april
and tht happens uh like every year
evn though april is a month full of rubbish and tests and whatnots
its still my birthday month after all
and i have every reason t be HAPPY!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
not vry logical but YAH i like!:)

anyhw today was freaking unproductive
lazed till like eleven
napped frm 3 to 5
onlined frm 7
if tht is not sad i dunno wht is
im so going t do my gp homewk and ace tht stupid atomic structure test on mon
RURRH

i need t start mugging alr
the mind is strong but the body is weak
or something like that

umm anyone has photos send me pls! thx alot!
i admit i was lazy
so????
GRINS

i want i want
i want YOU!

:):)

stonedddd out!

2006-04-14T11:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH LIM WEE TINGGGGG!!:)

MARDI GRAS yesterdayy
shopping w for the stuff was a blast man.

RETROcool!
and my sunglasses, they rockkk!
love the shades okayy
but i want another one!
its esp good for taking pics
one . makes you look good
two . hide those lousy eyebags

heh!
oh and the 3cm thick hairband
hmmm i dunno whn i'll evr get t wear them agn, smash2006???!!! maybe..
oh and the funkayy purple earrings. and the impulsive buys.:):)GRINS

the glittery studs. and the retro bracelet. wooohooooo!
i finally get t wear it. yayness.
aft the impulsive shopping sprees
oohhh!

anyhow, mardi gras was kinda.... dark! duh it was at night
okayy modern dance was the nicest.. according t me la
and i cant believe me, ong, tan and tan went t watch CHINESE DRAMA
ohmigosh. CHINESE okayy
it was t rest our tired legs la pls and the audi aircon was a plus:)

umm.
GOOD FRIDAYY TODAY
praise GOD!:)
oh and congrats t char who got baptised todayy!!! yay!
supposed t go maggimee party at yong's house jst now but the ppl all needed t attend 2nd svc and i was too tired t sit thru another svc. plus i was gg out ltr. no time t catch up on slp...hmph. but i miss cell...:(:(aiyohh
hmph.hope nxt fri comes FASTER.
are we doing anythg tmr??

ohwell. nxt wk's gna flyy by with all the frigging tests and crap.
and DAMN PROJECT WORK
hmph i didnt know other grps had such probs too
cos my grp SUCKS BIG TIME

anyw
I WANNA GO SHOPPING SOON!!
BUGIS VILLAGE SO ROCKS!:)
ANYONE WANTS T COME W ME?????????

13 DAYS TO GO TO HER ROYAL HIGHNESS BIRTHDAY:)

damn fcking pissed

2006-04-12T19:16:00.000+08:00

ahhhhheeeeemmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FIFTEEN DAYS TO GO TILL THE 27TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS NOT A HINT THIS IS AN ANNOUNCEMENT
PS LOOK ON THE RIGHT FOR 'HINTS'

back frm going MIA

SLC was great
no time t elaborate plus i think i forgotten much of the stuff
diff kind of fun frm sec3 lv camp
but still fun
people kind of fun not so much of physical
and t all my tent mates [including the mozzies and whatnots]
all the wayy people!!!
incliding simin, nat, justine, gita, grace, and all the grp FIVE people
heh we were joint last w grp SIX [pretend u did not see tht]
bottomline: SLC rocks

PW...
PW fcking sucks i tell u
i rly dunno hw our grp is gna work tgt for the nxt what..EIGHT MONTHS
GPP is like tmr and we havnt done a single damn bit of it
i dont care, we're so dead and i dnt give a damn
pfft!

MARDI GRAS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!
dress prettilyyyy
love

happy?

2006-04-06T20:51:00.001+08:00

thr's at least one thing t be happy about today

I FINALLY FINISHED MY PI FOR PW
but getting it accepted is another thing but im not going t be worried by tht nw
BIO TEST IS FINALLY OVR
but i kinda screwed it up, i guess

i tell u im gna revise c&d ovr agn everywk for like 10min and make sure i no need t memorise it AGAIN for jct. i hope
although everyone says its nt possible
nothing is impossible heh!
anyhw, the test is ovr but weeting claims not t have finish studying.hmmmm.. ;);)
LOL!

ohya going for SL camp like TOMORROW
and i havnt packed
i sure comfirm forget t bring stuff one lor. confirm. except i dunno what i'll forget t bring. so smart.
oh and i havnt found my slping bagg. best!
did i mention, my grp kinda suck and i kinda agree with justine. eeeyur grp FIVE.
i hope its nt as bad as i imagine

but anyhw it feels kinda weird going for these type of ovr-the-weekend camps and come back t sch all damn tired aft the wkend while others come back 'sleep refreshed' oh well...

somehw all the people in the camp comes frm SC. hmm. maybe its really kinda weird aft all. i jst wanna be a normal student who leads a normal life

hmmm?

busybusy

2006-04-05T16:28:00.000+08:00

oh well here i am againn

its been a vryvryvry busy week and the nxt one's gna be WORSE

ohman, its april and stuff's trying t creep up slowly on us
[poor unsuspecting innocent yrones]
and BOO us frm behind and PLONK us dwn and make us fall on our faces
PIAK!
tht's the job of tchrs in TJC. i guess.

rurrrhh
so many things, so little time
and I NEED T RANT!
piling homework aside...

ohyah got our PW grpings alr and i think im SO DEAD
as in seriously
let me try t explain
i rly wanna try t work w my grp properly and do a great job at the end of yrONE for dumb PW and i rly wanna hv a fun fun fun grp which can talk rubbish and stuff and do work obviously...

think Lord is trying t make me understand nt everything goes according t my plan and i'll hv t try t be less sarcastic and judgemental on people whom i jst know superficially. i WILL do my best t like everyone though its SO SO SO HARD. ppl closer t me, bet you'll know...hrrmmph

oh and PI rly suck. everything cannot this cannot that too shoddy.
AIYOHHHHHH
re-do and re-do and RE-DO!
whn can we get on with the rest of PW???

anyw, today my day was pretty sucky t be honest. i actually like gg t sch vry much apart frm waking up super freaking early in the morning. yeah sch's prettty fun i guess.

EXCEPT TODAY

well let's see, umm so me and almost half the class [okayy not half the class, 8ppl?] stood THROUGHOUT the chem tutorial today. wth
MISS freaking OOI thinks shes so great jst because she's NINETEEN and our RELIEF CHEM TCHR. [big deal] and she doesnt evn tell us abt the ATOMIC STRUCTURE TEST NEXT WK. damn she claims thr's mardi gras. jst go and die and STOP PLAYING SOLITAIRE IN THE COMMON ROOM. she sucks.

so she pms-ed this morning and demanded evryone who dint do the tutorials t stand.
AND I DID MY TUTORIALS
all of it
butbutbut
i DIDNT BRING
wth
and i did it like AGES ago la can, whn atomic structure was taught.
and i did bonding tutorials alr la!
i am so so vry PISSED at her.
damnit!
[and its the FIRST period in the morning]

oh and did i mention we got scolded first thing ytd morning too cos poor anghee didnt collect the bio tut 3 and we hence didnt do it...ohwell! miss de souza walked out on our class and we had free period. hmm...

so the whole of 28/06 spent the entire evening of 3 april 2006 doing bio tutorials..
well done!

wonder why all the teachers start picking on us
...
or maybe the problem lies w US
maybemaybe

ya and today was SC Q&A and the mini speech thingy
umm, some were rly impressionable and nonetheless, nice
but others were. uh, what can i say, rather dumb?
but rly i cant judge cos im nt in their shoes
[ohman i'm starting t become nice alr see!]

i still dunno who t vote for
DONT ASK ME!!!
kinda hv a few ppl in mind but uh, definitely nt some others
ah well

OH MAN I HV SO MANY THINGS T DO!!!
and here's jst a few....

1.PW PI
2.study bio test tmr [cell structure and division]
3.do maths rev exs
4.finish bio tutorials. left 2 qns
5.pack my bag for SL camp
6.econs MINI test [ps: no test is mini to me, damn]
7. GP projt [decreasing fertility rates..hmm!!!]
8.take a nap,heh!

okayy dont this jst SUCK
well, bye

ALOT OF STUFF

2006-04-02T17:02:00.000+08:00

fridayy

so tdy was rather slack and stuff, sch ends at like 1.45pm. umm rather early i think but then agn sch ends rly early for my sub combi ya. so i guess tht's good in a way. hmph.

oh and i so so so hate chem lab i tell u
pfft
all the measuring and titrating and cleaning and dropper-ing and
aiyaaaah
jst hate it luh.
and not to mention the lab is like so HOT
nt tht im not hot enough
heh! :):)

so t relieve all our hotness derived frm the chem lab we went t SUBWAY t eat. as in the subway in tj library.
IT SUCKS
the sub was like so darn cold and mushed up. eeee
waste my $ only. walao $4.20 leh. then me and bixia ended up sharing the yummy horfan!!:)
no more subs for me, oh and nt t mention the cookie was so lou-fong and soft!!!! rurrh!

then me, bx, chuilaam, shimin, wanting, wt, jst stoned in the canteen and....STONED. duh.
haha nt stone exactly i guess. gossips heh!!***
we had like major gossip session!!!
so so so funny la pls
with all the vry funny hand actions and all *hint :):)
and all the stupid nicknames for the *ahem guys

GRINS!!

aft obs and slc briefing i had t RUSH home as in rly rush cos all the cell ppl were like alr at my house and the most ironic thing is i, the host was NOT THERE. ohwell, im a busy girl. butbutbut the silly sbs buses REFUSED t cooperate w me and made me wait and wait and wait.
aiyo whn i want buses t come they dont come
whn i dont want them t come so fast they come like IMMEDIATELY
*tsktsk

it was raining.
we were supposed t have a BBQ
i was like 'oh god plsplsplsplspretttty pls let the rain stop, i promise i'll do all my tutorials on time'
come t think of it its rly rly stupid oh well [but im intending t do all my tuts. rly]
we kinda prayed continuously for the rain t stop under the tiny umbrella and we were like half wet.

AND I WALKED BACK T MY HSE ABOUT A THOUSAND TIMES T GET STUFF!!!
ahhhh my hse vry far frm there one leh!!!
umbrella, matches, aluminium foil
whatnots!

thankgoodness the rain stopped!
jst as we were getting the fire started yupps
oh and daddy smartly bought the NTUC charcoal for me which brandon specifically told me NOT to buy. heh. aiyo. so alot of ash! oops!
and i smeared like EVERYTHING w honey and margarine.
yumms

but dno about how many million calories we ate tht night!
oh man and thx robyn,char and brand for make deeeeelicious food!
and i rly didnt know yong cld mk so nicenicenice bacon thingy.yummm
i guess u get the drift, we all ate vryvryvry nice food and were happy;)
then sat at the table and talk crap

frm 'y i dislike techno music [rachel and jonk!] to playing tabletennis [daryl] to taking crazy photos [xue and angela] to basically talking abt jc stuff and sch! ohman times like these rock! talking abt rubbish and nonsensical stuff and laughing like crazy mks me love my life really. ohh and boyy talk. i shall nt even go there.
ohman i love these peeps:):)

the BBQ rocked my stinky socks
*we missed u claaauuudiaaaa*
i shall get the pics frm angela soon:):)

disclaimer : AND IM FIERCELY LOYAL OF TJ ALTHOUGH THE VJ PE SHIRT IS NICE

have another bbq soon!!

saturdayy

woah today finally can slp in. not rushing off t some early morning activity tht my lovely cell organises!wheee.

oh and basically slacked the day away luh apart frm the maths tut which i FINISHED. yayyys tutorial NINE leh![except for one qn, pretend u didnt see tht]

went t DHSCO concert ltr. supposed t give ong her birthday present like EONS ago. really. its like in JANUARY! ohman and nws APRIL already. damn! srysrysry ONG! nvm u still look vry pretty babe!:):)
we got her nail stuff.so she can prettify her nails and all. eyy u better use all the stuff and the nxt time i see u u better hv damn pretty nails OKAYYY!:):)
missya woman!

oh then walked arnd with ong and her sis, jingwen. went t delifrance t eat DAMN FUNNY PLS. oh man i think jingwen made my week. i laugh until want t die okay! ok so this is wht happened.

we were happily eating our dinner but jw jst sit thr stone la while me and ong eat cos she meeting her friends ltr for dinner yup. then whn we finished eating the yummy croissants this waitress came t our table and pushed a piece of paper towards jingwen and mumbled sth
me and ong : vry confused

we all thought it was the bill cos naturally we hv t pay what, but we didnt call for the bill. weird! anyhw, IT WASNT THE BILL.

it was a note for jingwen...
saying sth like
' can i have your number pls, im sry if im disturbing you'
then the waitress explained the note and we three went 'HARRR?' vry loudly
soooo funny lahhhh
i cldnt stop laughing and ong also laugh and laugh. poor jw was like 'errrr, sry no'
hahhaahahhaaLOL
and we faster pd the REAL bill and left. still laughing
i rly wanna know who the guy was.
hahahaa damn hilarious pls!:)

ummm, CO concert was okayy la. the usual la but dhs rly not original sia the encore pieces all repeated one!! and i heard manjianghong and jiangjunling before. aahhhh. aiyohh but nvm la me and ong had a major catchup session with all the gossips and all. oh and i rly miss tansihan and sallyy!!
we need t go out one dayy!:):)
oh and weeting, the pink roses PRETTY right? i knw cos i bought them what!:)
and hor, vincent so seh la pls, play piano solo sia, somemore gt ppl turn pg for him, i want also dont hv lor!

i so want t buy the dunman dolls!!!! i want i want!! but now so broke. how???
aiyoh!

ltr met jonah on the train. thn i was like woah he rly chged qt alot sia, vry diff frm sec 2... and hahaa i finally knw whr DENISE went. haha im not bothering t be shushed up abt this see her name's in bold. i dnt care! oh man, NANYANG JC leh. haha jonah was like complaining all the way abt her and stuff. damn funny can.

then he was relating sth denise said..sth like this
j: uh wht subs are u taking?
denise: blablabla and bio, [in act cute voice] : eyy i ask u ah, how ah nyjc doesnt offer S PAPER BIO!! HOW?

oh man soooo like her la. excuse me its not called S PAPER anymore, its H3 hahhaaa! typical la can she evn make it t H3 classes? heh oh and psst she's still into BIO vry much, think the yellow file during prelims. heh [sihan sally and ong, stop sniggering]

one last thing. i was so proud on NOT being tricked by anyone on aprils fools UNTIL....
bixia, caron and haominggg!
OOOIIIIIIIIIII
unfair
esp bx!! i rly didnt know la
eeeeeeeeee trick me
and i didnt get t trick anyone!!!:(:(
eyy nxt time go out shopping i also want!!!!! GRINS

anyhw tht was my saturday, it was FUN how was yours?

here's jst a dumb link for ppl who love t draw

www.drawapig.desktopcreatures.com

' i have been crucified with CHRIST and i no longer live, but CHRIST lives in me, the life i live in the body i live by faith in the SON of GOD who loved me and gave himself for me'
-Galations 2:20

eyy i memorised this okayy no peeping at the paper. yayyys!
LOVE

tag replies
xia: hahaa! go out soon!
angela: of course fun laaa my hse leh!!! and the food rocks totally RIGHT!tk care girl!and i knw my blog rocks dont worry! OI IM NT MI MI YAN LOR!!!GRINS AND SMACK U!
sally:hahahaa the point is for u t look forward t getting the present. heh. u can nv guess lor! till our date la!!! LOL! missya!